Saturday, April 30
dear got a letter..from NTU..
sociology..
hehe..
congrats dear!
though i noe u are not v satisfied..
coz u wanted biz or econs..
there's still nus and smu..
let's wait and see, kaes?
LOLS..
gg to slp liaos..
update more tml..
Posted by jiawen at 23:24
Thursday, April 28
murderhelped christina carried a box from the sample rm..
going back in to off the light,
i realised..
its the perfect murder setting..
it's vvv messy inside..
full of apparels and shoes..
and the smell inside..
is those new clothes new shoes smell..
cool...
imagine in the middle of the nite..
the lights are all switched off..
someone is chasing u..
u dunno who..
and u ran into the sample rm~
sayonara...
u are dead..
LOLS..
no la..
being the clever me,
i know there's a back door..
so i will just run to the back door..
and run out!
w/o making a single sound..
except for the opening of the door..
trrrrrhhhhh..
and i am out of the office for good..
TADA!
escapist..
*note: i think onli su-an, guihui n sophie can understand this*
of course the other colleagues..
but they dun even noe this blog exist..
when they can't even read this,
how do they understand?
get it?
LOLS..
sorry~
i am not trying to be boliao here..
i'm just plainly bored to tears..
Posted by jiawen at 16:15
[EDITED]25/4/05
paiseh..
the other time i nv put the el words to the song..
pple who can't read chinese words shld be able to guess as well..
hahas!
第一时间
曲：王治平 词：邬裕康
this song is out to all those people in my heart, there's one person that matters the most, you know who you are. doesn't matter for now, doesn't matter later, i'll like i'll do is make that call. turn around, there you are. it's all from the bottom of my heart, i just wanna say one thing : thank you.
(暴龙)累了不要见外 把我挖起来 吐个痛快
看不惯朋友有难 谁还冷冷的围观 为你握起来
(孝天)烦了不要见外 把我找出来 陪你负担
(Vanness)续杯咖啡的温暖 一直暖到你想开
你心情的坑洞让我来填满
(孝天)昨天会被今天明天来取代
动心的感情不会淘汰 关心常在
(F4)就算你我在热闹喧哗中走散
友情会第一时间赶来
让乱跳的心平躺下来 重新的呼吸简单
深深的 满满的
朋友只要你被孤单压的叫不出来
我第一时间送出关怀
热热的眼神陪你看开 找回那片大自然
围着你 抱着你 相信你
(孝天)我确定
(仔仔)累了不要见外 把我挖起来 吐个痛快
看不惯朋友有难 谁还冷冷的围观 为你握起来
(孝天)烦了不要见外 把我找出来 陪你负担
续杯咖啡的温暖 一直暖到你想开
你心情的坑洞让我来填满
(Vanness)昨天会被今天明天来取代
动心的感情不会淘汰 关心常在
(F4)就算你我在热闹喧哗中走散 友情会第一时间赶来
让乱跳的心平躺下来 重新的呼吸简单
深深的 满满的
朋友只要你被孤单压的叫不出来 我第一时间送出关怀
热热的眼神陪你看开 找回那片大自然
围着你 抱着你 相信你
(Vanness)我确定
saw this lyrics somewhere..
so why am i posting this up?
guess this song has some special meanings..
suddenly tot back to those days..
F4..
the days we went queuing for vanness..
even though its the week b4 prelims..
and i ain't even crazy over vanness..
i am crazy over zai zai though..
he's forever handsome..
^-^
i dun have to say who this is posted for..
the intro to the song is enuf..
yups..
suddenly in love over this song..
by guang liang..
妹妹
曲：林宥佐 词：娃娃 编：吴庆隆
你笑说风好大 没说两句话 泪就像雨下
好好哭一哭有没有带走 眼里那颗砂
# 看着你在挣扎 还是爱着他
说什么话都多余啊
爱情像个长假 再美的回忆 结束了还是要回家
不管是苦涩还是甜蜜
* 忘了他 他是个傻瓜他不值得你 还为他流泪牵挂
有太多好男人是你的选择啊
想再看到你笑的灿烂如花
忘了他 我的妹妹啊
虽然他也是 我最喜欢的朋友啊
我打算从此再也不见也不理会他
我们把他忘了吧
Repeat #
你说你不怪他 你还是会想他
对爱你已不再有想法
成长的痛苦原来有那么多的代价
Repeat *
hahas..
dun worry..
nothing happened..
just found the lyrics meaningful..
and the song is nice..
FABULOUS infact..
it's on number one repeat mode in my zen micro now..
lols..
my sore throat is still arnd..
though i ain't sneezing much..
drinking water..
dear always say i dun drink enuf..
500 ml i finish in 1 hr plus..
and its quite xinku for me ald..
so...
hahas..
i dun like to drink water..
just fyi..
hope the flu isn't on its way..
i had a panadol yest aftn..
shld be outa way soon..
btw, kor..
yups.. i'm drinking water..
hehe..
came to work this morning.
with newspaper just piled on my table..
eewww...
dirty~
and settled the things i did not do..
left on my table on fri..
lucky its not much..
looking forward to the long weekend this week..
sure mani are looking forward too..
esp for the guys in NS..
but i got no plans watsoever for this weekend though~
lols..
nothing much to update..
will be back later~
hahas..
Posted by jiawen at 10:33
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR SIS!hahas~
happy birthday to you..
you are born in the zoo..
ur name is called kangeroo..
happy birthday to you..
LOLS..
man..
am i mad or wat?
just a joke mei, dun take it too seriously..
the weather is super humid for the past 2 days..
issit me or issit the weather?
i wake up in sweat for both days..
and while on the mrt..
my onli tot was..
'i wanna get into the office asap'
coz inside = aircon all day!!!
hahas..
is a blog really the reflection of one's personality?
hmm..
is my blog my personality?
dunno~
it's just a random qn aniway..
hahas..
dear's phone is not on..
wonder wats happening..
hmm..
Posted by jiawen at 09:21
Wednesday, April 27
UGLYi dreamt of someone calling me ugly..
i can't remember who..
:'(
i shall not take a stand on this issue..
maybe i am ugly..
maybe i am not..
beauty lies in the eye of the beholder..
-chimilogy-
i still rem my pri sch english..
lols..
think i am easily stressed out..
must go improve my erms..
stressometer?
maintain it at a certain level..
LOLS..
man, is there such an instrument arnd?
no la..
it's just tt i got stressed by things not even happening to me..
tt's like..
why shld i feel stressed out when the things does not concern me?
-stupid me-
but i am still stressed..
-_-"
*help*
i pressed publish post by mistake..
opps..
i helped ber play a prank on his friend a few days ago..
i wonder..
wat did ber tell his friend..
when i chatted with his friend on msn,
w/o ber arnd,
he tot i am VERY RICH..
man..
he asked if i really have 2 bunglows..
??????
and when my nick was put to swimming..
he told me..
he's imagining tt i am in a pool..
with my laptop on a float..
and i am chatting there..
-_-"
plus waitor at the side of the pool serving me..
i would like to get hold of bernard..
and ask him wat did he actually told his friend..
i was laughly quite badly when he told me all tt!
-if u are readin this, i'm sorry, but its really so funny!-
oh well,
maybe u are kidding too rite?
pls tell me i'm rite..
u ARE kidding..
*dun think i will ever find out*
lunch soon!
ask su-an my pet phrase every morn~
lols!
its...
'wat's for lunch?'
show u this from msn..
*jiawen* says:
hey..
I miss you/Blink 182 times. says:
ya?
*jiawen* says:
my regular qn again~
I miss you/Blink 182 times. says:
lol
*jiawen* says:
wat's for lunch?
I miss you/Blink 182 times. says:
wats for lunch?
thus can see the extend of her noeing my fav qn..
LOLS..
lunch's in 10 mins..
my sis's bdae is tml!
omg!
i haven bought her a present..
come to think of it..
i dunno wat she wans..
-opps-
nvm..
shall ask her tonite..
tata`
lunch~
Posted by jiawen at 10:32
Sunday, April 24
tea sessioni looked like shit when i woke up yest..
yes..
literally..
slept at 3 plus.
and dragged myself up by 7 plus..
-_-"
tired~
my eyes looked swollen..
and my hair was oily..
wah~ everything sucks actualli..
luckily it all got better by aftn..
my body was working while i gave tuition..
looked alot better after tuition with alvin..
which was quite a miracle..
was going to be late..
so took a cab dwn to orchard parade hotel..
met bel and her friend, sze hui..
the talk was for all arts and ss students..
saw quite a no. of pple going for psychology..
liling, weiwei, me, bel..
ok la..
maybe not so mani..
talked to the person i/c for psycho..
she said 1500 applied..
tt's a whooping big number..
they took in 100..
50 more den the original 50..
found out tt for double major..
it doesn't mean 2 certs..
its just one cert..
plus we studied another subject..
AND..
dun need pay extra!
tt's great..
double major is available to everyone..
the buffet was great too..
after tt went to meet kor..
coz his was at grand hyatt..
and we ended at the same time..
called up tan..
coz he said want to watch movie..
so we headed dwn sun plaza..
caught sahara..
nothing super interesting bout the show..
but not bad..
mabbe i was just tired..
had dinner b4 going hm..
had an alrite day i guess..
but din get to meet dear..
:'(
and wun be able to meet him till later tonite..
just b4 he book in..
family dinner for both me and him..
seperate dinner of course..
mine is to celebrate my sis bdae..
his is just a regular dinner..
having a sore throat now..
hope it wun get animore serious..
dun wanna catch a flu..
it will be unbearable at work..
imagine a heavy head..
and cannot sleep..
plus nothing to do..
ugh~
Posted by jiawen at 17:16
Friday, April 22
shopping!din go work today~
due to some unseen circumstances..
woke up and went meet sue annie for lunch..
she permed her hair!
hahas..
almost din recognise her..
mature new sue anne..
hehe..
caught up with her from the time since we last met..
we ate kfc, and sat at the same place we sat the last time..
lols..
chatted bout uni..
bout school..
den left her to meet my sis..
coz her lunch was onli an hr..
and i was SUPPOSED to meet her at 3.30..
but she left home at 3.20..
think lateness runs in my family's genes..
-_-"
so i went popular to look at the books..
when i finally found an interesting book,
my sis arrived..
duh~
hahas..
went far east..
main purpose was to get her bikini..
but along with her bikini...
i bought a bag..
and 2 tops..
hehe..
i like the bag..
it's huge!
and the 2 tops are nice too~
both black..
after tt went back orchard mrt..
and met mich..
and we went to meet sue anne..
for dinner..
>.<
i was so full~
ate a chicken crossiant at deli...
even now,
i am VERY FULL~
rushed dwn to northpt to meet dear..
and is now @ home..
read meimei's blog..
din realise NTU interviewer could be so mean..
so wat if pple's gp and SAT verbal not good?
cannot judge pple this way de mah~
results are onli a part of pple..
it's impt..
but definitely not THAT impt..
to meimei..
dun be demoralised!
prove them wrong~ :)
getting a lil sians now..
tml is gg for the tea party with bel..
it's at orchard parade hotel..
so
or issit tt i am frog in a well?
dunno~
kor's is at grand hyatt..
maybe meeting up for movie after the tea session~
congrats kor for getting into aerospace~
congrats sx for getting into accountancy~
and everyone else who got wat they wanted..
for those still waiting,
i am sure there will be news soon!
so dun give up hope.. :)
esp dear..
i have confidence u can do it!
Posted by jiawen at 22:43
Thursday, April 21
on the vergeof tears?
i was, but not now..
instead..
i am now on the verge of falling sick..
knew tt it wld get to me sooner or later..
pple in the office are taking turns..
-bleah-
i hate being sick..
gonna get a panadol once i get hm..
b4 it blows up into a full fledge flu..
too mani commitments..
too mani responsibilities..
i cannot fall sick..
*help*
Posted by jiawen at 09:54
Wednesday, April 20
yakultthe reason i put this title..
is coz...
yes..
you guessed it..
i am drinking yakult at this very moment..
and i am drinking the red capped one..
hahas..
i am so into yakult nowadays..
it's healthy..
so i guess its alrite..
had kfc for lunch..
with su-an..
and sophie..
*new name*
hahas..
ok.. sophie is the new temp..
she took over guihui's position~
we walked all the way to fu nan...
ok la..
it wasn't tt far actually..
but it will be back to the pantry tml..
lazy mahs.
LOLS..
shuxin~
i like ur new blogskin!
hehe..
did u find it in blogskins.com?
do update often kaeS?
promise i will always read..
xP
did a bit of reading up on NTU..
on the halls..
the rooms cost 160 per month..
with so mani micellaneous fees..
*bleahs*
no meals provided for NTU..
unlike NUS,
where meals is a MUST to pay for..
and freshmans dun get to choose our halls!
horrors..
but a small relief..
we get to choose our room-mates..
*beams*
but this of course leads me to another problem..
who can be my room mate?
-volunteers anione?-
same gender only..
LOLS..
of course..
i was telling all these to my mom..
when i started ranting..
put fridge, aircon, tv, all must pay extra!
so ex.. :'(
den i asked if i could have a fridge..
my mom was like, can~
me: huh? -_-" so easy convince u?
ok.. the last part i din say out..
turns out tt my ah san jie jie..
my cousin..
she studied in NTU accountancy..
graduated with first class honours..
i think~
she's my role model.. ^-^
she had tv n fridge in her room~
hahas.
me: so can i have a tv?
mom: 14 inch one, i go find for u..
me: first hand ar? so waste money!
mom: aiya.. 2nd hand la.. sure got way to find one..
me: oo.. dun find me those 2nd hand de, den actually colour tv become black and white de hor..
mom: -_-"
hahas~
okie...
so i will have a fridge and a tv in my room..
ask u guys again..
who wanna be my room-mate??
hahas..
k.. chill..
i am kidding~
i not saying ur shld be my room mate just coz of the things i put inside..
*-*
do i seem like this kind of person???
*QUICK, SAY NO!*
oh man..
i am getting a lil stupid here..
oh yes..
i also remembered..
the room hors..
comes with the bed and mattress..
but no bed linin, no pillow, no bolster..
same goes for NUS..
and must hang names on the door~
plus cannot put poster or anithing at all on the walls, windows..
*not homely at all >.<*
and theres a whole lot of rules and regulations to follow~
okok..
i noe..
i am like crapping~
hahas..
basically, for NTU, go this website..
http://www.ntu.edu.sg/SAO/Accommodation/
for NUS, go this website..
http://www.nus.edu.sg/osa/housing/hall.htm
should be able to clear up some questions..
btw, sorry for those not interested in staying in halls..
but u had to read thru these craps..
hehe..
but i found them quite interesting la..
i also found out some GPA things..
to get first class honours,
the avg GPA must be 4.5 to 5.0..
the highest is 5.0 = A+
means also..
need to get a minimun average of As to get it..
woh~
do i seem like someone who can't wait to go back to sch?
well..
actualli yes..
but after doing these research,
i feel pretty freaked out..
like..
how am i going to be THAT independent?
no home cooked food for 5 days a week leh~
and my mom dun even cook on weekends..
p/s: my mom wanted me to bring a rice cooker along..
hahas..
i am afraid of uni life...
and on top of everything..
no matter i get into NUS or NTU,
who can help me transport all my things into the hall?
-OPPS-
btw, i have finished my yakult..
time: 1511
Posted by jiawen at 14:05
Tuesday, April 19
work is boringok.. need not elaborate any further..
ms angie is in one of her moods today~
caused by me?
who?
innocent me?
lols..
no la.. i dunno~
must be careful with the things i say n do..
my mom is being so good to my sis..
so good tt i am almost
shit..
i shouldn't and musn't be..
but sigh..
sometimes.
how i wish i am the younger child..
heys..
my mom is giving my sis 20 bucks per A she gets..
i wonder.
but i noe she'll nv agree..
tt if i dig out my sec 3 and 4 reports.
will she gimme the 20 bucks as well?
LOLS..
per A..
man..
maybe i am bhb..
but she will be broke for the month~
maybe..
maybe.....
how bout onli my prelim n O level cert?
hahas
okok..
i shall give up the idea..
but seriously...
i think this is a good way to motivate my sis..
hor pig-muis?
u must jiayou kaes?
see mommy n me treat u so good..
energy concert here, rewards there...
LOLS..
my hp memory is full..
borrowing the hp cable from su-an tml~
gonna transfer all the pics to my com..
and post them on my blog!
yes.
here..
but not all the photos la..
pple when u open my hp now,
dun be scared..
coz i just change my display pic to me and kiat~
and the pic is quite big..
-at least to me-
hahas..
i am kinda afraid of my figure blowing out of proportion again~
boos..
always say wanna exercise..
but once i reach hm..
i lose the motivation~
always wanna swim..
but cannot find da time~
EXCUSES.
for my own laziness..
well..
wat can i say?
pig is one of my favourite animal afterall..
-oink oink-
Posted by jiawen at 09:41
Monday, April 18
lunching alonewat i wanna blog bout got nothing to do with the title..
opps..
was trying to help kianwei change his interview date..
but the cust svc officer asked me to email instead..
hope the red tape is not so bad..
forgot to ask for more info from kianwei~
e.g i/c no., wat he applied for, where etc..
shall ask tonite..
*hope ur nite training dun end too late*
hahas~
oh~ almost signed up for relief teaching..
just realised the period of time i am unemployed..
will be the school hols..
LOLS..
how blur can i get?
duh...
i got a very happy news!!!
my letter of acceptance from NTU came..
i opened my mailbox yest nite..
and i tot its to inform me for interview..
but...
it just states tt i am accepted into psychology!!!
yeah!
hehe..
so happy~
*relief*
my fear yesterday was not needed..
sent dear back to camp after tuition..
met him at 10 at khatib mrt..
ate mac at yew tee..
-fats-
glad tt i can meet him so often nowadays..
at last during da weekends..
he's not even guaranteed a book out on tues n thurs..
*boos*
hope to see him soon~
lols..
already missing him..
my sis's bdae is in 10 days time!
my present to her..
tix to energy goodbye concert..
9 july..
hopefully can get the tix priced at 109..
my god..
tt's ex..
i got to pay double..
-cheers to energy!-
oh yes..
i finished the puzzle in his room!
but there's a piece missing.. :'(
dunno y..
he has already been v careful..
even told his maid not to vacuum, sweep arnd the area...
but still lost..
*sigh*
but - i finished the puzzle!!!
hahas~
-claps-
think this ending also v awkward ar..
hope me and my sis can get to go energy's concert!
time: 1543
Posted by jiawen at 11:08
Sunday, April 17
sunday~i slept like a pig~
till god noes wat time..
i am gonna give tuition in less den 5 mins time..
i am bored..
i wan to be at dinner with dear n family now..
i wan to see venus..
i am scared..
how come everyone got their interview date and time le?
wat happened to me?
wheres my interview?
help~
i am scared...
Posted by jiawen at 18:55
Saturday, April 16
some photos..today, i am going to show u guys smthing v shocking..
indeed, it IS shocking..
please be prepared before looking at the photos..
dun scream out loud..
find someone to accompany u if u like..
and so.....
*pls take note tt the author will not be held responsible for aftershock of anykind*
i am going to reveal it v soon~
i promise.. soon~
ok.. here goes...
tt's my com screen with msn..
erms.. not scareD?
paiseh la..
i find it quite scary..
esp since i am going to clean this up soon~
looks like a pig sty rite?
*-*
-oink oink-
my blog address dun put for nothing de, kaeS?
i am worried bout how to clear up this pigsty of mine..
well.. at least its not
btw, there are more pictures..
this is just on top of my table~
still got more..
my mom stripped my bed bare..
and tt's why this chairful of things exist..
and this is the overall view of my
*shudders*
i wonder how long i will take to finish packing up..
and i haven opened up my drawers yet..
-dun wan to think bout it-
well.. at least my cupboard's neat..
and i have a view of the external scenary...
ok! i can do it!
shall set to work now~
tata!
wish me luck!
Posted by jiawen at 15:09
Thursday, April 14
untitledbasically i dunno wat title to put..
have i mentioned b4 tt i am working till june?
i am lucky coz tracy actualli gave me a choice..
she asked me when i wanna work till..
*blur*
but the thing i just remembered is..
i am ending my job which coincides with my sis hols..
so i will be slacking with her during her june hols..
lols~
which also means she will wan me to bring her out..
and also leads to me treating her..
and thus me being broke..
-just kidding meiz-
i am really looking forward to slacking with u..
*yes i am.. dun look at me like tt*
LOLS
i realised i'm a lil stubborn..
i wan to stay in the hostel during uni..
means i must stay in the hostel..
there's no pt of going uni and not being able to participate..
i dun wan my uni life to be study n go hm..
moreover the travelling time is so long..
its the same reason as i join council..
i dun wan to go sch, study, go hm and the routine repeats..
i wan things to happen in my life..
council is full of events, friends, etc..
*miss those days*
long time nv see vineson, bren, sue ann, and mani more..
i wanna see vineson botak lehs~
but i think he no longer botak le.. :(
ok.. back to hostel..
aiyo..
even if it means study and work at the same time,
i still wan to stay in the hostel..
but actualli y am i saying so much?
my mom already agreed to let me stay..
lols~
is there ani computer experts arnd?
laptop experts to be exact..
i wan something small n light..
for normal usage..
which i dunno need how much hard disk space..
40 gig?
dunno wat memory space..
512 MB?
pentium 4?
centrino technology?
dunno much about them..
the design is of utmost importance..
[call me airhead if u like, but no matter wat i buy, i nv ever look at the function before the design.. if the design's good, i will consider it.. :)]
hopefully the price is b/w 1 to 2 k..
sometimes i really think i do things w/o thinking..
*shrugs*
i just wanna get out of work soon..
but i noe..
as soon as i go to studying,
i will be as eager to get out of uni..
-i think-
but i sure hope not..
currently engaged in:
temple - matthew reilly
[recommended]
Posted by jiawen at 10:57
Wednesday, April 13
the pacifiermet dear for movie yesterday~
went for pizza!
so happy!!!
lols..
den we proceeded to watch the pacifier..
issit the correct spelling?
it was a funny show..
though i think the story line ain't tt great..
i like the 2 youngest children in the show..
so cute!
and there's one scene tt's v touching..
go watch n find out~ :P
kinda like min's lifestyle now..
lols..
got time den go out with jiayu n yisan~
fun!
dunno wat to blog bout..
i got no lunch companion today~
so my story book will be accompanying me thru my meal!
*nerdy wens*
LOLS..
venus was sick..
wonder how she is now..
shld be back in school..
my tots are jumping all over the place..
want to find a long weekend go overseas with dear..
but mommy cfm with chop dun allow~
sians!
with friends,
who will wan go?
*hollers*
wan go overseas anione?
go hongkong?
taiwan?
australia? [go disturb xyz, ask her provide accomodation]
lols..
ponder ponder..
fedex uncle came up unhappy..
:'(
the samples were attned to sophia,
so i sent him dwnstairs..
den mun mun called up..
its not for sophia..
its for upstairs..
*uncle unhappy coz running late*
and now i got another problem of my own..
the samples are outside the sample room..
if today got visitors come visit,
i got to find a way to get it into the sample room~
*-*"
no front door keys..
so gotta carry into the back door..
actualli was kinda irritated also..
pple nv attn properly, my fault?
dunno y i seemed trained to say sorry..
duh..
i wanna do something fun yet cheap..
something which dun require much time yet will make me v happy..
wat will it be?
time now: 1011
Posted by jiawen at 08:56
Tuesday, April 12
happy!!!ewuu..
the colour combi i selected sucks.
no wonder my art always cmi..
lols..
yeah! dear can come out from camp!!!
going for dinner and den movie..
so happy!!!
*beams*
i can eat pizza today!!!
weini, my craving for pizza will be over!
lols..
meeting him 6.30 at woodlands..
leaving work at 5.30..
my lips hurts..
ouch!
nv drink enough water.. :'(
sad..
i abit feng feng dian dian de lor..
always update blog 2 to 3 times a day~
diaos!
and i noe few pple will be reading..
lols..
even dear dun read one lor!
*bishs*
he hasen been reading since last yr b4 As.
i think..
nvm la..
since he so honest tell me he nv read..
can time pass faster?
there's still 23 mins to 5.30..
btw,
my workstation is so neat now~
not bad..
i'm amazed by my hardworkingness..
lols..
heard tt mani mani pple signed up for both NTU and NUS..
*pls let me get into psychology*
btw, i noticed.
there's big differences b/w a 18 yr old blog n a 14 yr old's..
read my sis friends blog..
they have their own spelling, grammer and vocab..
e.g you they spelt euu..
i read till my head almost splitted trying to translate..
-_-"
i am getting hungry..
lunch today was onli a hotdog bun from orange julius.
met sheena kexin and pauline..
they went back research international to return their pass..
sheena is so lucky!
provided she get the job..
christina asked me how much was her previous pay..
so i just said 6.50..
den guess wat?
chris just said, ok, i will give her this amt..
:'(
mine is only 5.50!!!!!!!
sheena owes me a treat..
dear ger,
if u get the job,
one week of lunch will be on u, kaes?
LOLS!
just kidding la..
hahas..
13 mins to go..
i am going to the wash rm..
brb..
wooh!
7 mins left..
i printed something personal on the office com..
opps..
discovered by someone..
*so unlucky*
sigh~
but nothing will happen la!
i hope..
lols..
6 mins..
gtg! letting ms angie sign the timesheet..
Posted by jiawen at 16:58
forgotten?i must be thinking too much..
yes..
in an attempt to lie to myself,
i am really thinking to much..
y should i not lie to myself?
i will feel better this way..
i have something to occupy myself for today..
for the pple who noe me,
the places i pass thru,
definitely look like a tornedo pass thru..
so i have a huge task ahead of me today..
my company is shifting..
and buyers are coming to have a look..
so.
i have to clean up my work space..
if horrors of horrors..
they decided they wanna renovate the office from scrap,
and its coz of the reception area.
its gonna cost 20 to 30 k.
not me.
them.
duh~
shit,
i dun even noe where to begin..
just like my table at hm..
how shld i begin?
one very great suggestion i wanna propose to myself..
stuff everything into the drawers..
where they will not open, and cannot see..
but its not gonna help much..
wat am i still doing here?!
one thing for sure is,
if i am gonna spend one morn plus aftn clearing up my work station,
i am damn sure i'd rather be hm.
cleaning up my OWN ROOM.
not an office which i am not related to.
sigh~
Posted by jiawen at 09:17
Monday, April 11
good morning!this the general typical msn msg i send to weini..
almost every morning, i think..
hehe..
weini, rite? :P
think my mom is gonna visit my gan die (god father) later after work..
my gan die, i call him toto papa..
dunno y i call him this..
but it was a name formulated when i was 4 yr old..
and now tt i think back..
i think its becoz he kept buying toto..
i mentioned him suddenly becoz..
he had a bike accident last fri..
broke his arm...
dunno yet if any bones broken..
when my mom told me,
my mind was searching through when will i have the time to visit him..
he's already 60+ yrs old..
from my memory of him when i was onli 4 yrs old,
he's strong and fun and everything..
but now,
shouldn't he already be retired?
fate, even if cruel, shldn't be cruel to someone so kind..
sigh..
*get well soon, toto papa..*
i hate it when time is not with me..
now only i know how precious it is..
give me more than 24 hrs a day!
i am sure i can accomplish more things..
to juggle my life better..
but it will never be..
*shrugs*
got to learn some time management!
dear..
i hope i hope i hope i hope...
tt u can book out on tues..
i wanna watch movie with u.....
*hopeful*
Posted by jiawen at 09:05
Friday, April 8
now i gotta retype the whole thing..
lets test my memory..
as of below..
waiting
waiting for dear now..
was supposed to meet him at bukit batok mrt..
to go his yipo hse..
but SAF will never be punctual..
he haven even book out yet..
so i am now in bukit batok mrt now~
as suggested by the title, yups..
waiting..
lols..
so u must be wondering..
y issit tt waiting can update blog?
correct?
and its becoz..
well...
k lars..
i am in the library~
lols..
think u guys guessed it long ago~
*lols*
got a great news..
this time my sis actually offered to pay for a cd..
hahas..
sly's..
all for the sake of the signature party..
go ahead dear sis..
i dun have the time to go..
lols.. ^-^
she's must be looking at sly now..
at j8..
with michelle..
take loads of photos kaeS?
but please dun lose the digicam..
lols~
oh yes..
speaking of my sis..
i promised to bring her to energy's concert..
provided she scored well for exams..
my well = all quality grades..
*ya.. my standard is high dear sis..*
coz i gotta pay ALOT~
okays.. maybe i am exaggerating..
but u must jiayou kaes? :)
think of no more chinese in JC!
lols..
haven u guys noticed?
almost all my entries now contains the word
if not..
den it will be morning i am so happy..
afternn i will be so pissed..
MOOD SWINGS~
omg..
for the sake of my loyal readers..
[i onli noe sl and weini though]
i will try to change..
^-^ does this smile help?
seriously speaking..
i hate work..
but love the environment i am working in..
contradicting huh?
well.. sometimes i dun understand myself either..
but i can just say one thing..
my pay
i mean..
it's not as though i am choosy..
but.. 5.50 per hr???
not surprisingly..
everyone arnd me gets 6 bucks and above per hr..
can u guys sense tt this is gonna be a long entry??
coz i am so bored..
opps..
i ain't supposed to say tt word..
i got so much time to pass..
dear's not even booked out yet!!!~
i am looking out for a wallet..
where got sell nice wallet?
anyone can advice me?
not to ex either..
i am a poor girl..
extremely..
ok..
i just went to the free singtel sms svc..
and bombed kor n kianwei's hp..
lols..
i wonder wat will happen when they on their hp..
actually nothing la..
most prob they will be thinking..
which idiot is this..
hahas..
opps.. i have onli 15 mins left..
b4 i have to go top up my acct..
:'(
now even the computer is against me..
sians..
nvm..
i can always continue reading my book..
think and grow rich..
recommended..
its compiled from 507 successful pple..
how they attained their success..
go read it!
kaes..
i dun wanna blog animore..
this is getting crappy..
arrgghh......
dear.. where are u???
Posted by jiawen at 18:58
Thursday, April 7
touchysomethings are testing my patience rite now..
and i dunno when i will give up my composure.
and blast off my top..
i cannot burst..
it's too childish..
learn to handle things like an adult..
ger.. u are no longer young..
touchy issues are taboo issues..
tt i can't reveal on this blog..
but i dun like the idea of being played arnd..
w/o caring for my feelings..
get the freak out of my life if u are intend on making me miserable.
y the hell did i try to do anithing?
serves me right..
zhi zhuo chong ming..
though my mood ain't bad now..
my zen micro 'spoilt'
and something happened when photocopying my boss's things..
is letting me have a peek..
at wat it seems to be an unlucky day for me..
PLUS.. i got to go submit timesheet later..
postponed it for 3 days le..
mon - raining heavily
tues - cashing a cheque for regina..
wed - guihui's leaving/must have lunch with her..
thurs - today, go submit timesheet le..
sians.. = no lunch..
su an told me to da bao for quick lunch..
i think i buy bread back to eat..
wenjie showed me something interesting..
http://forums.hardwarezone.com/showthread.php?t=979739
din noe so mani pple dun like zen micro..
lols..
but i still like mine alot.. :'(
going dwn to the HQ tml if really cannot solve the prob..
hungry!~ sigh..
my craving for pizza is still here..
pizza anione?
Posted by jiawen at 10:44
Wednesday, April 6
breakfasthahas..
just came back from the pantry not long ago..
had cup noodles with sue ann..
she's got an 40GB ipod with 1600 songs!
see kor..
pple got 1600 songs leh..
:P
my zen micro 4 GB onli..
at most can store 1000++ songs..
hahas..
now i onli have close to 200 songs..
well well...
it's a wonder how much u can understand a person..
even thru a single conversation..
oh yes..
back to the issue..
breakfast..
i am becoming a F-A-T ger!
FATFATPIG - literally man..
help!
later lunch going to eat nice things..
coz guihui is leaving the company..
tonite meeting sl ml weini n sheena they all!
for dinner~
omg....
as i was discussing with weini..
i keep forgetting wat i wan to talk bout..
when i look at the new post page in blogger..
hahas..
but i suddenly remembered..
many people..
not of our age..
most have graduated from uni..
working adults..
have been telling me tt psychology is boring..
but there are those who told me tt it is very interesting..
one told me its alot of memory work..
one told me its alot of reading up..
another told me v few career opportunities..
*phengs*
tian ar..
advices n opinions are free..
i can choose which one i wan to listen to..
and i follow my heart..
u will never noe until u try it for urself..
true?
so......
psychology rocks!
:P
but now the most impt thing is..
*cross my fingers hope i can get in*
only 50 places ar...
oh yes.. happy birthday to jonathon..
Posted by jiawen at 10:06
Tuesday, April 5
better~after lunch..
felt much better after chatting with sue ann and guihui..
hahas..
talked bout learning driving..
talked bout buying cars on our own..
talked bout hp playing mtvs..
lols..
sue ann's complexion is flawless!
so nice....
and guess wat?
she only washes it with water..
and she seldom has outbreaks!
*envious*
hahas..
think i am experiencing mood swings..
this morning so sians..
now feeling alot better.. :P
Posted by jiawen at 15:56
down..yups.. tt's wat i am feeling..
sigh..
but i dunno y also lehs~
tt's the strange part..
i got a job..
i got a stable income so far..
i got colleagues i can hang out with..
i got a good bf..
i got supportive parents..
i got reasonable grades..
i am quite convinced tt i can enter the uni..
[unless something comes up]
maybe the onli thing i lack is..
time..
Posted by jiawen at 09:59
Monday, April 4
lunch..had lunch with my colleague just now..
he's a korean..
quite an awkward lunch..
he treated me to the soup spoon..
had clam chowder soup and tuna mayo sandwich..
man..
i am growing horizontally..
shouldn't be this case!!
helped him once or twice..
so he wanted to treat me..
feel quite bad..
like spending his money like tt..
tried to push away this lunch appt..
but i think it's quite difficult to also~
learnt a little bout korean culture and tradition from him..
the lunch wasn't as bad as expected..
he lives in seoul..
must be hard to leave everyone behind to work in s'pore..
i'm supposed to go cash a cheque at suntec!
but the bank closes at 3.30..
it's 3.15 now..
and its pouring outside..
i really dun wanna go out de..
i dun like to be drenched in the rain or anithing..
and my jeans was already sickeningly wet after lunch..
but i dun have any choice..
it seems like the more i resisted going out in the rain,
the more i am made to go out in the rain..
why is the rain coming dwn??
this is so sickening~
i wonder if i can cash the cheque tml..
*sigh*
and dear's kbox vip card is left at suntec..
gotta help him retrieve it..
tml, pls, tml..
and make sure tml isn't raining..
i love raining days onli when i am at hm..
i hate raining days when i am out!
meanwhile..
i have things to do..
tasks given by dear..
hehe..
coz i am too free at work sometimes..
hao ba..
so i am off to do those things now..
going to pretend tt i forgot bout the cheques..
*but i think i am gg to be ticked off*
and i will be pissed..
well..
take one step at a time..
who will send an employee out into the pouring rain?
when its not urgent at all?
duh.. guess i will nv know..
Posted by jiawen at 14:10
routineits only been 2 months..
and i am
can't wait to go back to school..
can't really expect how i would feel..
when i really enter society after graduation..
every week is the same..
i miss venus..
though i just saw her yesterday..
watching a baby grow into a toddler..
is pretty amazing..
but she dun seem to recognise me animore..
*sads*
today's her first day in sch..
she's onli 1 n a half yrs old..
and super clingy to her parents..
wonder how is she now..
she's just so super duper cute!
like a princess being served by so mani of us..
lols..
i miss her i miss her i miss her..
hope to see her soon..
i miss watching movies..
with dear.. and with my friends..
when's my last movie?
not too long ago huh..
just the one after getting results..
tt's the latest tt i remembered..
*sads*
but tt's onli one mth ago lehs..
onli conclusion..
-jiawen is super
i miss my friends..
when's the last time i sat dwn and had a heart to heart talk with my close friends?
-long long long long ago-
*crys*
i miss mugging..
i wanna find all my mugging partners..
and mug again!
but duh..
there's nothing to mug for..
i miss my family..
i got no time for them animore..
:(
got to create more time for my family..
i miss gaigai-ing..
i earned money..
but no where to spend it on..
nono.. i spent it on gadgets..
but..
there's really no pt of working so hard..
when i am just gonna leave the money in my bank..
true?
i miss kboxing..
ok.. i just went last fri..
but with diff grps of friends,
kboxing is kind of different u noe?
sl, ml, dan goh!! when's our next kbox??
i miss my niece n nephews..
yang yang, ben ben, shawn shawn, celest, owen..
can onli see them once in a while..
and its a v looong once in a while..
i just saw them on good fri..
and i am missing them already..
*goodness*
i miss chatting on the phone..
i miss bowling..
i miss playing pool with dear..
i miss going to the arcade with dear..
i miss all the carefree times i used to have..
i miss the old innocent me..
i wan them all back..
y am i working so hard for?
*shrugs*
although the future is misty..
i am sure i can find my dirxn..
*we dun do something for nothing.. and we dun do nothing for something*
