Monday, May 30
er...paiseh.. my mistake..
there's no new recept..
okok..
its not really my mistake..
i was misleaded..
*not my fault!*
ms angie told me if i stay on..
i will continue as the recept..
the new person coming in is the admin coordinator..
and she will be in charge of the new recept..
*pause*
when they find one..
[get it?]
-_-"
so i just have to let the admin coordinator noe..
wat am i doing now..
so she know wat to tell the new recept..
and aniwae, she's coming on 1st june..
not today..
so effectively,
fri was not the last day i can blog..
-paiseh for false info-
and i can get to help out with external projects..
once after office hrs,
she said i will get paid by tbl,
not my agency..
*shrugs*
wah..
i was interupted by suddenly mani things to do..
now i am back..
hahas..
lunch's over..
had a bz weekend..
woke up early for every single day of last week..
esp sat..
tuition..
-lack of sleep!-
*blinks, panda bear here*
LOLS..
went to sentosa yesterday..
makan makan and more makan..
coz sl prepared meehoon..
ml prepared chicken kebabs plus coleshaw..
den we bought lots of titbits!
hahas..
and i din bring extra clothings..
so din go kayaking..
so....
in fact,
i just sat there and eat and eat and eat..
played daidee...
den built volcano with sheena and weini!
hahas..
coz we saw pple building sand castles..
we like quite zhang bu da (cannot grow up)
hahas...
den we went back to sheena's hse..
to cut birthday cake~
nice nice!
happy early birthday sumay!
den we went to satisfy cravings..
hahas..
sakae sushi!
each ate like 3 plates on avg onli..
coz we were all already v full..
den we all went home..
guess wat?!
i saw the baby my mom's gonna look after!
she's so cute!!!
her cheeks are so super chubby lor!
den her eyes are so bright!!!!
man..
love her!
hehe..
but i onli saw her for like 15 mins?
den her mom came to bring her hm..
went to send dear into camp..
den saw marcus and hongting..
guess the first thing marcus say when he saw me?
marcus: karboon! ni fei hen duo le! (u've grown fatter)
me: -_-" ok.... i noe..
hehe..
ya.. i already know..
so sad rite?
i just can't help eating so much..
and i dun have the time to exercise!
hahahas
*excuses*
i was so tired tt i fell aslp once i touch my bed last nite..
and woke up when my alarm went off..
lols~
still kinda tired though..
sians..
aniwae sophie was in sentosa yest as well!
and she was at siloso beach as well!
but...
we din meet up @ all!
it's a nice meeting for everyone..
hahas..
sl, ml, sm, sheena, weini, dan goh, sharmen, mingteck..
long time no see..
hope to meet them again soon~
will post up the photos tml..
coz my digi cam no batt!
and i am at work now..
hahas..
i started typing this blog in the morning!
and i ended this blog at 541...
-_-"
hasen been so bz since dunno when..
lols..
Posted by jiawen at 10:57
Friday, May 27
wahhaa..does this fit the description tt u guys know bout me?
(x) i have a cell phone.
hp actualli.. my 6170.. :P
( ) i am an only child.
( ) i love dangly earrings.
( ) i have smoked a cigarette before.
( ) i am doing drugs
( ) i am an alcoholic
(x) i love cold weather
anithing's better den hot n sweaty!
( ) i have shot a gun before
(x) i love music.
chinese pop.. hehe..
( ) i have zero tolerance for ignorant people
(x) i have ridden on a motorcycle before
when i was young.. i hugged my uncle for my dear life..
( ) i'll be in this town forever
() i've been to 5 other countries.
( ) i get annoyed easily
( ) i have neat handwriting.
(x) i have more than a few horrible memories
after 18+ years of living.. who doesn't?
( ) i am addicted to chocolate
(x) i have siblings
my sister lor...
( ) my parents are strict
( ) i love airplane rides
(x) i love taking pictures
hahas.. too bad dear dun like to...
(x) i hate people who are fake, really cant tolerate them
well.. self explanatory..
(x) i can be mean when i want to be
just dun step on my toes.. grr..
(x) my parents care about my grades
but they dun pressurise me though..
love them.. :)
(x) one of my best friends is a girl
u noe who u are..
(x) one of my best friends is a boy
u also noe who u are.. hee..
( ) one of my best friends is a lesbian
( ) one of my best friends is a gay
( ) i have way too many purses
( ) i'm obsessed with lip gloss
(x) i am easy to talk to
just speak, and u are talking to me~
true? hahas..
(x) cry easily
u guys can try.. everything can make me cry!
( ) i hate it when people are late and don't apologise
(x) i am romantic
no comments..
(x) i love springtime
carefree!
( ) i have too many clothes for mycloset/dresser.
(x) i love to sleep
haas! just as anione who knows me well..
(x) i wish i were smarter
den i would have gotten a scholarship!
( ) i'm afraid of flying.
( ) i HATE drama
( ) i bite my nails.
(x) i have been on a 9 hour car ride
the bus ride to genting?
( ) i never fight with my parents
(x) i love the beach
esp at nite... can chat n watch the stars for hours..
( ) i have never had the chicken pox
( ) i have gone out in public in my pajamas
( ) i can't control my emotions.
(x) i have a best friend
=.=
( ) i have moved more than once
(x) i truly love my friends
if not i hate them? lols~
( ) i have/had braces
( ) i love to write
( ) i have never broken a bone
( ) i love my computer
( ) i love girls that play piano
(x) i love doing manicure and pedicure
call it vanity.. but i can't afford them.. :P
( ) i'm a happy person.
( ) i love to dance
(x) i love to sing
kbox! here i come! but i sing horribly.. to be frank. hehe
(x) i love to act crazy and be funny
ya.. but sometimes pple do not see it the same way i do..
( ) i love cleaning my room
(x) i tend to get jealous very easily
on every single thing! yes.. it's tt bad..
(x) love cute things
hehe.. precious moments!
(x) i love night better than day.
coz i got time to do the things i wan at nite!
(x)i have been on the phone for over 5hours at a time.
i think the record is either with xiaoyi or shuqin..
(x) i don't like to study for tests
boring.. *yawns*
( ) i have had pneumonia.
(x) i have horrible sense of direction
nv ask me to rem how to drive arnd.. i'll definitely get lost..
(x) i miss primary school.
hopscotch! five stones! pepsi cola!
( ) i love kisses on my forehead.
( ) i love the color pink.
( ) i love to sew.
( ) my eye color changes
( ) i become stressed easily
(x) i hate liars.
do u love them?
( ) i like comfy sweatpants
(x) i like black mascara
makes the eye lashes longer!
(x) i can play the piano
simple songs count.. true?
(x) i love to play in the rain
provided i can bath immediately after i get hm..
(x) i love my family
needless to say..
( ) i hate needles
( ) i am a perfectionist
( ) i always wanted to learn to play the guitar
(x) i hate the feeling of failure.
but i know tt its the mother of success..
(x) i have friends in other countries
chyi, xin, ardi, vikram, xyz?
(x) i know how to cook
noodles, rice... hahas..
(x) i can speak another language.
aside from el.. cl tt is..
( ) i love my life
(x) at times i can be quite selfish.
esp bout money....
(x) at times, i still act like a little kid
so much so tt my mom can't stand it..
(x) i have allergies
nose allergy.. boo hoo..
(x) i love babies
they are just soooo cute!
(x) i love to read
definitely..
( ) i wish i were more motivated for school.
(x) i love getting stuff in the mail.
but i seldom get them.. :'(
(x) i have problems with letting go of old feelings/memories
ya.. i still miss sec 2 and 09...
(x) i hate being alone.
but i do love moments of solitude too..
(x) i love friends
=.=
(x) i love summer
(x) i love the weekends.
( ) i love black eyeliner
( ) i can type with one hand
(x) i wear make-up
very seldom though..
( ) i have never rode on an undergroundsubway.
(x) i go on shopping sprees
u'll be happy i am not spending ur money..
( ) i sing in the shower.
( ) i have never been camping
( ) i hate cheerleaders
( ) i usually get what i want
(x) i love myself
tt i definitely do!
Posted by jiawen at 15:52
last time..today shall be the last time tt i blog during work..
coz....
*sobs*
mon the new recept is coming in!
and i can't possibly blog in front of her..
true?
=p
and most probably i will be continuing work in tbl...
doing other things..
as wat, i also dunno..
but ms angie told me till july...
and i doubt the new sitting position allows me to do anithing i wanna w/o exposing my self to the entire office..
so...
:'(
went back amkss this morn..
i took halfday off from work..
my sis's PTC..
my parents weren't able to make it..
saw lao da! ms pang, mr goh!
hehe..
talked to lao da..
he said my sis is v guai, but v blur..
hahas...
surprisingly ms pang dunno she's my sis..
i mean..
kwok kar boon
kwok kar lok..
isn't it quite obvious?
hahas..
den brought my sis to j8..
had crystal jade for lunch..
in another hr, i am off work!
yippie!
Posted by jiawen at 14:24
Thursday, May 26
cheated~my sis was happily using the com last nite..
till it was about 1 a.m in the morn..
and i happily doing my things beside her..
until i realised the time..
me: bei ar.. ni ming tian shi bu shi bu yong du shu!
(sis ar.. you tml issit dun need go sch?!)
sis: ya lar! tml PTC mah.. (parent teacher conference)
me: -_-"
i was waiting for her to sleep...
coz normally sch nite,
its her who pester me to sleep!
sians..
tt's y i slept late last nite..
hahahas..
Posted by jiawen at 14:16
Wednesday, May 25
this is the wallet i wan from swarvoski crystal!
but i dun like the top and bottom leather strip..
:(
this is the the type of wallet i want!
but i want this design in white..
:(
i think this design is not bad..
can consider buying this..
hehe..
but its $275..
i very ma fan hors?
p/s: i dun mind pple buying the white one for me..
hehe....
Posted by jiawen at 18:00
*sobs*seems like the entire world is going to nus..
except me..
Posted by jiawen at 17:22
shopping!woots~
spent 160 bucks in an hR!
timberland sample sales!!!
for i'm a timberlander..
timberlander..
timberlander..
hahas..
paiseh.
i abit feng diao...
in asia, only can find at most 3 pces of each design..
each of different colours~
hahas..
and i bought 6 pces!
of different designs!
so excited..
hahas!~
*dun be jealous kaes?*
LOLS..
just kidding..
think some of u having the -_-" look liaos..
but hor..
actualli..
only 2 pces are for myself..
-_-"
coz....
mostly selling men's clothings!
bought 2 tees for dear..
6 bucks each only wors!
outside one tee selling for 100 bucks?!
a fleece jacket..
for 20 bucks~
^-^
those are for dear..
den a small leather coin pouch for mom!
filial bahs...
hahas...
and for myself..
erms...
its the most ex..
i bought a sweater..
for 20 bucks..
and.....
a leather jacket....
for..........
a hundred bucks!!!
hehe...
but the leather jacket is super comfy!
the interior is so silky lor..
no wonder timberland goods are for comfort..
but outside of sales,
i also dun dare buy...
and the good news is....
all the goods are not defective ones!
they are brand new!!!
qn: so y are they for sale at such low prices?
ans: coz..... firstly, we're staffs?
2ndly... hehe..
coz...
those designs will not be manufactured in buck...
they are taken out of line..
means,
they will never be manufactured again!
each colour onli will have one of tt design..
and we get to purchase them..
:P
some more hor..
the designs are nice leh..
dunno y they dun wan to manufacture for retail..
and i have a feeling i am one of the smallest spender..
i got one bag of clothes..
sophie has got 2 bags..
su an has got 3 bags..
and tracy has got 5 bags!
uh oh....
i just remembered something..
i have got..
a baleno jacket at hm..
a giordano jacket.. (though its already faded)
ok..
nothing else..
means...
i wld have 3 jackets n 1 pullover in total!
oh man..
one for each day of the week during lectures?
my mom will clobber me when i reach hm...
-opps-
shall put up the photos of wat i bought sometime soon..
:)
Posted by jiawen at 10:20
Monday, May 23
so paiseh..the result is so light!
can ur highlight to see it?
hee..
Your #1 Match: ESTP |
| The Doer You are adventurous and risk taking. You act first, think second.You love being the center of attention. Chances are you were the class clown.Competitive, charming, and charasmatic - you have your own code of honor.You live a flexible life, bouncing between a series of activies that interest you. You would make a great salesperson, marketing director, or entrepreneur. |
Your #2 Match: ISTP |
| The Mechanic You are calm and collected, even in the most difficult of situations.A person of action and self-direction, you love being independent.To outsiders yous eem impulsive, surprising, and unpredictable.You are good at understanding how all things work, except for people. You would make an excellent pilot, forensic pathologist, or athlete. |
Your #3 Match: ENTP |
| The Visionary You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression.You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything.Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off.You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments. You would make a great entrpreneur, marketing executive, or actor. |
Your #4 Match: ESFP |
| The Performer You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic. You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor. |
Your #5 Match: ESTJ |
| The Guardian You're a natural leader and quick, logical decision maker.Goals are important in your life, and you take many steps to acheive them.You enjoy interacting with others, mostly through work related activities.Your high energy level means you are great at getting things done! You would make a great teacher, judge, or police detective. |
omg!
none said i can be a psychologist..
:(
Posted by jiawen at 20:31
oh yah!going to sentosa with sl they all on e 29th may o5...
looking forward..
-grins-
Posted by jiawen at 19:59
[continued]but..
erm..
i forgot wat i wan to continue le...
heeee...
went for big walk yesterday!
with alvin shaokai ruifeng aka nua de kenny shaoyong n dear..
hahas
woke up so early..
>.<
the goodie bag this yr is quite pathetic..
started the walk at 9..
saw mani types of dogs..
so cute!!!
we onli walked 5 km..
hahas
stopped at suntec for breakfast..
mac's so clever..
gave out voucher at the door of suntec..
-_-"
and it was totally full..
after tt me and dear walked arnd suntec...
looking for wallet..
but found none!
sians..
where can we find wallet ar?
den today went gai gai @ raffles place..
with dear..
realised.....
it's quite fun to gai in those higher class places..
hahas
but today's motive was clear..
to purchase wallet..
but din find ani though..
went into mont blanc, swaroski, polo ralph, guess.....
etc..
hehe..
think i am filthy rich?
-nah-
i was just acting..
lols..
the wallets wasn't nice though...
sad..
and dear is v particular bout the leather of the wallet also..
saw a nice wallet in swaroski..
but there is no white colour..
and guess the price???
$275!
and got another orange wallet from a shop..
costs $300!
omg..
-_-"
still looking out for wallets..
walked thru citylink to suntec.....
saw michelle n junlong..
hahas..
and esther jiejie..
she's working in GG<5..
den took cab back to dear's hse...
and here i am..
LOLS..
i still wanna find a wallet!
recommendations pls?
hahas...
aniway, the takeaways of today..
are.....
dear's tie: blue one..
me: a white biz top..
:)
happy with the shopping outcome..
dinner time!
Posted by jiawen at 19:05
Saturday, May 21
cats n dogstaught tuition this morning..
my aunt drove me to their hse..
since alvin was gym-ing at the stadium..
had 2 char show paos for breakfast..
met dear at their void deck after tuition..
went home, bathed..
had lunch..
and as we left my hse,
the rain was getting up...
when we arrived at the mrt station....
i den realised tt i forgot my hp n ez link..
*piangs*
by the time we walk back to get my things...
and back to the mrt..
it was raining cats n dogs..
i was totally drenched..
must be quite a sight man..
-so lang bei-
-_-"
somemore wearing white top!!
so walked back hm again..
*hope i dun get sick*
long story...
last nite went my ah gong hse makan popiah....
my aunt popiah rocks!
hehe..
i love my mom n aunts culinery skills..
-cool n ichi-ban!-
my aunt drove me and my sis there..
chatted with sl on hp thru out..
cool!
had a long chat with her..
felt so good..
hehe..
mani got into faculty of science..
sl, ml, weini, sheena, willy......
guess most will be going there...
:'(
sad..
no one come ntu with me!
[to be continued]
Posted by jiawen at 22:33
Friday, May 20
funny..since when issit that the guy can throw his temper,
while the ger can't..
i am getting sucked into a wierder n wierder world..
and i dunno how to get out of the damn place..
Posted by jiawen at 15:46
wah! i finally cleared my tutorial yesterday!
i know i know...
u must be already shaking ur head...
how long has it been since A levels!
hahas..
k lars..
i admit i am not the neatest person on earth..
din bother to look at it till yesterday.. :P
and guess what?
do u guys know the green big bag?
the one from the recycling company?
i cleared my tutorials in one of those bags..
and i cleared my rough papers in another one of those bags?!
and i haven touched the lecture notes...
oh man...
and i was clearing my magazines as well..
from 10 cleared till 130..
and my magazine is half cleared..
now i finally understand y my mom tells me not be buy mags..
-_-"
as i look back..
they are so lame....
realised tt deep blue sea was a 1999 film..
when i was in sec 1!
tt's like 6 yrs ago?!
amazed...
:O
kaes...
tonite,
i am gonna complete clearing the magazines..
oh..
and i found my SAT result slips too..
lols..
paiseh..
my train of thoughts are jumping here n there..
so its another of the green bag for half my mags..
shall see wat else when i clear my room tonite..
^-^
got to change my blogskin..
ani recommendations?
Posted by jiawen at 10:22
Thursday, May 19
inner most thoughtshey!
i knew it..
haha..
can see pple's eye already roaming..
searching for wat's karboon really thinking..
well..
-shrugs-
i am just going to blog wat i am thinking..
tt's all..
sorry to disappoint u guys~
:)
as i was walking home last night..
i was messaging a friend..
i dunno if he will be reading this..
i doubt he will be..
the sms-es were few..
and i guessed he's busy..
who isn't nowadays?
but wat crushed me was..
we used to be close friends..
okok..
mabbe not tt close...
-i know wat u guys are thinking-
but good enuf for us to have already confided in one another b4..
it makes me wonder..
who's fault issit when friendship starts to sway..
on my end..
i always wait for people to sms me,
to ask me out..
only to realise that,
much as i wan to,
i can't..
and the other hand,
i tot..
my friends may be waiting for me to sms me them as well..
to ask them out..
and mabbe tt's y..
both parties end up not calling up each other..
end up not contacting each other..
it also makes me wonder..
whether people actually trust me..
to have the faith in me tt i am trying to help them..
i doubt anione will believe wat i say aniway..
only few wld understand..
on the many years of friendships i had with many of them..
there are still those who thinks i wan to earn from them..
am i really this type of person to u guys?
to all my closest friends?
to those i am not so close to?
in ur hearts, am i really so money-minded?
or am i really so bad?
if not,
where is the trust?
i do know wat i am doing..
i will not drag my friends into trouble..
i WILL NOT.
alright?
i am not trying to convince anyone here..
u guys can convince urself..
i feel guilt free..
many things have happened..
i am beginning to wonder..
from the time i started building the friendship..
with anyone..
till today..
is it tt i am really the type of person,
who cannot be trusted?
i am just asking myself..
no one needs to answer me..
but from wat i see...
yes.. i cannot be trusted..
and i can blame no one but myself..
coz ultimately,
how people feel about me,
is caused by me..
isn't it true?
y my friends ain't contacting me?
y my friends ain't asking me out?
y my friends this, y my friends that?
ultimately..
i got to blame myself..
if i am really such a good friend,
these wldn't have happened..
true?
someone's blog mentioned bout pple more concerned bout their bf..
want to spend more time with their bf..
i simply wish tt those pple wld grow up..
and i also wish tt i wld grow up too..
pple wouldn't say tt if it ain't true..
but us, who are attached,
wld always try to argue agains't the facts..
and pple wld say we are coming up with excuses..
endless cycle huh?
and more often den not..
both parties end up hurt..
so wats the point of starting that?
if those who are not attached,
when going out,
call those who are attached,
wldn't everything be fine?
and if those who are attached are forever not free coz of their bf,
den its obvious tt they zhong se qin you, ain't it?
but if the pple are not putting the effort to call those who are attached,
and say they wldn't come anyway,
now..
who's fault is it?
i am not referring to anione in particular..
and to my closest friend,
u know who u are,
i am not referring to u..
honest..
we already had a heart to heart talk bout this topic..
:)
-cheers to us!-
have ur ever have the feeling of...
ur v close friends in ur clique,
but long time nv seen him/her,
and suddenly tot of their name,
and seen their faces,
and suddenly....
they seem so familiar......
but so strange....
so far away...
or maybe its only for those who are bad friends..
like me..
who get to have the sensation...
i remembered having this sensation bout xueling..
i see her face..
but her name is so strange..
i even wonder where she is...
den reality struck me..
she's in AJ too!
we're in the same school!
:'(
it happened to me again today..
i see a person's face..
his actions..
and i realised...
it's sharmen..
i feel sad that i can't be trusted...
at least to him..
i feel sad tt pple rather believe others..
den believe me..
but as i said.
its my fault..
if i am really so trustable, y dun pple believe me?
i wonder who's still reading this post..
if u are still reading,
sorry to have wasted like 5 mins of ur time?
its all craps to pple who dunno me well aniway..
my sis and i had actually talked bout friendship b4..
and both of us came up with a conclusion tt..
there's no such thing as truest friend of our life..
pple move on..
pple make new friends..
and i remembered crying in front of her..
tt was the day i felt tt..
hey..
i can confide in my sis too..
:)
thanks mei...
after all that blabbering of rubbish...
i just came back from lunch..
human beings are strange creatures..
i tot bout all these till i cried myself to slp..
but strangely..
i felt better after crying..
rather den feeling so bad deep inside..
but unable to cry it out..
maybe like wat a friend wrote in his blog..
"people may remember me the day they flip the newspaper, and see my face inside.. but by that time, i will no longer be around.."
kinda apply to me too..
it will really make someone mad..
to have all the blames pointed to one alone..
everything tt happened, is tt person's fault..
he is responsible,
he got to take responsibilty..
so everything tt i stated,
why it eventually turned out the way it is today,
i am responsible for it one way or another..
no..
i am not undergoing depression..
i am searching for my true self..
i am seeking the answers from my conscience..
tt i am glad i spent the time thinking..
why issit tt things turned out this way..
i like it better to be in charge of my own life..
instead of blaming every single person around me..
saying tt its them,
tt's y i am like tt now..
i should start to learn how to blame myself..
i did not put in the efforts to stay in contact..
i did not this, i did not tt..
haa...
after such a long session,
did ur feel tt u have known karboon better?
or did ur feel tt this entry is so fake?
i just wanna say cheers to my parents!
who...
no matter wat...
will forever be there for me...
and i still have them........
when everyone else moves on................
^-^
Posted by jiawen at 10:04
Wednesday, May 18
good news & bad news*disclaimer: these good news & bad news are to affect onli myself and no other..
and the good news is...............
drum rolls please................
ms kwok kar boon.......
aka.. guojiawen........
aka.. karen kwok..........
finally passed her.............
basic theory test!!!
lols..
so happy!
*claps*
while chyi has already gotten her license..
and shuxin is taking her driving test soon....
i...
have just gotten my basic theory result..
-zhi bei!-
and the bad news is......
i have proudly........
gain another inch or two arnd my belly..
-_-"
can anyone bring me to a exercising guru?
i seriously lack of self discipline..
point a gun at my head if u wan..
just make me exercise..
and.
erms..
i only have time in the morning..
it may be extreme hard work to make me wake up..
and sat is out of da qn for i got to teach tuition..
this sunday..
teehee..
BIG WALK!
will be going with alvin, shaokai, ruifeng..
and i dunnoe who else..
for the past few yrs..
dear and i have always signed up..
and end up going late..
or not able to wake up..
so we always get the....
goody bag!
^-^
-shucks!-
my com is so laggy tt i got to wait to see the letters appearing as i type..
-_-"
i just wanna swim..
-boohoo-
got an average news too....
though its bad news to my sis..
i dunno its good or bad news to me though..
ms angie told me yesterday,
i can stay after i hand over to the new recept..
got a project can let me do...
erms..
i wonder........
if there's a pay raise..
LOLS..
or mabbe i will ask for a week's break?
like the one week hol?
*dream on*
ya.. i am dreaming..
hahas..
alvin says i look like a school student today..
O-o
as in the alvin from timberland..
aiyo..
-headache-
too mani alvins liaos!
ok, sorry i am digressing..
i replied him indignantly: 'i'm still a student wat!'
LOLS
must be coz i tied up my hair today..
MUST BE..
-trying to an wei myself-
i still haven found a room mate!
tt's another bad news..
to myself..
:'(
i am not trying hard enuf to find one though..
*just checking.. is disclaimer used in this manner?
-paiseh-
my eng-a-lan is very lao-ya..
its 40 mins to lunch..
i am hungry...
we're heading to raffles city food court..
have decided on ban mian..
dear booking out tonite!
but i can't get to see him..
-BOO-
its quite wierd tt i can see him..
but cannot have time alone with him..
and even if have time alone with him..
its like the deathly hrs of the nite..
and where else can we go to enjoy?!
wellwell..
i got to learn to live with tt..
though i ain't sure i can..
hahas..
35 mins to lunch..
k.. i shall do a typing test..
its after lunch..
my typing speed is 49 words per min..
97% accuracy..
but isn't it very slow?
sians..
okok.. back to work!
time: 1324
Posted by jiawen at 10:31
Monday, May 16
too much of anything is never goodmakes sense, huh?
i bought a 500 ml milk @ cheers..
for breakfast?
i dunno...
just felt tt its healthy to drink milk..
hehe..
it's almost finished..
and urgh..
i am
-regret being greedy-
i am a self confessed workaholic now..
i dun mind spending all 7 days of the week rushing here n there..
but not to the extend of taking cab everywhere..
of coz..
-_-"
take a look at the title..
hahas~
okok..
mabbe i am not such a workaholic la...
coz workaholic wun stop to rest..
and all i am looking forward to now....
is to rest..
finally..........
able to slack..
@ least for a week or 2..
sleep late..
use com..
pack my room..
watch vcd..
-my prince of tennis!-
watch tv..
-ya.. my tv is fixed!~-
for those who dunno,
my tv was muted for 2~3 months!
listen to my zen micro..
listen to cds..
shopping..
swimming..
jogging...
basically enjoy!
and of course..
back to the title above....
nothing shld be done in excess..
i have bout 13 days left..
to be a timberlander..
like wat sophie likes to put it as..
we are all timberlanders..
LOL..
the 13 days excludes weekends + hols of course..
and the 2 days are for the handing over..
i can't wait to get out of the company..
but i dun bear to get out either..
oxymoron?
erms.. issit used this way?
realised..
i said i wanted to do all those things..
b4 the end of A levels..
den.....
i got sick of doing all those things...
after one month..
and.......
i want to do all those things again.....
when i am working!
boy..
how
or issit just me..?
dear booking out on wed nite!
coz his sir make them clear leave..
so bad..
hrmp..
nvm..
decided...
but i din tell him..
i am gonna take leave on fri..
go play for one day!
hehe.....
think my this month's pay will be the lousiest...
din bother to clock the hrs for OT..
and ms angie isn't comfortable with giving me the hrs..
so forget it lors..
sometimes i simply wonder y am i so despo..
even tt few bucks also wan to grab..
lols..
wanna go for mani and pedi with mins!
ah bei u wan or not?
i treat u to one of the above..
:P
lunch in 10 mins!
woh...
how come i always gotta interrupt pple's meeting..
-_-"
scary..
all the head of depts are in the conference room..
and i gotta knock, stick my head in,
everyone look at me,
and i have to ask for the person i needa speak to..
SCAREEEEYY~
on 2nd tots,
i shldn't ask for leave afterall..
ms angie cfm ask here ask there..
den i will seem realli irresponsible..
and dear cfm wan to spend time at hm with his yipo..
coz he sounded hesitant when i wanted to go out..
so..
suan le bah~
time: 1155
Posted by jiawen at 10:16
Friday, May 13
i feel soall u ever feel is anger and frustration.
how true.
and all i ever did is to make u angry and frustrated.
i am such a
why am i living in my own world..
get me out of this fcuked up lala land of mine.
Posted by jiawen at 16:58
Thursday, May 12
eeks!i bathed with a cricket just now!
scared the hell out of me man..
i turned arnd,
and the black.. issit an insect?.. was there..
b/w me and the door..
0_o
quickly finished bathing and wore my clothes..
and while contemplating wat to do,
[coz i dun dare pass it..
scared it will just jump up..]
it turned arnd to face me..
:'(
i was so scared la..
in the end bo bian..
i took a big step and stood on my toilet bowl..
yes..
the toilet bowl din collapse..
dun believe?
i can invite u to my hse toilet for proof..
:p
and opened the toilet door..
and jumped out..
phew..
it din jump up or anithing..
aniway..
i am safely blogging here..
so proves tt i am alrite..
@ least i am in a better situation..
my cousin found a bat in the toilet..
luckily she hasn't started bathing..
she rushed out..
!!!!
wat funny things to encounter in toilets!
sm-more is HDB toilets..
-_-"
Posted by jiawen at 00:11
Wednesday, May 11
i've chosenso wat exactly is the thing i have chose?
well..
other den uni courses wat else is there?
i have indicated i wan psychology in ntu..
instead of biz admin in nus..
mani would have chosen differently from me..
[i predict]
and i heard from some tt they may go faculty of ss in nus..
and not choose psychology in ntu..
i prefer to think tt i am not wierd..
but unique..
LOLS..
jk..
dear got into faculty of ss in nus too!
but i dunno which one wld he choose...
ntu or nus..
guess he wld be making the decision soon~
haven blogged for a couple of days..
nothing much to blog bout actualli..
i failed my basic theory once..
yesterday went to retake it..
was supposed to be in the com lab!
me and yenna so suay..
[yups, i met yenna there]
coz too mani pple..
so in the end we went to the classroom for our test..
quite confident tt i noe the answers..
but dunno for sure if i can pass..
^-*
gotta teach tuition tonite!
and tml nite!
and sun nite!
wah..
:'(
cannot meet dear tml nite le..
sads...
tuition!
nvm can meet on fri...
tml is timberland employee rally..
this is the 2nd one i am going for..
the first with guihui..
now with su an and sophie..
free lunch!
lols..
hope its not too boring..
but i doubt it will be interesting..
-_-
i have 55 mins to go b4 i knock off!
now to the mail box....
hehe..
Posted by jiawen at 16:38
Tuesday, May 10
i like the song on sophie's blog..so found the lyrics..
Simple Plan Lyrics
I'm Just A Kid
I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends
but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes
[Chorus:]
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...
And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
What the hell is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever
I'm just a kid [repeat x5]
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world.
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me tonight
I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause I'm just a kid tonight
Posted by jiawen at 09:38
Friday, May 6
Hi Karen,Please be informed that lunch hours for the company should be between 12:00 to 1:00pm or 1:00 to 2:00pm. The start time is from 8:30am to 5:30pm and if you would like to start at 9:00am, you should end your assignment on 6:00pm. I understand that you would like to be flexible, however, there are also rules in the company which you need to adhere to. I don’t own the company so for that matter of fact, I myself do not violate the rules of the company. It is a pleasure to have you work with the company for this temp assignment but I really need your co-operation to be fair to yourself as well as to the company.
Thanks,
Angie
-opps..-
y do i have the feeling tt i would like to leave the office soon?
i have the sinking feeling tt she tot i left for lunch at 1..
and came back at 2.45..
coz she din even check the time when i said i am off for lunch..
i left at 1.45..
:'(
oh well..
i dunno how to respond to her email leh..
shall just keep quiet..
-_-"
gotta go do my work liaos..
else i wld not be adhering to the company's rules..
:)
Posted by jiawen at 14:50
job terminationmy last day of work will be on 2nd june 2005..
surprisingly, when ms angie told me just now,
i felt tt bit of sad feeling..
it seems like less den a mth since i joined timberland..
now i've been here for 3 mths n 7 days..
grown attached to the environment..
will miss all the colleagues here..
shall bring my digi cam and start taking with everyone!
i will start looking for a job again~
waiting for tt mugger yong to hasten his footsteps..
though he's a pig..
but also cannot be so slow..
meeting him for lunch later..
wonder where is he now..
>.<
i am hungry..
chatted with my mom over the phone yest!
2 hrs!
ok.. i admit..
i am chi she-ing at work..
but..
imagine tt!
chatting with my mom over the phone!
its the 1st time in my life.
but den again~
we've nv had the chance..
hahas
same home mah..
there's something wrong with my blogskin..
if the picture still dun load by tml,
i shall do smthing bout it..
met dear for dinner again yesterday..
went to jack's place..
i had black pepper steak..
he had lamb chop..
hahas..
was a nice dinner..
there was a candle in the middle of the table...
but they din light it for us..
wonder why..
-_-??
causeway pt is becoming a bore for us..
cause too much time n too little place..
imagine every week on one day,
u have 3 hrs there..
*i get bored easily*
so we decided..
tues go his hse..
thurs..
either come my hse..
or..
we'll go library first..
den eat dinner at 9..
sounds like a cool plan..
his NS life is so slack!
speaking bout causeway pt..
we saw a bugs bunny toy selling at 45 bucks..
no fur one..
huggable..
so cute!!!
we saw it on tues..
when we returned on thurs,
it's gone! :'(
not tt i am gonna buy it or anithing..
but its nice to noe tt i have something to look at..
everytime i pass the shop!
-eye candy-
tt shld be the word..
onli slyvester is left..
boo..
meeting him again tonite..
needa go submit timesheet 1st..
den go airport with dear..
to fetch his mom from the airport..
mins shld be struggling with turkeys..
LOLS..
just kidding..
chatted with sl on msn a few weeks ago..
guess it was a nice chat..
all those things i kept from her..
i told her..
it's a nice feeling to be able to tell pple how u realli feel..
but i think i am kinda numb from everything..
it's been a few yrs..
not a few days..
if u guys understand wat i mean..
not to say tt anione's at fault..
we noe tt nobody is at fault at all..
it takes 2 hands to clap..
it's just my way to handling disappointment and stuffs..
i apologise for anithing i did wrong in the past..
with nothing to do with my previous paragraph,
sometimes the truth is in front of ur eyes..
whether u wanna believe it or not is up to u..
reality sucks..
i've realised tt..
time waits for no man..
-issit the correct phrase?-
lols..
i'm spouting rubbish again..
had a bad dream last nite..
can be considered a good dream as well i guess..
half-half..
o man...
mugger!
hurry up!
sorry to make u rush though..
:P
time: 1313
Posted by jiawen at 12:33
Thursday, May 5
happy birthday eileen!dun worry..
ur bdae present will come soon kaeS?
=P
haven been updating for some days..
nothing much happened as well..
was going to swim on monday evening..
but the plan was thwarted..
dear forgot this sgcc member card!
and we were not in the best of mood..
so just walked back to his house..
-_-"
sians..
went back to play with venus!
so cute..
haha..
she knows how to say...
one, two and four..
i nv hear her say three..
lol..
and she dun say..
she scream~
but she's still cute!!!
went to work as usual on tues and wed..
nothing much~
met dear on tues coz he got to book out..
but went hm early..
coz i wasn't hm the entire long weekend..
and we're both tired..
dear told me tt he got off during the vesek day long weekend..
wanna go overseas!
hrmp..
:'(
i am even willing to pay all expenses by myself..
but mom dun allow~
sigh..
i know dun allow us go together la..
den u come with ah yi they all lor..
i dun mind wat..
but u also dun wan~
!!!!!
if not for the fact tt ah bei is onli 15 ar..
i cfm with chop bring her along..
but every solution i bring up u also dun wan..
sians..
i just wan to take a break before sch starts in july..
issit realli so difficult to agree to tt?
...
suan le..
suo zai duo ye mei yong..
work!
Posted by jiawen at 09:33
Sunday, May 1
i.......... have nothing to say.just sad.
