Sunday, May 30

kind of bored.. mugging seems unreal now..

signs.. wonder y am i here? i dunno either.. tired.. but have the itch to blog now.. :P saw xy online just now.. she's coming back on the day of our 1st day of school.. our 1st paper.. 28th june.. looking forward to the stayover at her place.. haha.. saw rouxin's blog bout the time table for june hol.. dun worry ger.. u can do it.. there's no school.. remember? :) jiayou jiayou jiayou! toking bout tt.. i think i got to do one of the time table for my self.. the topics we got to study are kind of.. ALOT? but i am relatively relieved tt bio and maths are onli testing on J2 stuffs.. haha.. else i will DIE.. later at bout 10 a.m, me and khimwee will be attending some cip committment talk.. seriously need some enrichment points in my CCA point.. got high hopes for my CCA grade.. coz i keep taking part in activities.. :P (but tt may not necessary = results..) *signs* following tt, though mugging is unreal, i will be off mugging in tampines library.. coz tt's where the cip meeting is held.. haha.. hope i have the self discipline! going off loh.. my head is heavy.. sleepy.. eyes closing.. oh yah.. angel, wuiern, sue anne.... and those who are sick! please take good care of urself, kk? see u guys on monday!

Posted by jiawen at 01:10

Saturday, May 29

some photos to lighten up my blog..

yeah! finally able to upload some more photos into the gallery.. hehe.. put some here as well..

me and bren during the elects camp briefing! my mouth looks so wierd.. hahax..


this is me waiting for food at crystal jade.. looks very the sianx..


took this while having dinner cum mugging in amk kfc.. hehe..


hope i can upload more photos of the genting trip soon.. hehe.. will put up the blog on that soon.. :P

Posted by jiawen at 17:08

Thursday, May 27

superliciously happy!

so happy now! cannot describe my happiness.. :) the movie fest was a success! i think more than 50 pple turned up! wow! hehe.. and thanks alot wenxian, both zhihaos, bernard and boonkiat! thanx for showing up! to all my friends who came.. thanx.. :) love u all! upon reflection.. i may not be a very great i/c.. the sc activities was started quite late i guess.. so made everyone rush quite abit.. great job wuiern vikram weiyang and claire! weiyang and wuiern, thanx for ya brilliant idea for the outdoor movie fest! all of u guys.. we succeeded! we did it! we made the outdoor movie fest a success!

Posted by jiawen at 22:31

losing interest in studies now.. dunno y.. maybe its because the hol is here in 2 days.. bio test next period.. just read thru the notes.. din realli study.. +karboon is becoming a bad bad ger+ hahax.. midyr is a better indication of whether i have learnt anithing.. so.. i think i will study for the mid year better den i study for tests.. i guess.. haha..

Posted by jiawen at 09:02

Wednesday, May 26

dISAppointment..

not in a good mood.. realised i dun trust as easily like before animore.. dun believe wat i hear.. dun believe the smses.. its my psychological prob.. dunno wats wrong with me.. i dun trust animore.. dun wan to.. dun feel like.. cant feel the concern.. cant feel the interest.. cant feel thE care.. been moody at nite.. sms everyone i know to try to come for shrek tml.. kind of stupid realli.. have a bad feeling no one will come.. disappointed with wat happened during chem lecture just now.. i realli felt like crying den.. but din see the point.. ren.. i can be teased or played with.. tt's the way i have always been.. but.. i was realli disappointed.. maybe e bonds within the ____ werent tt great afterall.. watever it is.. cheers and hope nothing will go wrong tml for the movie..

Posted by jiawen at 22:24

Friday, May 21

sad.. stressed.. fed up.. haix.. bio test just got back today.. in my whole entire life i have never scored as badly as this test.. (except sec 2 maths for those who remembers) 19/55.. its a big fat F placed in front of my eye.. wats wrong with me? not so sure if my results coming out in A level will be good at all.. 0 confidence in myself.. haix.. SC activities is coming up.. and to choose all time, i am going genting with my family.. and the work got to be left to wuiern.. *really sorry* dunno wat the heck is going on with me.. gtg..

Posted by jiawen at 14:06

Thursday, May 20

couldnt find ani teachers yesterday.. din felt like staying back.. so jux went home straight.. bathed.. den played gameboy.. haha.. my pokemon dunno restart how many times.. coz everytime will lag in playing.. den forget where i play until.. den decide to might as well restart.. :P and i slept in my wet hair.. looked so haywire when i finally woke up 9 p.m at nite.. had dinner and watched tv.. the 9 oclock show on channel 8 seems nice.. i feel it is nice larx.. but doubt mani will be watching it.. den i went back to my room and did my homework.. wow.. disciplined.. huh? hahax.. finished NMR.. did some of bio growth and development 2.. maths.. read thru numerical methods and vectors.. READ.. dunno when will i finally find the time to do it.. this weekend is out.. fri dunno wat sl and ml wants to do.. so.. all the pple who calls me chao mugger.. please think again.. lolx.. i was among the slackest last yr.. picking myself up this yr.. but... though i do my tutorials... my results still suck... compared to u guys out there.. hahax.. hope i will not be trailing behind when i come back next week.. coz i dun have the weekend to pia my tutorials.. haha.. but again.. since when do i ever pia my tutorials during the weekend? homework is important.. but shouldnt be urgent.. hope i keep it this way.. hahax.. (for those who listened to the tok in mass civics.. lolx) but now i tot of something.. i miss venus.. haven seen her for 2 - 3 weeks? dunno.. lost track of time.. hope i can see more of her during the hols.. i realli must pia durin the june hols.. but this is just a tot.. my results last yr are disappointing.. seriously disappointing.. dunno how many times KT come find me already.. haha.. ok.. i will write down my goals for midyear in AJC 2004.. the guy say writing down will make me have the drive to work towards it..

GOALS..
subjects midyear 2004
bio aiming: B & above
chem B & above
maths B & above
gp B3 & above
cl not retaking.. so B3..

dunno if it will come true.. lolx.. very big jump from the previous exams indeed.. but my common tests results are not as bad as my major exams.. so.. *cross my fingers tt i can do well* quite a faraway dream.. actualli.. i always pretty slack bout my results.. coz.. i always believe the final exam will come out well.. coz it was the case for PSLE and O levels.. but teachers all warn us tt it is different now.. and i believe them.. haix.. nvm.. will pia.. will really pia.. haha.. going now.. bio lesson le.. :) chioz!

Posted by jiawen at 08:48

Wednesday, May 19

back.. nothing much.. need to look for teachers later.. bout my cip hours.. bout the business entrepreneur thing.. bye!

Posted by jiawen at 13:40

waiting for bio lecture.. hmm.. cant help but start to feel quite excited.. genting trip! feel kinda bad coz i will be missing out on college day.. and according to mak, a GM as well.. but.. tix are already booked and well.. cant possibly cancel it rite? so looking forward to it.. :) another thing tt i find amazing.. the cafe is coming thru.. it is realli becoming the truth.. all the hard work u put in.. u noe who u are.. its realli coming true.. yes.. problems are coming along with it.. but.. its still amazing.. isn't it? its worth the trouble.. but concentrate on ya results too, ya? stop ponning lectures and wat nots.. i believe once the cafe starts, i will die.. realli die.. esp near the prelims and a levels.. but again, look at the bright side of life.. :) it will be a totally new experience.. i think most of u guys reading are catching no balls here.. :P well, u will noe wat i am toking about in 2 to 3 months time.. i guess.. going off now.. bye..

Posted by jiawen at 09:46

Tuesday, May 18

bio pract was not as bad as expected i guess.. i could answer the qns.. but one thing.. no matter how i study or whether i studied for practicals, i still fail.. i din study for this test.. lets see the results.. lolx.. bought a new pe shorts.. the silk type.. nice to wEAR.. but abIT too revealing for comfort.. not tt anione wants to see.. haha.. nothing much to blog bout.. was watching my sis play theme hopsital just now.. din do much work.. *grins* actualli was very tired.. but drank coffee.. so not tt bad now.. :) come back soon! and.. y is no one tagging? :(

Posted by jiawen at 00:24

Monday, May 17

i am bored... real bored... i am realli going to die for my bio test today..... i never study..... got touch the file.. coz i brought it to school today.... but.... i will still die....... coz...... i went for the 2 mega concerts on sat and sun! by AJC! hehe.. they were superb.. dance.. meilan was beautiful! hehe.. i saw her on the full dress itself.. tt was closer.. she was graceful.. hehe.. all the dancers were graceful.. the dance was very abstract.. and i couldnt understand.. but.. it was nice all the same.. :P choir was funny.. nice.. joel was good.. eunice was good.. the rest were all good.. hehe.. :) and.. amy! vivien! u guys are great! hee.. i had ushering duties.. in blazer.. it seemed bad at first... but on the day itself.. i reached school.. we set off for kallang theatre... and went there to wait.. it was quite fun.. haha.. me angel sue anne and the rest.. we played pepsi cola in the reception room.. in our long white sleeves.. lolx.. seems quite funni if pple walk pass and look in.. but nvm.. its nice.. hahax.. fun.. the packed dinner was bad.. maybe its because i am full.. but nv eat much.. i was on duty on the 2nd level of the concert hall.. it was fun.. haha.. handing out the booklet to everyone.. see all kinds of pple.. some juz ignore and walk pass.. like we are transparent like tt.. sian.. den i see all the pple tt i have not seen in a long long time.. like.. yuenching! haha.. din noe u were coming.. :) den i see my great bunch of friends! siling.. dan goh.. sharmen.. and blah blah.. hehe.. i joined them after my duty.. so fun.. saw quite alot from my sec school.. but i am not close to them.. actualli nothing much to say le.. after the show.. we just went home.. quite sian rite? but sharmen and dan cold war.. dunno wat happened.. sl came my hse to stay.. yeah! ml actualli coming one.. but she went for supper with the dance pple.. den no bus to come my hse le.. hehe..she met us for breakfast yesterday morning.. toked over breakfast.. at nite.. we went for the CO and band concert at the esplanade.. i wore a black dress i bought for khimwee's bro's wedding.. seemed overdress when i got there.. but dun care.. seemed quite fat.. but dun care.. it's over aniway.. the concert was nice.. but i dunno how to appreciate.. but my mom also got say our school band have shui zun.. (got standard) hehe.. :) saw lots of friends.. bren.. sihan.. my fellow council mate who were in blazers like ranvir, lishi.. (xin ku ni men le).. while i was enjoying myself.. u guys were working hard.. love u guys.. :) after the concert i went home with my family.. went to the 24 hours coffeeshop (yes, still in tt dress.. so wrong..) and they ate.. i don't feel like eating.. so just drank.. went home.. took out my contacts, washed my face, changed earrings.. blah blah.. slept.. just fell onto bed.. very tired.. den its this morning.. :( the principal nv declare half day or full day.. disappointed.. coz i am so tired and blur.. i called for sc activities meeting.. and i just left for lecture.. tt's like.. wow.. karboon! wake up.. no point being blur now.. tonight den go home sleep.... *WAKE UP*

Posted by jiawen at 09:24

Tuesday, May 11

today was a super crappy day.. dunno wat happened to me.. morning PE, i was quite surprised.. coz my class gers play netball and i played the goalshooter and i got 2 balls in.. :0 the first 2.. beginner's luck? den ms ong was like, karboon, u netballer? i was stunned.. but after tt 2 balls, haha.. all was almost airball? :P my happiness ends there.. she let us off late by 15 mins.. and 1) we could not bath, no toilets left. 2) canteen was crowded, difficult to find table/eat. so wats her prob exactly? all other teachers let their students off before time except ours.. haiz.. so... i ate.. and did not get the chance to bath.. den went for gp.. kt was sitting behind my group.. den at first we played with our hp.. but she nv do anithing.. den when all our hp was onli placed on the table, we were actualli seriously discussing the qns, she came up and say, i told ur not to use hp in class, and took away my hp and zhihao's one. i mean, what the... arrggghhhh... when we using she confiscate i dun mind.. when we not using den she came up and confiscate.. idiot.. i would not mind if i was using my old phone.. but both my phone and zhihao's phone was quite new.. super pissed off.. maybe its not her.. maybe its just my mood today.. but den.. who give her the rite to touch my phone? arrgghhh.. after she confiscated our phones, my whole group was like.. can sense tt no mood to do gp animore.. so anihow do.. mood spoiler.. haiz.. i think shuxin cheehong they all were quite surprised at my attitude.. baoqian.. maybe ur nv realli see me pissed before? dunno.. coz.. i am very protective of my new phone.. sorry if i scare ur.. and sx, no worries.. it's not ur fault.. :) after gp, actualli wanted to bath at maths lecture.. but decided not to pon.. so... went for the lecture... nearly fell asleep again.. dunno wat's happening to me.. all the lectures this and last week like got sleeping powder sprayed on me like tt.. haiz.. but today's vectors was something like revision of sec school work.. so still ok.. mass civics i was literally nodding off.. the lady was not a very good speaker i guess.. but she tried.. the qn and ans session, each person who answered the qn correct will get 2 bottles of orange juice.. lolx.. my class 3 pple answered.. and we 'cooped' 6 bottles.. haha.. accomplishment.. tt's the onli time i was fully awake during mass civics.. den after tt coz onli left 20 mins, mr larry lee said we could go off for lunch.. but ms kt insisted tt we must go back homeroom.. the rest of the class were already at the canteen.. so i walked up with charles and i forgot who.. den when we reached the homeroom, yanting called and said ms kt says dun need already.. *screams* our homeroom is on the 3rd level!!!!!!! i couldnt stand it animore and the f word just came out of my mouth.. i seriousli dun understand myself today man.. so sorry charles.. actualli i have a feeling tt if i am not crappy today, all the things tt happened, pe let off late, hp confiscated, the homeroom incident, i will not be angry coz of them.. so... i guess it's no one's fault but my own mood swings.. haiz.. chem tutorial, for 2 consecutive chem tut i forgot to take my chem group 7 tut out of my locker.. so yesterday i was writing letter to xy, today i was doing essay for my bio.. *dui bu qi ms chua* but.. i did my tut.. hope tt helps.. bio was ok.. mr ong was in a good mood yesterday and today.. i had the most enjoyable bio pract yesterday.. could actualli ask mr ong qns without being afraid.. happy :) today bio lesson was alrite.. but i almost fell asleep again.. den last period maths, i could not take it animore.. once mrs soon finished explaining the concept, i slept.. completely slept.. until the bell rang.. i forgot wat she explained.. means tt when she was explaining, i was already half asleep.. *dunno wat's going on with me* signx.. basically, today was a crappy day for me.. i wanna take part in the business entrepreneur course in nus for 5 days.. vineson wants to take part too.. need to find one last partner.. asked bren.. but she has AB camp.. bren! happy to see ya name? hehe.. :P yesterday maths test.. was ok.. but not sure of my own answer.. vineson was sitting beside me.. den when a ger coughed behind us, i think is behind lihui? den i started laughing.. could not help it coz was quite funni.. den.. vineson laughed.. i stopped.. but started again.. was so afraid the teacher would come up and say we are cheating.. haha.. but it was fun.. lihui kept dropping her things.. den i became super gan chiong.. coz no place to put our stationaries.. lolx.. got to go chiong my tutorials now.. maybe doing chem den do bio.. conclusion.. i was in a crappy mood today.. so whoever saw me lose my temper, i am so seriousli sorry.. try not to do it again.. *grins*

Posted by jiawen at 01:54

Saturday, May 8

now in free access room.. saturday.. the aftermath of the night hike: my leg was already alright when i set off for the nite hike.. so it was quite ok.. :) now.. haha.. my joint on my right knee hurts.. and the sole of my feet hurts.. *signs* limping again.. but tt's alrite.. it was quite fun.. got to know more bout the way kahyee and agyesh thinks.. *grins* :) and i realised tt if i think i can do it, i can do it.. din realise i could finish the whole journey with just 6 to 7 mouthful of water.. :) but now my ulcer hurts.. hahax.. first time stay over in school with council friends.. nice feeling.. *happy* :P vineson sms me to bring my statistic notes.. and at nite we seperate rooms.. i think he slept.. did u? hehe.. nvm.. though me bren and sue said we will not sleep, we slept in the end.. at first i brought all my statistics notes up to the classroom.. den rouxin was like saying.. 'u guys are unreal'.. haha.. den she continued.. 'i think u do one qn den wun feel like continuing already lor.. so tired'.. something like tt.. hehe.. den when me and bren was doing the maths.. guess wat? i realli completed onli one qn.. and i went to sleep.. :P shit.. i dun like my face now.. full of pimples.. :( dunno y so pimply all of a sudden.. and its pain.. *sad* tonite i think i go home will sleep one whole nite.. i am intending to enter my house, change into home cloths.. tell my family.. see ya tml... and disappear into my room under my blanket.. on my sweet soft bed.. and....... sleep.. good old gorgeous sleep... when we have it we dun cherish it.. when we lack of it... its simply.. well.. i dunno bout u guys.. i cant survive.. seriously.. hahax.. well.. just took siling's quiz.. i believe.. well.. i scored pretty badly huh? hehe.. but.. i dun take note of things in ya college u noe? :P *excuses sia* hehe.. at least i answered correctly for the things i know bout u.. i also set up my quiz le.. must go take, kk? :P it's at the side link.. i feel like sleeping.. haiz.. dunno larx.. and hungry too.. coz i din take breakfast and my ulcer is super painful.. scared later lunch my ulcer will still be painful..*cries* my hp is with charles.. he playing with the jackpot game.. childish charles.. haha.. rhymes! heard tt maths test is quite difficult.. sian man.. will try to study hard for it.. gotta go.. :) remember to tag and take my quiz!

Posted by jiawen at 10:03

Friday, May 7

*my world came crashing down* the genting trip is off for the moment.. my granddad needs to go for a scan in the hospital next wed.. and the trip was supposed to be on next fri.. if he is alrite, den my aunt will call to see if spaces are available.. if not.. well.. it will be cancelled.. i feel sad.. sorry.. :( ml, sl, dui bu qi.. haiz.. such things are beyond my control.. if i can choose, i will definitely go ahead.. so sorry.. lets all pray hard tt my ah gong will be alrite.. nothing much to say other than tt.. feel very sad bout the genting trip.. esp since i can do nothing about it.. *the clouds are on me now* sick of everything.. funny.. the previous blog i sounded so happy.. now.. nothing but sadness.. haiz.. life is unpredictable.. whatever larx.. tonite is elect's camp.. hope tt it would be a fun nite.. *council, let's have fun! :)*

Posted by jiawen at 11:44

Thursday, May 6

now in free access room again.. the genting trip would be confirmed today.. my ah gong lao sai two days ago and has blood.. so my mother and my aunts are all pretty worried.. brought him to the hospital.. *hopes he is alrite..* its sad when i see pple close to me getting sick and everything.. :( nvm.. looking forward to the trip! *cross my fingers nothing will go wrong..* tml would be the stayover for elects camp.. schedule is quite hectic.. kinda afraid my knee will be pain again.. coz nite walk is quite long.. heard tt its 22 km or something like tt.. and it last till very late! hehe.. den sat is till 0830 at nite.. i believe i will reach home.. and *snorez* sleep till sunday morning.. den sunday is muggin time for maths! aniway.. well.. i believe next week will be super hectic for me.. coz.. the way my class pia, confirm sunday will be doing all the tutorials.. and i would be trailing behind and thinking.. uh oh.. hahax.. nvm.. next week i den pia to catch up bahx.. later after gp.. i would be going home... den heading out to complete my tuition homework and study maths.. *seems like a nerd rite? hehe* nothing much to tok bout leh.. this week cannot play.. is damn tired and will remain this way i guess.. hope next week will be a better one.. the dance concert and esplanade concert is next week.. *jiayou meilan!* :) wo men yong yuen hui zhi chi ni de!

Posted by jiawen at 12:28

Tuesday, May 4

school com got some virus yesterday.. today is ok le! hehe.. jux now have a JC2 student forum.. which was quite a surprise coz council wasn't informed? as in they nv tell all the councillors.. maybe onli the excos know bout it bah.. dunno.. but was quite shocked.. nvm.. i was super duperly happy yesterday!!!! FIRST, i got my handphone!!! SECOND, BOTH sl and ml can go to genting with me!!! wah.. it was so sudden.. i tot of asking them.. den i asked.. den they can.. :) *cheers* see me with my smiley face when the trip draws nearer.. :P and my mom actualli agreed to buy a digi cam so tt all of us can take photos over at genting!!! *smiles again* hehe.. all these good things are happening to me all at a go.. *prays hard will stay this way* i will make up to all these good things by studying hard for my exams! definitely will.. jux now during the maths lecture, i fell asleep! and.. well.. luckily tan zhi hao woke me? hehe.. but i woke up all the same.. and fell asleep again during mass civics.. *groans* first lecture i fell asleep in this yr.. or is it the 2nd? broke my record le.. sian.. dunno y so tired today.. later left 3 more tutorials.. den have elect's camp.. all the way till 830! wow.. haha.. tired till siao man tonite.. still gotta revise for the statistics test.. aniway, gotta congrat the nominees who got into the elect's stage.. well done.. u will be the future us and work hard and play hard! :) *can't help mentioning agian..* i can't wait for the genting trip!!! dunno y.. so happy.. so excited... first time go overseas with frens.. and it's my best friends too.. *grins silly* my god.. my blog is jumping all over the place today.. took some photos with my new hp.. will upload it into my pic gallery next weekend i think.. so happY! :) i am overly happy today man.. dunno y.. it's all these happy things tt are happening in my life right now.. *arrgghhh! feel like screaming i am happy to the whole world!!!* this sunday is mother's day.. opps... haven buy present... gotta pia maths test.... going granddad hse... now going on to the down side of my life for a while.. 24 hrs is not enuf for an active life!!! haha.. wat with studies and CCAs and families and friends and shopping and my boyfriend.. :P well.. i shall have to learn to cope with tt.. sadly! but i rather have them around den my life being plain porridage.. :) good bye for now! *sugarly happy* love u all!

Posted by jiawen at 14:06

Monday, May 3

in school library now.. :) had a nice morning break toking to vineson cum doing our counter duty.. haha.. my family is going to genting this coming hol.. actually, is a week b4 the actual hol.. coz like tt is cheaper.. i am calling meilan and sl along.. hopefully ml can go.. [cross my fingers].. :P asked sharmen and dan goh.. but i think dan cant make it so sharmen cannot go as well.. den vineson is telling me all the places to go to at genting.. hahax.. :P good tour guide.. coz he went genting last yr hol or this yr? forgot liao.. i onli noe he went 'quite recently'.. another happy thing is.... i finally ren bu zhu buy the X66 le! hehe.. will be collecting it today! wow.. po bu ji dai... now very jin zhang.. finally have a colour cum camera phone le!!! another thing is.. i take off my blog's password for now.. asking for pple's advice.. should i put a password on my blog? is it troublesome for all of u? tell me via the tagboard, kk? actually nothing much to say.. juz tt my leg now is very pain.. i think it is known as muscle pull? coz during v ball match, every time they scored a point, all of us would be jumping up and down so happy.. now is the aftermath.. dunno y onli me leg pain.. *signs* cannot even walk properly.. hope it will get well soon.. this week will be a very busy week.. elect's camp is tml, thurs, fri, sat and next wed.. this wed have cheer support for bball..and next monday is the council's maths test.. since we are all well known FM student.. well.. i dunno the results? btw, FM=fail maths? hahax.. :P gotta go.. remember to tell me if i should put the password! thankx.. :)

Posted by jiawen at 11:41