Friday, July 30

bought a tamagotchi..

haha.. couldnt ren animore.. just went ahead to buy it.. hope can infra with vineson and candy soon.. haha.. its pink.. actualli wanted to buy the white one.. but in the end, i think pink looks better larx.. :P

to yvonne..

dun worry.. u will get well soon.. kk? so dun be scared.. :) remember we will all be here for u!

i think i have a very very bad side of me..

you mei you ren hui he wo yi yang? ming ming bu ren shi na ge ren, dan shi que kai shi tao yan na ge ren? dunno wats coming over me.. but seriousli found a grp of gers very irritating.. p/s to shuqi and yanting.. its not yi ba dao.. hehe.. but they are making my life very bad indeed esp since i have no choice but to be stuck with them at *******.. cant say it out.. coz dun wish to spoil our relationships if anione of them accidentaly came into my blog.. which is highly possible.. haix..

automated mugging..

started to mug again this monday.. last week was too hectic a week.. was so horrendously tired tt i cun even do my homework much less study.. haha.. hope i am having the correct study habits now.. coz my results sux..

Posted by jiawen at 13:11

Monday, July 26

council stepped down..

long time never update le! haix.. its quite sad.. after the busy week, invest rehearsal.. blah blah.. actual invest itself.. its all over.. :( wun have the chance to go home late from school liao.. even today, when i wanted to do my gp homework.. also no place to do.. went to block 4.. haha.. that will be the 20th councils room! yeah! :) bren, charles, vine, sue, wuiern, angel, han.. i will miss all of u.. all the lame jokes we shared in council room (CR).. all the times we sang ocean's songs in CR, vine and charles.. though ur sang horribly.. haha.. :P just kidding.. but i will seriously miss those days.. new CR dun have radio u see.. haix.. but it was great fun at crystal jade! hehe.. kind of qiao hor.. the other time, me bren sue vine and han went, its PTS.. now, its PCS.. it means, post talentime syndrome.. now its post council syndrome.. haha.. :P will miss u guys.. man.. i very lor sor.. hehe..

SR concert..

actualli not bad at the beginning.. but.. kind of lame larx.. shan elaborate.. aniway, joshua was irritating.. but not to the extent of me not liking him.. i believe i am as irritating as him aniway.. haha..

did CIP in bugis..

saw roy and amy.. haha.. quite qiao.. made a new friend.. shes actualli the chief motivator larx.. me onli normal motivator.. but we stuck together at bugis coz we both in charge of bugis.. den got some incidents quite funni..

serene: sir, would u like to make a donation please? [i made it up.. dunno wat she said..]
foreigner: u want money?
serene shocked: yayaya..

hahax.. lame.. :P alot of singaporeans walked around us.. pretend never see us.. even kanna diao by some.. but i like to do this type of charity.. hehe.. its quite fun.. :)

Posted by jiawen at 11:45

Monday, July 19

after a day in school..
 
hey.. i am back~ haha.. nothing much happened in school today larx.. just tt AGM and invest kept getting postponed here and there.. and i think i will die.. coz tml i have the SR concert again.. and thurs i have gp tuition.. how? i cant possibly not go for the invest rehearsal! and i already promised sl i will go for the SR concert.. haix.. how? teach me.. how? hahax.. walk one step see one step lor..
 
venus is sick..
 
oh no.. i feel like going to visit her in the hospital.. but this week i seem to be packed..
 
after schools:
mon: TLC meeting.. mom birthday..
tues: SR concert.. council invest rehearsal
wed: scholarship fair, council AGM
thurs: tuition, council invest rehearsal
fri: invest (will be going out together with bren, the box, vine..)
 
so how? haix.. i see wat time min they all go down.. maybe i can join them.. venus, get well soon.. well.. how do i expect a barely 1 yr old cute baby to know wat is get well soon? shes just so adorable.. confirm will get well one.. :)
 
mom's birthday today
 
i still ben ben ask khimwee whether wanna go swimming later.. coz i tot invest rehearsal cancelled.. so y not.. den suddenly.. oh no.. mom! happy birthday! :P doubt she will be reading this though.. so later i will be swimming.. (hopefully) den celebrating my mom's b'dae with pizza! :) yeah.. hehe..
 
L & K official opening on saturday..
was quite alrite actualli.. bought 2 tops for the event.. hehe.. onli wore one of course.. an 'outer jacket with zip' not realli a jacket though.. but i like it.. inside can wear tube, spags or bareback.. with ways, not one can see coz there's an exterior jacket.. :P another black 'halter like' top.. also abit like 'turtleneck top'.. sleeveless.. its very nice.. and suitable for formal wear.. so i bought it.. quite ex sia.. but worth it.. :) the opening started off with dragon dance.. den lasted with lion dance of all sorts.. quite hot at the ground level actualli.. so eventualli went up to the office.. toked to khimwee's ex tutor.. advised me on quite alot of things.. i am seriousli considering those.. i am sorry if u realli felt tt way.. i seriousli din noe.. and u din say a thing.. i would do stay with u if u could just tell me.. sorry.. i am quite si bai actualli.. dun understand u at all..
 
watched king arthur
 
it was quite nice realli.. just tt we went in late.. again.. haha.. after the spiderman 2 experience, we have not yet learnt our lesson.. :P we as in me, boonkiat, wenxian, yonghao and tan zhihao.. tt time spiderman 2 also the same, but got more pple.. i suggest we meet earlier next time, huh? :) the plot of the show is nice.. shows us tt alot of planning went into planning wars.. strategy does play a part in battles afterall.. and it brought me to greater understanding of heros of might and magic 3.. haha.. so funni see the knights in king arthur plant their flags on their ground.. den reminds me of heroes 3.. the game i am addicted to now.. i should stop.. but i cant control myself not to play.. hee.. like charles.. dunno y so addicted to neopets now..
 
tamagotchi

feel like buying it since vineson mentioned about it.. seems quite fun realli.. hehe.. but he now he seem quite reluctant.. coz.. he say not so much fun afterall.. haha.. see first bah.. its quite ex also.. i am officially declared broke.. :P


Posted by jiawen at 15:26

Thursday, July 15

to a certain someone..

well, u read my blog once in a decade.. so i am not sure if u would be reading this.. i am very confuse with all the signals u are sending me.. confused with both the good and bad.. have i changed alot since the time i noe u? or have u changed alot? or have we both changeD? for the better or for the worst? am i more emotional, more irritating, more wu li qu nao? or is it just because at the beginning, we are not tt close to one another? so u do not noe me too well? hahax.. i am not sure of ani of the answers.. quite lost in the sea of qns.. i need someone, something, anithing to tell me why has this happened.. why.. a day supposed to be full of joy turns out to be sadness.. at least for now.. i do not understand.. believe i will never understand.. but i want to understand.. some qns i asked are often left unanswered.. or not answered to the point.. or maybe those are not the answers i want to hear, not wat i am expecting.. well.. i dunno.. confused confused confused..

who can provide me with the answers? maybe... just maybe... i need a guiding light in my life too..

Posted by jiawen at 12:31

SRJC concert..

went for the concert with meilan last evening.. we reached an hr early.. haha.. and she ate onli a bread for dinner.. me? i ate the crepes and cream offer icecream for dinner.. :P den we walked to victoria concert hall.. the performers were all outside, preparing.. ml and i were like.. huh? can prepare outside one meh? den we dunno where to go.. coz we were like.. too earli le larx.. so we walk walk around.. den saw the backstage people.. we walked in to find sl and sharmen.. yup.. walked in.. coz no one chase us out.. den we entered the concert hall thru the side doors.. sat down.. den...

teacher announced: 'performers please get back to the backstage.. the audiences are coming in at 7..'

me and ml were like.. 'uh oh..' quickly left the place.. :P hahax.. den saw sl and sharmen.. sl is playing the drums.. sharmen, guitar.. fast forward.. the concert was quite nice actually.. the zi xiang who sang solo was nice.. mingzhe from guitar super got the style for playing guitar.. haha.. *faint* it was nice larx.. the school song of SR was performed by all the groups, super hip! not bad not bad.. :P

this morning was almost late..

was super tired when i reached home last nite.. dunno y also.. called khimwee, changed, washed face, slept.. i off my hp.. but this morning, my hp alarm never go off! my mom was like.. 'ni yi ge xin qi yao ji chi mei you qu xue siao?' i was like scareded.. jumped off my bed.. rushed like mad! haix.. luckily today no morning assembly.. else i confirm late man.. den outside got traffic jam some more.. haha..

gtg liaox.. going canteen pei hc makan.. :)

Posted by jiawen at 11:04

Wednesday, July 14

yet again...

pretty disappointed with bio.. but life goes on.. maybe something comforting is tt the failure rate of every subject is bout the same through out the entire cohort! nvm larx.. this is neither prelims nor a levels.. :P

pon half day school

that was yesterday.. not v good in sports.. and very ley chey to bath in school.. hence decided to pon pe.. den sleep sleep sleep... cannot wake up in time for gp.. might as well.. since gp mr doss is quite boring.. den.... when i wanted to drag myself up for civics, all changed, wore socks, hair tied up mind u.. i realised i have no keys.. haix..

rewind a bit.. y i have no keys?

due to me stupidly forgotten to bring pe shirts on mon, so khimwee specially helped me went home to take it.. passed my keys to him just in case my mom not home yet.. den..... it was pouring when i received the pe shirts.. so... i so very the conveniently forgot to take back my keys!

link back to yesterday..

so.... tt's y i have no keys.. haix.. and i waited for my mom to reach home so tt i can go school.. hahax.. went back to school specially for 3 tutorials.. see i so guai.. :P

AGM canceled

actualli was quite glad tt it's canceled larx.. coz today is SRJC drama production.. or is it musical? either one, i am going for it.. coz siling performing! :) was so afraid tt i wouldnt be able to make it on time.. but now, relieve.. coz AGM postponed to fri.. means i cannot swim again.. :( oh well..

noticed wat shuqi wrote in her blog..

will be putting up a site meter.. to check how people come to find my blog.. so i can see i wan to put password anot.. :P like tt may be safer.. if not strangers may just read everything bout my life, and i do not even noe it!

just a note if u happen to read my blog..

hehe.. i trust tt u will read.. so i put it here.. it's not i alot of lobang, k? i am just trying to find ways to help! and i haven hear ur story yet.. hmm.. u can tell me if u want all the lobangs to stop, kk? :P must take care.. lolx.. got see i bold all the u? no apparent reason larx..

i am just so sick of mugging.. but wat can i do? i dun wan to sweep the floor in the future..

Posted by jiawen at 13:10

Tuesday, July 13

silver jubilee

my dear sec sch 25th anniversary! went back to amkss bringing my cousins and sis fren along.. i was late.. as usual.. well.. hmm.. actually nothing much to tok bout it.. just knew tt the dunking machine was the most popular.. as usual.. haha.. who would miss the chance to dunk their own teachers? esp poor ms ng.. when i reach, her class students were realli bad.. cheering whenever she was dunked.. haha.. den me ml and weini walked about.. saw many familiar faces.. poly students, typical, dyed their hairs.. most of the guys have long hair now.. it was quite ok larx.. but the food was pretty expensive..

andrew's birthday..

din noe most of andrew's friend.. onli knew my bf, melvin, yannliang, gheeseng and marcus i guess.. the rest are all pretty unfamiliar.. din realli had much fun.. but well.. it's a celebration for andrew i guess.. they went to the zhen fa huo hai sian.. which i alreadi said b4 i will never ever go back there.. but in the end, i had to follow the majority i guess.. haix.. din eat much.. but was still quite full i guess.. nothing much to say bout his dinner celebration..

had a very bad feeling..

came to school this morning, forgetting my pe shirts.. and i promised hc to bring hers as well.. panic panic panic.. den i had a very bad feeling during chem lecture just now.. dunno whether anithing bad will happen today.. till now, everything seemed alrite i guess.. except for the pe shirt.. hope it stays this way bah..

Posted by jiawen at 01:34

Friday, July 9

tsk tsk..

quite sad after reading a certain someone's blog.. am i not the motivating force for u to study? do u realli need somebody else to be ur guiding stars? *sighs* its up to u i guess..

just arrived home from council

ok.. i ate dinner.. i reached home bout 1/2 an hr ago? hungry, tired, dizzy.. but... i am home! can rest le.. finally.. :P but after eating, i am getting a tummyache instead.. guess its all the irregular makaning habits.. watched spirited away just now.. was quite funny.. laughed quite alot.. but din manage to finish the show.. had internal elections today.. was quite alrite i guess..

tml is amk silver jubilee..

this is the name for my sec sch 25th anniversary carnival.. going back to my alma mater tml.. but.. not realli looking forward to it.. coz not mani pple's going back.. and its quite sian w/o many many frens playing together.. i guess.. tml also andrew bdae.. happy early birthday! dunno i wanna go anot... he has celebration.. see first bah..

need to finish vectors..

haven touched it at all.. determined.. will finish both tutorials by this weekend.. wish me luck! :P

birthday celebrations for sl and xy

this occured on mon.. updates.. please take a look at kianhuat's blog! i will post the photos on it soon.. :P

pple, watch ur eating habits! do not get gastrics.. its not fun..

Posted by jiawen at 22:29

Tuesday, July 6

my target for today..

1. clean up my room
2. write my time table for prelims

gonna chiong again starting tml.. pple who read this, please help me kk? :)

decided to be brave..

continue to be the happy go lucky me.. cannot cry.. no matter wat's my results for maths and bio, i will not cry.. chem is the first attack.. maths i noe i will confirm fail.. coz mrs soon told me already.. though i wun cry, tt does not mean i wun find pple to su ku.. so.. those who are close to me, be prepared.. :P

caffeine addict

i am going back to drinking coffee to pull myself through the day of studying.. or i will never keep awake.. suddenly had the urge to go drinking.. cheehong say vodka is nice.. maybe i will try it.. but i am underage.. and he did say that it is expensive.. see first larx.. he blanjar me 2 bucks.. hehe..

it is onli 2 months more to prelims and 4 months more to a levels.. pple, lets pia together!

Posted by jiawen at 20:24

Sunday, July 4

some photos of past events which i took to long to upload..

sumay's birthday!


willy looking with interest at the menu of nooch


come on sheena.. dun hide.. hehe..


mingteck looking at dunno wat..

council elect's camp pic


hehe.. all dressed in black..

a trip to snoopy place!



the yummy chicken..


garlic bread which comes with soup of the day


the fish and chips i ate..

the bbq day with all my niece and nephews and cousins and aunt


qinyang and his sister, celest! so cute hor?


eileen and my aunt..


michelle with celest..


ben ben.. kawaii! haha..


qin yang swimming with his mom!


celest swimming too!

extra photos



this is venus.. haha.. my bf's bro's daughter.. also one super cute one..

Posted by jiawen at 22:32

Friday, July 2

neoprint of hueychyi birthay!



Posted by jiawen at 01:55

Thursday, July 1

yeah! the exams are finally over!

hehe.. thanx to everyone out there who kept encouraging me during this period of time.. hueychyi, meilan, boonkiat, kianwei and etc.. the sms of encouragement i will not forget.. :) chem mcQ sux.. but its over! lolx.. but again.. to prelim is onli 2 months.. must study again? heck! who cares.. haha.. after getting back my results, i will confirm be super duper disappointed.. but i have 5 days of hol now, i am going to enjoy it to the fullest!

Programme list
1st july
shua wan charles zhai shuo.. no larx.. see my class go where.. i follow.. but tonight have tuition.. blah..

2nd july
see ber they all got go kayaking or ice skating or not.. at nite.. to xiaoyi house! haha.. so long never everyone go stayover le! midnite show.. bbq.. haha.. i wan to ask hs to bring his small mahjong! and dan goh.. his microphone! hahax.. going to play hard after studying hard!

3rd july
aiya.. syf opening.. though seems to dampen the mood... but nvm.. can spend more time with my council friends! bren, vine, sue, han, angel, ern, charles.... :) yeah! must take photos on tt day.. hehe.. at nite chiong down to siyu's chalet.. coz.. its his bdae.. and he came all the way for canada.. :)

4th july
send off siyu.. i think will go khimwee house see venus.. hehe.. she's so cute! but so young have temper already.. haha.. if xy allows, which i haven ask, maybe go her hse stayover again? but its sun though.. if cannot nvm.. haha..

5th july
going out with my dear meiz.. long time never go out with her le.. but again, when did i ever went out with her? will confirm take neoprints.. hehe.. just told meilan, she's rite beside me.. we go eat sakae sushi buffet! must ask sl they all.. haha.. yeah! :)

6th july
back to school to face the music.. but i wei xin wu kui.. coz.. i realli studied hard for chem.. for maths a little guilty.. but.. i did all my tutorials and i did study statistics.. but.. in the end its tt which killed me.. bio, i have tt little bit of confidencE? but i studied for it too.. so..... nobody can say i deserve it! if ani one say tt, i will....... haix.. maybe cry at home? hmm.. *sighs* [guojiawen. wake up. u are supposed to enjoy yourself] hahax..

actualli i am now waiting for the rest to finish their last mcQ paper.. den can go out celebrate.. see first larx.. i think end up also left with the same old pple who will go.. or maybe wun go.. hmm.. now i blog on another topic..

hueychyi's birthday!
was studying in woodlands library in the afternoon when i had a sudden urge to plan an outing for hc.. hehe.. dunno y also.. so started smsing everyone i can think of and in my phone book.. but in the end, few replied.. and ended up with onli me boonkiat wenxian kianwei tanzhihao and hueychyi.. hahax.. went lao pa sa for dinner! the food was ok ok.. den had cake.. i chose a chocolate cake.. glad tt everyone like it.. haha.. played zhong ji mi ma.. so sian.. i kanna ate a popiah.. + GARLIC.. *phew* den we went take neoprints.. will upload it some other time.. hehe.. it was quite fun bah.. actualli boonkiat said wanted to play pool one.. but.. well.. no time.. so sorry.. but i think hc also wan to take neoprints.. haha.. so bdae ger + me win.. :P

cham still have half an hr more... b4 physics mcQ ends.. aiyoyo.. i go play neopets now.. hahax..

Posted by jiawen at 09:53