Thursday, March 31

i discovered not long ago tt, my friend, alvin ong, has the same name and surname as my cousin alvin ong, and lives onli one storey below my aunt's hse.. hmm.. since when is singapore exactly so SMALL? oh btw, they know each other~ coz my friend was wearing my cousin's clothes when we met up.. due to some clearing of cloths action which my aunt did not long back~ wat a small world...

Posted by jiawen at 09:55

Wednesday, March 30

Libra - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You are open minded enough to date outside your typical "type"... successfully!
oh realli? erms.. okays.. hahas.. first time i learnt bout tt..
You are diplomatic - and likely to end a fight instead of dragging things out.
well.. kind of.. more of burying the things n starting anew..
but its kind of hurtful to the relationship though..
You are easily loyal and faithful, but only for the right person.
yups.. tt's true.. *objections anione?* no hors?

Your negative traits:

You're a bit gullible, and partners take advantage of you. You still may not know it.
erms.. realli?
You find it difficult to decide where to go to dinner, what movie to watch, who to date...
movies yes~ dinner nops.. i am such a pig!
You have to be in a relationship, or else you just don't feel like yourself.
tt's not true, but i guess i got to experience it for myself..

Your ideal partner:

A smooth talker who enjoys socializing as much as you to.
hmm.. yes~
Someone classy and cultured who knows which wine to order with dinner.
nah.. i dun even noe how to appreciate wine!
Is beautiful to you - although not necessarily attractive in the traditional sense.
wat's most impt is tt we can click well~

Your dating style:

Romantic. If your date comes bearing flowers, wine, and poetry... well, your heart soars.
definitely!

Your seduction style:

Giving. Your lover's pleasure is as important as your own.
Soft and sensual - you don't like anything to be rough.
Extravagant ... your fantasy involves staying at a five star hotel with your love.
hmm.. let me digest tt..

Tips for the future:

Don't be so quick to compromise in relationships - and you'll get taken advantage of yes.
Try being single for a while. Seems impossible, but you'll learn so much about yourself from doing so.
Make some decisions about your romantic life, right now. You'll be happy that you did.
lols.. does tt mean every libra got to break up with their bf/gf now?

Posted by jiawen at 10:00

Tuesday, March 29

sians

woke up this morning with one side of my hair sticking out!
now i have to keep tucking it behind my ear..
lols..
U-G-L-Y!
tt's my hair.. NOT ME..
i'm P-R-E-T-T-Y..
lols..
like real..
think i am going mad..
hahas..
mani pple not updating blogs..
and i am v bored..
hey..
tt rhymes..
[can see the extent to which i am bored?]

life is full of ups and downs..
i think i am somewhere in the middle now..
not too up.. and not too down..
haven been to the downest part b4..
hope i dun ever get there..
haven been to the upest part b4 2..
hope i will get there soon..
and never get down..
lols..
[i'm crapping.. yes.. i am.. I AM!]

oh well.. watever..
i dunno i am happy or sad..
life's just so complicated..
just glad tt i have friends with common goals..
who will fight till the end with me!

Posted by jiawen at 09:53

Monday, March 28

omg..

i'm bored.. bored to tears..

Posted by jiawen at 15:24

refreshed!

hahas.. had a full day of tuition on sat..
morn plus afternn..
den met up with kor in the evening..
considered quite a bz day i guess..
initially wanted to take a nap after morn tuition..
a pig i am indeed..
but no time ar..
but i made up to tt by sleeping v long..
till sun afternn.. :P
sun..
which is yesterday..
had an ok day i guess..
just tt i had 'dinner'..
after 12 midnight..
well extreme huh?
i guess..

ms angie seems gloomy today..
perhaps is coz of me..
well.. i can't do anithing to change tt fact..
so i will react as per normal..
at most kanna scolded lor..
well..
this is working life mahs..
nothing i can do except say sorry..
looking forward to lunch!
coz i am h-u-n-g-r-y!!!
wahahas..

Posted by jiawen at 10:37

Saturday, March 26

family outing~

went to changi beach yesterday!
once i stepped down bus 89..
me, my cousin michelle and my sis saw my aunt n nephew..
somewhere in front..
and the breeze was so strong!
i guess we can call tt wind huh?
tt i totally felt so free..
so happy..
its been a long time since i went to the beach!
felt so cooped up ever since i worked..
its the office everyday..
played with my nephews and nieces..
shawn shawn, yang yang, celest..
ben ben slept till it was time to go hm..
*sads*
so when he woke up,
he got the blur blur look on his face..
hahas..
the beach was full of tents..
and i flew a kite!
wow!!!
reminds me i dun have much of a tong nian..
sat on the beach..
and played with the children..
hehe..
and i carried yang yang and placed him on my lap..
and my entire thigh and leg was dirtied with sand..
lols..
at least its not mud..
he's so cute!
after tt me alvin mic sis eileen, alvin's gf minyi and aunt n uncle..
we went to safra yishun to bowl..
yeah!
but my bowling skill became so lousy liaos..
boohoo..
hahas..
ended off the day with a game of pool with my sis..
believe it or not..
i lost..
duh..
hahas
it was a totally cool day!
hope tt there's more family outing of such and i can make it!

Posted by jiawen at 17:41

Thursday, March 24

i have a sudden craving for pizza..
i dunno y..
my initial mood was gone..
i feel sick..
no appetite..
kaes...
decided..
no lunch for today..
pizza sometimes next week..

Posted by jiawen at 12:09

tired..

haven been getting enough rest since last thurs..
i guess onli the ones closest to me..
or the ones who are as busy as me..
knows wat i am up to lately..
leading to the superb lack of sleep..
ok.. i admit..
i am one big lazy pig..
nothing less den 8 to 12 hrs will satisfy me..
of course 12 hrs of sleep 2 times a mth will do..
can u believe tt i actualli slept with my hair wet last nite?
phew.. luckily my mom din wake up in the middle of the nite..
else she'd have dragged me up..
and make me blow dry my hair..

i just received a shocking news..
and i am so angry now..
dear did a proposal for whatever to start up a cafe last yr..
and the whoever rejected it due to lack of funds..
guess wat?
a cafe has been set up in whatever this yr..
reported by dear's friend who went back..
and the entire cafe was the exact same idea as dears!
WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
onli change the menu..
where the hell can u find such a FREAKING whoever
take pple's proposal and use it as her own.
stupid whoever.
and the worse thing is..
dear spent a lot of time and effort on the cafe proposal!
and he could have the fund to start it last yr!!!argh!!
if onli he would use his dad's money..
IF ONLY.. well.. wouldn't advice him to do tt..
coz to be successful, got to start out from scratch..
and dun wan to kao parents also..
WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am so FREAKING ANGRY.
BITCH.
sigh..
to think tt dear's take it so lightly..
i feel angry for him lo..
stupid whoever, watever..
ok.. i have vented my anger..
if dear's not angry, i shldn't be either..

ok.. i have calmed dwn..
with a determination to achieve my goal..
just chatted with dear..
this is the real world.. i got to face facts..
this is the way people outside operates..
goodness.. where's pple's moral values..
i seriously dunno..
btw, if u guys wan to find out who's the whoever and watever,
just sms me..
and spread it out..
make sure their reputation is ruined.
*no la.. i not so bad* =P

back to the 1st para..
why am i working so hard for?
i must constantly remind myself tt it's for my own future..
MY FUTURE. MY PARENT'S FUTURE.
guojiawen. u cannot dao xia lai.
yi ding yao jian chi xia qu!

Posted by jiawen at 11:02

Wednesday, March 23

stuck..

feelings n emotions stuck within me..
waiting to unleash..
but i can't seem to find the way to do it..
i got plenty to say..
plenty to shout..
but i can't seem to find the way..
hell no.. anyway at all..
to do it..
i wan the whole world to hear me..
i wan the whole world to give me a chance..
ok.. hold on..
maybe not the whole world..
only those of my closest friends..
i wan them to listen..
listen carefully..
to wat my heart has to say..
wat my mouth can't say out..
pple will say i am selfish..
i am conceited..
i am naive..
i am heading in the wrong direction..
which they dun wan to join me in..
maybe i am muddleheaded...
maybe i can't see the light as my friends do..
but it could be vice versa..
isn't it?
in my eyes..
they cannot see the light i am shining for them..
in their eyes..
they dun see the need for the light at all..
maybe they just need to be enlightened..
maybe i just need to be enlightened..
i dun noe which is which..
i only noe we are heading in different dirxns..
well.. i shld be happy..
opposites attracts anyway..
but y am i not?
i am lost..
lost in my own world..
this wasn't meant to sound like a poem..
but it sounds like one..
does it?
or it doesn't?
dun matter to me..
i have plenty to say..
i stress on this..
but i cannot find anyone who understand..
to say it to..
isn't tt sad?
i suppose so..
i am ending off here...
do u guys noe wat i wan to say?
maybe u do..
maybe u dun..
it's alrite..
i am alrite..
i will heal..
time heals all wounds anyway..
bye..

Posted by jiawen at 09:45

Tuesday, March 22

totally bored..

watched brave heart last nite..
nice show..
wallace. the main character..
he's one person all of us ought to become..
his courage to believe..
his courage to endure..
his courage to fight..
and its a true story..
even till the very end..
when he was ruthlessly tortured in public..
*shan't go into details*
and when he was beheaded..
he stuck to his belief.. his goal..
and he inspired many of his times..
and they fought for the freedom of their hmland..
finally independant..
wallace must be so happy. wherever he is..

i love one sentence from the movie..
'everyone dies. but not everyone really lives.'
i believe its self explanatory..

another meaningful phrase..
'stay and u will die. run and u will survive.'
tt's b4 the war starts..
wallace said.
'yes. run and u will survive. but when u are old. and when u are dying. u will wish for the chance to fight a war. but u can never turn back time..'
i say..
'we will only get to live once.. we can run away from reality now.. but who is to say we will not regret in the future? and if we stay, the price is not dying.. we are only in a war of our mind.. to have the determination to succeed.. we got to fight.. for everything tt we want.. remember.. we only live once.. never again can we turn back time..'

u say..
'karboon why suddenly say all these things? so unlike her..'

me say..
'inspired by the movie..'

ok.. back to the old me..
lols..
pig-muis!
i like ur blogskin ar!!!
so cute!!!
btw, my mp3 player officially handover to u liaos..
must treat it with care ar!

Posted by jiawen at 09:57

Monday, March 21

panda jiawen

ever since the interview on tues..
i haven been sleeping early..
uni applications..
took up my nite..
feel so tired now tt i am numb~
seriously dunno why i am tired till so awake now..
took leave on fri..
specially for creative warehse sales..
went with tan and obk..
saw mrs soon there.. hehe..
she was there to buy a MP3 player for her daughter..
so qiao..
and wats more qiao is..
her daughter is also from amkss..
from sec 3/4....
my sister's class!
hahas..
i wanna thank mrs soon and tan..
for the rebate i got..
hehe..
so excited bout zen micro lors..
i wanted it in silver..
but i din check there..
in the end they see wrongly gave me white..
but nvm..
i wanted white/silver aniway..
lols..
went obk hse play mahjong after tt..
3 person mahjong..
followed by gg hm..
and rushing dwn to office for briefing for PSC..
and the next day is PSC..
5 days of sleeping late and waking up early..
with yesterday's extreme..
sleeping at 3.. and wakin at 7 today..
for work..
i noe la..
it's chicken to most pple..
but i am so easily tired out nowadays..
i dunno y..
i have my targets to achieve..
no matter hw tired..
every action of mine is linked to my future..
uni application, my jobs...
after the course..
i feel different..
dunno y.. just different..

I CAN BE THE 1% IN THE WORLD. JIAYOU!

Posted by jiawen at 10:39

Friday, March 18

finally got my zen micro!
but gotta sleep early le..
will blog in detail on mon?
or maybe sun nite..
bb to the present me...

Posted by jiawen at 22:58

Wednesday, March 16

i'm BORED

no one responded to my invitation for lunch..
*sobs*
maybe no one saw it... lols..
i'm hungry now too.. :(
this is dumb..
but i know this can occupy me for at least an hr..
so.. here goes..

Name: kwok kar boon
School: was from nbps, amkss n ajc
Location: now? stamford road.. home? khatib..
E-mail: guojiawen@hotmail.com
Hair: brown with copper red highlights
Height: 163 [pretty short!]
Brothers/Sisters: a younger sis
Who lives with me: my daddy, mommy and sister
When is your bedtime: depends on whether i am working..
if working.. den is 11 plus..
if not.. anytime provided i dun fall sick..

*-------------HAVE I---------------*
Ever been so drunk you blacked out: the no. of times i drank can use 5 fingers to count..
wat do u guys think? lols
Have U Tried Smoking? : never.. but i wanna try one puff..
one of these days perhaps.. hehes
Put a body part on fire for amusement: tt's really dumb..
Been hurt emotionally : yes.. definitely..
Kept a secret from everyone: yupx..
Had an imaginary friend: when i was vvv young.. ya.. hahas
Ever wanted to hook up with a friend: hooked up as in? meet up? yes..
Cried during a Movie: yups.. definitely..
i am so emotional.. my mom's genes.. lols..
thought an animated character was hot? hot as in? i always tot liu chuan feng from slamdunk is cool.. hehe..
Been on stage: yups.. receive prizes etc mahs..
Cut your hair: i just did! and highlighted as well! hahas

*-----------------FAVOURITES------------------*
Shampoo: not much preference.. using dove and wella now..
Soap: campbell? nono.. my mom's potato and carrot soup.. her bat kut teh.. yum yum..
Colour: pure white, light pink, bright colours..
Day/Night: depends on my mood.. happy = day.. sad = wanna cry alone at nite..
Lace or satin: satin... well.. actualli i dun like both at the moment..
Fave cartoon Character: eh.. 7 drawfs? chipsmunk.. lols..
Fave ad: hmm.. ad need to have preference one ar? the lasting impression..
is the Mc's baby.. swing up and down..
cry when cannot see the McDonald sign.. and smile when he sees..
cute!!! think venus can go be in tt ad.. lols..
Fave Movies: no lasting impressions leh... taxi is a nice show` deep blue sea.. sound of music..
Fave Ice Cream: i dunno.. this is getting bad.. i dun have so mani favourite things..
i just dun like certain flavours..
Fave Subject: nah.. dun like any.. i like psychology though~
Fave Drink: enough le or not!!!! crysanthemum tea.. @ least this one got answer..
Fave Person to talk to online: no one in particular la..
unless the person can talk to me for ages..

*-----------------RIGHT NOW------------------*
Wearing: red spags from dunno where.. and short skirt from genting..
Hair style: short fringe, side parting, hair is not too long, neither is it too short..
Drinking: prolife water? lols..
Thinking bout: wat's for lunch!
Listening to: silence? office is v quiet..
Cried: yups.. but not right now.. duh..
Worn jeans: hahas.. just yesterday..
Met someone new: yups.. also yesterday.. gabriel.. :)
Cleaned your room: its forever in a chaotic state.. no matter how many times i clean it..
Done laundry: tried? but not sucessful..
Drove a car: how does bumper car sound?

*---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------*
Yourself: yes.. its the ultimate route to success..
if i dun even believe in myself, who would?
Santa Claus: is tt my daddy?
ToothFairy: please.. no.. lols..
i found out about toothfairy when i am too old to believe in it..
but i will make my child believe in it though..
hehes
Fate: yups..
Angels: not really lehs..
Love: yes.. of course! else life would be so plain..
Ghosts: quite ar.. me v easily freaked out..
UFO: nops

*----------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------*
Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend? yups.. plenty..
friends who are girls and boys mah..
Like anyone: yups.. i like all my nephews and nieces.. and of coz venus!
Who have u known the longest of your friends: denise.. hehe..
Who's the shyest: hmm.. celest..
Who's the weirdest: fuzzy?
Who do you cry to?: depends on situation..
siling, kor, dear, my sister..
they have all seen/heard me cry b4..
well.. not everyone have the privilege though..
lols..
When you cried the most: after arguement with dear..
Worst Feeling: missing somebody..
Last words: so am i really so bo liaos?
guess i am.. hahas..

i took like 2++ hours for this?
half way thru got to do my job of course.. hahas..

Posted by jiawen at 08:57

Tuesday, March 15

INVITATION

miss kwok kar boon aka jiawen
hereby invites
*____________
to lunch on *___________
from 12p.m to 1p.m

Location:
61 Stamford Road
#04-05 Stamford Court
Singapore (178892)

Please reply via a phone call:
DID: 63380709

*This is to be filled in by anyone. As long as I know you.
*This is a daily invitation from Mon to Fri as long as I am working

hope to see you around~

Posted by jiawen at 09:00

bo liaos..

the invitation is just for fun..
but u guys can treat it seriously..
i dun mind..
sheena kexin and pauline no longer works regularly..
sigh..
and as of 1st April, adeline da jie and guihui will be leaving the company..

actually tot i was so lucky..
can avoid eating lunch alone and everything..
think when they leave,
i will lunch in @ the office pantry liaos..
with a story book to read..
lols..
perfect..
nono.. i am not being sacarstic here..
it's really perfect..

i always love reading..
thanx to de.. :)
from pri sch i have been a bookworm..
can read book at anytime, anywhere..
even when eating..
my mom always scold me for doing tt..
dear too..
but i still do tt..
lols..
often argue tt..
when we go out to work also must multi-task..
might as well do it now..

this will be a loooooong week..
not going tioman..
mom found out i am the only ger..
thanks to dear karluoz..
my sis lars..
and my boss said she will be vvv bz..
no time to look for other recept..
asked me find my friends..
in the end..
i just say i cancel my leave..
since no longer have any program on..
sians..
was looking forward to a 5 day weekend..
now..
i still have 3 and a 1/2 days to work..
guihui not working today..
gotta cash a cheque later..
tonite got interview..
packed..
*faints*

p/s: happy anniversary dear.. 5121314..

Posted by jiawen at 08:59

Monday, March 14

sorry

dunno any other words which i can say..
*guilty*
wat can i do?

Posted by jiawen at 17:39

changes

thanks kor again for helping sis check out the courses in ntu..
realised tt for NTU..
psychology is a 4 yrs direct honours programme..
unlike NUS..
and i am at a dilemma now..
interest or career?
most prob i will choose psychology as a major..
but i am taking a risk here..
intake for psychology this yr is onli 50 students in NTU..
maybe wun get in..
depends..
*damn*
i was so getting into the spirit of banking n finance..
when i found out psychology is available to me again..
so its either major in psychology, minor in business..
or vice versa..
how?
eventualli..
i guess...
i will decide when i come back from tioman..

it's kind of funny really..
i was really insistant on not wanting to go into NTU..
die die also wan NUS..
now?
NUS...
suan le..
dun have the courses i wan at all!
but will still register for it though..

finally made up my mind on the tioman trip..
gave the answer to tan..
i'm going...
i seldom have the chance to go overseas..
and i wan to have fun at the beach..
since i have ald taken leave..
lols..

Posted by jiawen at 13:38

ah gong bdae..

it's always amazing tt i get a headache when there's a family gathering in my amk ah gong hse..
dunno y also..
maybe the room is too small..
the people are too loud..
it sounds like a disco inside..
just tt its voices, not music..
*shrugs*
maybe tt's y..
i have a new baby nephew..
barely 2 months old..
looking at my cousin taking care of him..
well..
wat can i say?
parents always treat their baby the best..
:)
they are so cute together..
esp since the baby keeps crying..
and my cousin keeps consoling it..
hehe..
makes me feel older by the second..
so mani pple calling me gugu and ahyi..

my nephews and nieces and venus are all so cute!!!
lols..

Posted by jiawen at 00:51

Sunday, March 13

NUS openhouse

was late..
i'm so sorry..
went over with yt, charles, tan, kw n obk..
met mani pple there..
like sx, sq, jacintha, leena, weini, meng, suwen, bel, ganison, uncle..
and more..
mani mani pple was there..
hahas..
realised....
for psychology..
i got to study general arts n social science for e 1st yr..
and depending on my grades, choose a major..
i have been a science student since sec 3..
how can i survive the 1st yr..
i can nv imagine..
so... i decided not to take the risk..
in the end..
it's still to the business school..
i am just too picky..
it concerns my future..
guess everyone has the right to be picky..
my final decision.. [unless smthing crops up]
NUS: business sch [feel like taking up the biz admin + law double degree]
but i doubt i can get it..
NTU: business sch [banking n finance]

went marina sq for dinner with dear n family..
finally saw my cutie venus baby~
she's still so cute~!
b4 going there,
went into a shop in city link..
bought a new top..
@ half the price..
wat a bargain.. lols..
dinner was alrite...
asked paulynn jie and dear's bro bout the economy outside now..
asking which course to pursue..
noe tt banking is a tough career..
long hrs etc..
talked bout insurance..
paulynn jie's working in AIA..
but not as an insurance agent..
we onli need to be an O levels students to become an agent..
and it's good money.. [if we noe how to handle clients]
and we need to find a company to work in..
plus take a course.. [which some compani will help absorb the cost]
and tada`
out comes an insurance agent..
was kind of interested..
coz who noes wat will happen in the future?
i will take anithing thrown in my dirxn now..
not tt i am desperate..
i just wan to feel secured..
tt i have something to fall back on..
which is why i am taking up so mani things now..

as the saying goes..
if u try, there's a glimmer of hope..
if u dun, there's nothing @ all..

but to take the course,
we have to be 21 yrs and above..
which leads me to the qn..
y O level graduate, but 21 yrs and above?
well..
paulynn jie is puzzled as well..
lols..

gotta go bath now..
ah gong's bdae..
need to go his hse..
btw, happy bdae meilan~
wish u a vvvv happy day..
and may all ur wishes come true.. :)

Posted by jiawen at 17:39

Saturday, March 12

finally

my hp has finished charging..
so tired now..
finished work at 4.30..
den went IT fair with charles n sis..
y charles?
cos online he mentioned he going to apply for maxonline..
and since i am also going..
at bout the same time..
i went to meet both him and my sis..
but luckily he went..

IT fair

main purpose was to get canon ixus i^5..
and help dear enquire bout laser colour printer..
charles was a great help in the digi cam area..
lols..
cos i am really a gadget bai chi..
advised me on the mega pixel..
and the digital/optical zoom thingy..
and canon ixus i^5 is not as nice as it appears..
the screen is just too small..
and it's functions is too good..
which i dun need to use..
not to mention it's is pretty expensive..
so... in the end..
me and my sis settled on canon ixus 30..
think chyi's is canon ixus 40..
hahas..
mom helped paid 300 bucks..
the remaining splitted b/w me and my sis..
cool..
tml maybe going dwn with dear again @ nite..
to get the laser printer..

my paycheck

supposed to wake up early tml..
to go agency collect my paycheck..
but i dunno if i can wake up or not..
i think i am like using credit card..
using the advanced payment of my next mth's pay..
for this month's expenses..
never ending cycle..
duhs..

next target

zen micro (silver/white)
oh mans....
i ald finished using my month's pay liaos..
approx..
$150 for digi cam
$100 for highlight + cut
$100 for transport
$60 for food
$40 for broadband
$100 for parents
$200 for tioman?!?!?!?!
okaes..
basic cost per month = $300
maybe i can starve myself to save 60 bucks?
maybe i can get my sis to pay more for broadband?
maybe i can go take on more jobs?
i ald did..
teaching another student from next week onwards..
but will tt be enuf?

jiawen officially declare myself.. -broke-

mins.. so sorry.. can we gai gai next mth instead?
lols..

Posted by jiawen at 01:20

Thursday, March 10

*deleted*

thanks kor for companying me to city hall mrt..
think u are now home.. safe and sound..
lols..
btw,
i highlighted my hair..
reddish colour..
but my colleague told me shld highlight a lighter colour..
den it can be more obvious..
oh..
i cut my hair too..
think i look like a mushroom with my hair dwn..
nvms..
i like my hair colour!
no.. change tt to..
i love my hair colour!

Posted by jiawen at 09:36

Wednesday, March 9

oh yes.. did i happen to mention i have 3 more months to go?

Posted by jiawen at 14:40

.......

so much for my perfect working life..
i feel like digging a hole and jumping in..
if onli not to face my colleagues..
and no.. dun ask...
i feel hurt enuf as it is....
perfect mood spoilt....

Posted by jiawen at 13:41

*deleted*

working life

i remembered a few days back..
as i was quite free at work..
i was thinking...
wat if i have to be a receptionist my whole life...
and guess wat?
a sense of dread overcame me..
well..
thank goodness..
i dun have to be one my entire life..
i have my interests to pursue..
i have my uni to attend..
i have my ambitions waiting to be achieved..
i have my dreams and aspirations..
and i am sure tt i am gonna achieve it..
i have an entire live ahead of me..
and i am able to take risks now..
i have got zero responsibilities..
except for the broadband bills which my parents practically refuse to pay for me..
(which was not they say beforehand)
well.. being the filial daughter..
i promised to give them money every month as well...
coz my sis say i earning alot... cannot be giam..
but... as i would like to emphasize..
i dun have to work like 3 jobs?
it's onli cause i wan more money..
so please..........
if i earn more and i give more...
i rather not work so much...
lols..
maybe pigmuis..
one day u go out to work..
u will understand....
and i ald let u off so easily for the bb money liaos hor...
i am paying the majority of the bill for u to play at hm....
oh.. and btw......
ur friend's sisters are v good...
sorry i can't be like them...
lols.. *winks*

Posted by jiawen at 12:28

Tuesday, March 8

pleasently surprised

adeline came up to me this morning..
and just presented me with a present..
said tt i could use it in uni..
was really surprised..
thanks adeline da jie.. :)
guess it's her way of congratulating me..
but she's leaving on the 1st April..
thinking of giving her a treat..
coz she always buy me milo now and den..
when she buys her own breakfast..
den in the office adeline da jie, auntie angie..
are always v good to me..

NUS openhouse

dunno how mani 09 pple still come to my blog..
but just wanna inform all tt this sat let's go NUS as a class..
okaes?
meeting 12 p.m at clementi mrt station..

Posted by jiawen at 10:10

Monday, March 7

headache

which course shld i choose?
i dun even noe where to look for all the courses..
NUS openhse is this sat..
dun realli feel like going dwn..
seems quite sianx..
but i realli need to noe wat courses i can apply for..
questions questions questions..
duh..

Posted by jiawen at 09:18

Sunday, March 6

results back in my hand..

sianx.. hahax..
i shouldn't complain...
coz mani out there will kill me..
but seriously...
i din improve from prelims..
overall i guess..
i did improve in gp though..
glad tt dun have to go thru the el proficiency test...
my grades.. ABB B3..
A being biology...
which came as a huge surprise for me..
maths.. kinda expected a B or less..
due to the carelessness..
i remembered crying after my paper..
chem.. *shrugs* dunno wat happened..

CONGRATS TO MYSELF AND A PAT ON MY SHOULDER

to every one who did well, congrats~
esp sl, ml, dan goh, sandra, bren, sue, wui, vine, kahyee, chyi,
yong, wenxian, ber, joe, simon... and i am sure mani more...

to kor.. dun worry.. u can make it de.. just dun think too much..

i am not good with words at all.. so i will shut up liaox..
hope everyone will get into the courses of their choice..

Fish Leong - Liang Jing Ru Concert

b4 going for the concert,
met up with chyi, shuxin and tan..
to the career fair..
realised..
we all dunno wat course to take..
diaox...
so end up takin a few brochures..
den go outside sit on bench to talk..
hahax..
met denise at the fair..
so long nv see her le..
so happy~
hehe..
took photos with them as well!

den headed to kallang to meet mins and mom + aunt..
ate dinner at oasis there..
b4 going for the concert..
must realli say i admire liang jing ru's vocal..
she can realli diao her vocal cords!

den one thing more romantic is...
2 guys propose to their gfs during the concert!
with liang jing ru and zhou hua jian's blessings..
so cool....
and zhou hua jian is hilariously funny~
laughed so much.. hahax..

overall.. though the atmosphere wasn't as hyper as jay's concert...
i can still say..
liang jin ru is the love song expert`
hahax..
enjoyed myself....

now.. at the end of the day..
is to choose my course le!

Posted by jiawen at 12:24

Friday, March 4

this is it.. in 4 hours time, we will noe.. the truth will be revealed..
so i just wanna take this opp to wish everyone good luck..
the 26 peeps from 09/03..
the 24 peeps from ajsc..
the 40 peeps from 4/1'02 (4 those who enter jc)
the 40 peeps from 2/2'00 (4 those who enter jc)
esp those close to me..
everyone in jc..
have faith tt u will walk out of the college with a smile..
best of luck and best wishes!

also.. i always wan to but nv say out..
i wanna thank all the teachers who have ever taught me b4..
helen teacher: my pri sch tutor who pulled my grades up so much in pri one..
and we have nv looked back to fail since..
my results now is due to her teachings when i was a mere 7 yr old..
(lucky my mom found me a tutor, my results sux in pri one..)
i wanna thank as well from sec sch..
esp mr tan kim huat aka lao da and huang lao shi..
if not for such great chinese teachers, i wld have given up on chinese..
and ms ng kae peng and mr goh..
for their good guidance in maths! practise makes perfect.. hehe..
mrs rama for the brilliance in teaching bio (and making me interested in it)
mrs yip for physics.. and also mrs seah for chem..
ms karim for her critical thinking in el and in el lit.. (her sacarsm doesn't count.. hehe)
mrs ismail for the social studies rantings..
now on to jc!
miss siau for being a super duper great cl teacher as well!
mrs soon for making maths seem so simple in just 3 steps..
ms chua for all her blurness and tolerance with such a rowdy class like 09..
mr ong for making me finally realise bio is not all memory work..
and ms kwan terry for being such a great gp tutor and also class tutoR!!!!

i wrote so much of thankful words for 2 purpose..
1) i am realli sincere bout it.
2) well.. i am trying to get my minds off the result..

hehe.. to end it all happily...
GOOD LUCK!

Posted by jiawen at 10:30

Tuesday, March 1

1 March 2005


Notification of Release of 2004 A-Level Exam Results

1. The results of the 2004 Singapore-Cambridge GCE Advanced Level Examination will be released on Friday, 4 March 2005.

2. School candidates may obtain their results slips from their respective schools from 2.30 pm on 4 March 2005.

3. Private candidates will be notified of their individual results by post. They will also be able to obtain results through the Singapore Examinations and Assessment Board Internet address ���http://www.seab.gov.sg��� after 2.30 pm from 4 March 2005.

adapted from: http://www.moe.gov.sg/press/2005/pr20050301.htm

ah-li-lu-ya..
pls help me..

Posted by jiawen at 17:05

anticipation

dunno wat to expect for 'A's..
suddenli there's onli a few days left..
either to dooms day..
or to happily for tt few mths..
not happily ever after..
note the diff..
there will be greater challenges ahead..
other den getting 'A's result..
today's tues..
dunno result coming out this fri? or next mon?
wat if i score badly?
wat if this wat if that..
when i have the free time to think,
these horrible tots come to my mind..
nervous..
sheena is making herself a nervous wreck as well..
duh..
there are pple who dun have to worry,
except how mani As they can get..
maybe my prelim results shocked mani..
well.. it shocked me too..
it's the first time in my entire life tt i actualli believed tt hard work pays off..
coz in sec sch, i nv realli experienced hard work?
kinda..
but wat i am afraid now is....
it leads to false hopes..
and i detest disappointment..
well.. dunno...
just feeling scared now..
tatax`

Posted by jiawen at 10:41