Wednesday, March 23

stuck..

feelings n emotions stuck within me..
waiting to unleash..
but i can't seem to find the way to do it..
i got plenty to say..
plenty to shout..
but i can't seem to find the way..
hell no.. anyway at all..
to do it..
i wan the whole world to hear me..
i wan the whole world to give me a chance..
ok.. hold on..
maybe not the whole world..
only those of my closest friends..
i wan them to listen..
listen carefully..
to wat my heart has to say..
wat my mouth can't say out..
pple will say i am selfish..
i am conceited..
i am naive..
i am heading in the wrong direction..
which they dun wan to join me in..
maybe i am muddleheaded...
maybe i can't see the light as my friends do..
but it could be vice versa..
isn't it?
in my eyes..
they cannot see the light i am shining for them..
in their eyes..
they dun see the need for the light at all..
maybe they just need to be enlightened..
maybe i just need to be enlightened..
i dun noe which is which..
i only noe we are heading in different dirxns..
well.. i shld be happy..
opposites attracts anyway..
but y am i not?
i am lost..
lost in my own world..
this wasn't meant to sound like a poem..
but it sounds like one..
does it?
or it doesn't?
dun matter to me..
i have plenty to say..
i stress on this..
but i cannot find anyone who understand..
to say it to..
isn't tt sad?
i suppose so..
i am ending off here...
do u guys noe wat i wan to say?
maybe u do..
maybe u dun..
it's alrite..
i am alrite..
i will heal..
time heals all wounds anyway..
bye..

Posted by jiawen at 09:45