Wednesday, August 25

got to get this off my chest..

i am sorry tt i forgot to bring the cd.. i am really sorry.. but can u please dun show the attitude face? it's one thing tt i am scared coz u are angry.. but.... i seriously dun appreciate it.. its not as though i purposely dun wan to bring.. will go home to get it for u later.. being feeling bad ever since the maths lecture.. damn.. cannot affect my mood for studies! guojiawen! forget it!

have lots to blog about..

been a long time since i last updated. . got a number of things to tok bout.. but not today.. transition element is waiting for me.. hoho.. let me list the things i need to blog bout..

chalet with my family.. wild wild wet..
the village
class civics.. my pink hanger from hp.. hehe..
class corporate video..
er.. actualli nothing liaox.. haha.. tot i had alot to say.. but now i think nop..

p/s pple.. i am sun burnt! ouch! dunno y its itchy as well.. so pple who see my trying to scratch myself, dun wu hui.. i not never bath hor.. :P

Posted by jiawen at 09:15

Wednesday, August 18

tot tt panadol would do the trick

apparantly din work this time round.. still having the runny nose.. less sneezing.. thankful for tt.. haha.. well.. seriousli wish tt this will not last long.. supposed to go wild wild wet on sat with my family.. with flu, no relatives will ever allow me to go into the water.. :(

ranvir..

do take care of ur leg, kk? :) i am sure agyesh will take care of u well! dun rush from venues to venues.. i am sure ur tutors will understand.. :)

Posted by jiawen at 13:19

Tuesday, August 17

oh yah.. felt kinda disappointed with maths.. must buck up for vectors.. abit zhi bei.. we studied together the day before.. but the results they get are so much higher.. can see the look in mrs soon's eyes when she gave me the paper.. maybe i thinking too much.. but.. i realli hope.. dun look at the results to judge whether one studied or not.. its realli unfair..

Posted by jiawen at 19:37

sick.. hope i recover soon..

woke up in the morning with flam in my throat.. tot its ok.. nothing wrong.. big big mistake! sneezed non stop for bio tut.. suffered thru maths.. well i am home now.. going to eat a panadol later.. hope it will stop all the sneezing..

thanks to wenxian..

enabled me to understand complex 2 a little more now.. doing the tutorial and hope i can catch up with the class soon.. (but i believe i will hear.. dream on.. somewhere..) haha..

i am so tactless..

believe i should listen to u now.. said something during chem.. den hong hong told me something.. made me realli shut up man.. haix.. my words are never processed before i speak it how.. i should learn the skill one of these days..

Posted by jiawen at 19:26

Monday, August 16

Disguise by Lene Marlin

Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people you
Must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone something
That's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Have you ever seen your face,
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess,
You feel far from good Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish, of being Somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

nice song.. listening to cheehongs CD.. den heard this song from qian jin bai fen bai.. yong hao posted this before too.. haha.. very nice lyrics.. kind of explain somethings.. kor u understand hor? :) love this song.. haha.. aniway.. dunno y.. whenever i listen to this song, i think of lin wei jun.. yup.. tan's 'sweetheart' haha.. :P maybe coz the character in qian jin bai fen bai toks bout her life which is described by this song..

Posted by jiawen at 12:15

Sunday, August 15

the meaning of life..

just hit me after reading sl, meimei and kw's blog.. they all asked the same qn.. wats the meaning and purpose of life.. guess everyone's pretty lost when prelims and a levels is fast approaching.. nothing interesting in life except mug.. and getting scared by the countdown to prelims.. i am scared too.. haix.. i guess for now, the meaning of life is to get over and done with a levels? and ensure tt the over and done with is a great pass? purpose of life well.. i dunno too.. everyone's stressed up.. got to go.. khimwee scolding me to study..

Posted by jiawen at 16:31

Friday, August 13

oh man.. y must bio and chem be on the same day?!?!

believe tt most of the people taking bio chem combi must be ~~fainting~~ already.. haha.. one thick stack of bio plus food chem? our brain juices are depleted at a horrendous rate.. hmm.. nvm.. jian chi dao di! and lishi! if u read my blog, 31! haha.. stop using the com.. study! haha.. eh.. since when i become so ~~naggy~~? lolx..

aniways.. dun think woman is tt complicated afterall.. its the plants which are the most complicated of all man.. *grins*

aniway, *sigh* just after one nite of late sleep.. which was yesterday at bout approx 2 a.m, my ~~pimples~~ are coming out again! haix.. go away from me! *eekS*

Posted by jiawen at 14:06

Thursday, August 12

sinking back to the past..

~~slack slack slack~~.. sian.. complex 2 is killing me.. :( dun even understand the concept.. realli cannot be emotional le.. even if my feeling duo bu hao also must study! study study study!

tuition tonite.. *sigh*

kinda feel that gp tuition is a ~~waste of money cum time~~.. :( ~~british council~~ is only a name.. to attract pple to pay alot of money! oh ya.. btw, zixin, if u noe i have a blog tt is, jiayou for ur prelims! u can do it! :)

Posted by jiawen at 12:35

Monday, August 9

been feeling sickly these few days..

this is my 3rd entry today i guess.. dunno y.. feel kind of sick now.. these few weeks, i seem to fall sick very easily.. chest pain.. felt like vomiting.. never seems to end.. omg.. wat's happening to my body? hope this will not last long.. suddenly prefer going to school than staying at home.. coz.. go school i wil study.. now, i am practically slacking..

oh ya my blogskin..

watched spirited away on thurs nite.. liked the show alot.. so changed my blogskin.. so qiao, the person who set up the blogskin is known as shuqi.. haha.. :) and i catagorised all my friends whom i linked to.. hope its much clearer now!

Posted by jiawen at 23:16

oh my god..

is singapore idol supposed to be this way? or are they hiding the good things to the back? yah.. some performance were hilarious.. but nothing struck me as star quality at all.. are some of these pple hoping to be ~~william hung~~? seriously, apart from william hung's courage, nothing in him is impressive.. to me tt is.. the lemon tree guy and the stripping guy is ~~absolutely disgusting~~ man.. please.. 1 william hung is more then enuf.. *ugghh* kind of regret watching it.. hope i do not offend anione..

Posted by jiawen at 21:34

supposed to be mugging

was trying to mug bio last nite.. reproductive system in human.. complicated hormones.. studied till i was really dizzy.. actualli din realli wan to study.. was looking for pple to chat with.. hahaz.. but someone told me.. either play now pay later or pay now play later.. i chose the latter i guess.. so i tried to mug.. paid off lar.. but got an headache after tt.. haha.. man.. i am so weak sia.. now looking at proteins of food chem.. cant stand it man.. ~~so boring~~.. and today is singapore's birthday somemore!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

decided to use red coz singapore colour is red and white.. hehe.. :P

k larx.. ~~back to proteins~~.. JTS tml.. looking forward to the afternoon with bren, vine, sue, han they all.. :P *grins*

aniway, my colour coordination quite bad.. so if u guys read till headache, dun blame me! haha..

Posted by jiawen at 17:17

Sunday, August 8

going to make it a short one..

AJ race was fun! totally! :) and we won with an amazing score of 182.5.. actually wanted to buy 4D.. but ended up din buy.. coz forgot bout it.. well.. nvm.. thanx yonghao for being the one to organise the entire race! well.. thank the entire class bah.. everyone chipped in.. :) since i say it will be a short one, i am stopping here.. my revision sux.. no motivation to study.. *sigh*..

Posted by jiawen at 19:28

Monday, August 2

cold day..

rained this morning.. inconvenience.. but.. it allows me to spend some time in CR 412 with bren von xin and charles b4 lessons start.. :) coz i always wake up just on time to reach sch.. seldom join them in CR.. glad tt i have the chance this morning! hehe..

celebrated paulyn jie jie bdae..

paulyn is khimwee's bro's wife.. coz.. yesterday their factory need to make shou tao.. so he cant company her.. both mins decided to celebrate with her.. so we went kbox in the evening.. :) actualli din noe tt khimwee's bro so romantic one.. heard this story from xiao min.. on their anniversary, he lied to paulyn need to go mount faber meet friend.. so he asked her to wait at the car.. den call her and say he forgot to take something.. so ask her open the boot.. den tada.. got flowers and present arranged inside for her.. SWEET! den tts not all.. he say since got nothing to do, den go take cable car see scenary.. and guess wat? he ordered the dinner on cable car for the both of them! so super ultra romantic.. *dream...* haha..

to khimwee..

i know u wun be able to see this entry now.. but jiayou for ya napfa this afternoon kk? wo xiang xing ni ke yi zhuo dao de! hehe.. dang ran.. coz u are my laogong mah.. :P i confirm got taste.. hehe.. jiayou jiayou jiayou! *muacks* hope to receive good news from u tonite!

realised something?

i have been blogging less and less lately.. and mugging more and more gradualli.. sighx.. all the pple out there, in less den 105 days time, we will have fun! so we can do it! oh ya.. maybe not be updating so much till after prelims? dunno.. i always say this.. haha..

guitar concert..

hey hey uncle, the song still sounds nice! dun worry.. :) onli missed out a few words its ok ones.. hehe.. great job for the concert ya? :P cheers!

time is passing very fast..

scared scared scared.. and i still dare go kbox yesterday, spent hrs on comics on fri and sat.. tsk tsk.. haha.. guess maybe i am not tt scared? haha..