Saturday, November 20
2 subjects down.. 2 papers to go.. exactly 2 hr 30 mins of paper b4 freedom comes.. :) been feeling kind of depressed lately, maybe due to pms.. pple, fight on.. it will be over realli soon! 6 days to go! oh btw, did i sound realli ungrateful with the friendship entry? dunno larx.. for now, i am worried bout bio..Posted by jiawen at 13:28
Tuesday, November 16
friendship..wat exactly makes up a friendship? or who do we actualli consider as realli friends and not just accquatance? pardon the spelling.. dunno how to spell.. suddenly feel pretty friendless.. dunno y also.. quite sad huh? lived for 18 years and all of a sudden discover this fact.. i mean.. how many realli close friends do i realli have? tt i can confide in w/o feeling awkward.. i can name some.. u noe hu u are.. *hugx* :) but other den tt, i guess i realli dun have ren yuan ba..
speaking of which, i believe we can feel it if someone dun like us, rite? do u guys have this feeling b4? feels v wierd.. dun like this feeling.. oh man.. i am more and more pessimistic.. sigh..
nvm.. now to the happy things.. happy birthday yuenching! long long time since we last talked! meet up after the As, k? :)
tml is my dear's birthday.. gonna celebrate over a dinner.. :)
Posted by jiawen at 19:58
maths is over! finally.. but it also ends with a conclusion tt i am never going to get an A for maths, maybe not even a B.. unless there's a miracle.. and i am goin to forget this damn maths. until i get back my results next yr.. if there's a need to cry den, i will.. so till den, i will enjoy my life w/o maths, at least for the next 8 months..
Posted by jiawen at 13:16
Monday, November 15
this is the pic my sis took for me quite sometime ago.. and yup.. thats the mugger side of me at this phase of life..
i dun think i can keep up with all the mugging animore.. i have came to e phase of the exams period where i am staring at my notes and my mind is like somewhere 2 years ago or somewhere 2 weeks later.. yup.. slacked today.. way too much for comfort.. and yesterday too.. dunno y.. i was so frustrated with stats.. although i can still do the qns.. was at wldlands lib.. so i grabbed 3 magazines and read them from 5 to 7.. hahax.. such a loooooong time (read: since 3 mths ago) since i last read a mag.. coz i dun buy seventeen animore.. and i cldn't stand the mugging routine ani longer - so boom - off i go to the cathy cineleisure/cineplex, dunno which one. to watch TAXI. great show! was so funny.. and the bad gers are so.... glam.. so stick thin! but so pretty.. i like the show.. laughed so much.. man the actor sure knows how to act idiotic.. after the show i felt sooooooooo much better.. ok. i noe.. if i cry next year when i get back my results, it will definitely be my own fault.. but.. hey.. my excuse to myself is.. if i realli cannot concentrate animore, there's no pt forcing myself.. so ya..
my mom just now was telling me.. i realli jin pei ni ke yi du zhe me jiu.. (read: i really erm.. admire u for being able to tahan mugging for so long) sorry, i am not born to be a translator.. i was like.. hmm.. mom.. if i am really tt good, i believe those taking 4 As with S papers and everything, i realli admire them, their commitment,wow.. so unlike me..
ok... i shouldnt even be here rite now.. esp not at a time like in the middle of the nite.. and my stomach has begun to growl.. man.. dunno if i can fall asleep with my stomach calling out for food.. i dun think i sound like myself in this blog.. heck..
i am oh so looking forward to 09 chalet, mahjong, bowling, karaoke, cruise, making myself drunk (as though i will realli have the chance), shopping, ice skating, bring hc to sentosa beach, meeting up with sl, ml, sharmen, dan goh, hongsheng, sheena, xiaoyi and blah blah, bbq (if i find the time to organise one), arcade (esp bishi bashi champ), pool, seoul garden, swimming, com games, PS, movies, all the vcds i am gonna borrow and watch, all the comics i wanna borrow if i can, inexhaustible list which can go on and on.. but i cant think of anithing more.. saturated brain space is not working animore..
but there are things which i am so not looking to.. esp packing my room.. all the notes thrown all around, i need to clean it till it will not look like someone who is studying! look like a professional's table.. hahax.. i am not looking forward to working.. but my mom will kick me out of the hse if i dun work.. (how can i possibly slack for 7 mths aniway?)
ok.. i shld sleep.. nitez peepx..
Posted by jiawen at 02:58
Wednesday, November 10
ku ye ku gou le.. shui ye shui gou le.. it's time to buck up again.. i know i din screw up my maths tt badly.. just a few qns wrong onli.. but hearing pple saying it was easy and knowing tt i did my best but can't achieve wat i wan is sad.. everyone's afraid about the bell curve moderation, who is not? this time round i feel tt almost everyone in the top 5 can score full marks for maths.. but i ain't going to care.. coz i will make it.. at least i noe i did my best.. next up maths paper 2.. no more careless mistakes.. jiayou..Posted by jiawen at 13:35
Tuesday, November 9
my god.. dunno how to describe bio.. chem was alrite.. but bio.. sigh.. when i was chionging the essay just now, its like.. diao.. i was asking myself whether i wan to cry after the paper or not.. the paper was shitty.. hope i can get quality grade for bio.. but now.. dun think its very possible.. diaox..Posted by jiawen at 13:16
Saturday, November 6
the temptation to come online is too great esp when i am restricted from the internet at home.. so here i am! in wldlands lib, supposed to study, but using the com instead.. hehe.. :Pi am like so dead for bio.. neglected it for gp revision.. so now got to work doubly hard to get back wat i memorised onli a week ago.. my memory is realli failing me.. everything was supposed to be in my head by last week.. now its nothing there.. *knock my head* can hear the hollow sound? i know u guys cant hear.. i can't either.. coz my head has a brain inside.. :P just tt nothing is contained in the memory space onli.. sigh..
ok.. back to mug.. jiayou everyone!
