Friday, April 30

back! now at home.. all refreshed and my throat is super pain! cheered super loud for the boys vball just now.. although we lost, but we tried.. yeah~ at least both our gals and guys got into top 2! :P super fun! at first i was very scared no one in aj will go one.. but... i am proud of ajcians! we have like one whole level of students who came down to support our school! :P and we were superb! so loud and well.. AJ rawks! this stick our butt to the fence method for cheer support is great! 20th council rocks too! :) today.. i managed to shout and not look at the match too much.. ran around looking for water.. so stupidly thirsty.. hahax.. so.. thanks waifu and kahyee for bringing water for all the councillors! this morning was our track and field meet.. i did not go for the actual thing.. coz i stayed with hueychyi help the alpha list with the drinks.. hehe.. so fun.. bernard, joe, yonghao and mr koh challanged see who can put their hand in the ice cold water the longest.. haha.. mr koh gave up first.. but the 3 guys all put for 5 mins.. recordbreaker.. hahax... i also put my hand in.. but nv tahan for so long.. :P den put ice down tan zhihao's cloths.. :P boonkiat kept throwing ice into the water and keep splashing us.. sianx man.. today was a fun day.. just bought a new earring.. hehe.. :P gotta go! bye! aniway, congrats v ball! and thanx to everyone who made an effort to cheer and came down to support v ball! AJ rocks! [opps.. i am repeating..] :) gotta rush off! bye!

Posted by jiawen at 19:10

now in free access room taking the break before the track and field.. angel's not feeling well... take care, kk? bren is right beside me.. stoning.. haha.. i am not v happy with the pple in my life right now.. and my leg is not good.. feels like i will fall down whenever i walk too fast.. how can tt be good, right? but nvm! i am still going for the nite hike tonight! hehe.. dun wanna miss out on the fun! i went to see a doctor for my leg.. but he gave me only painkiller.. it's not the pain i am worried about.. i am afraid there's something wrong with my bones.. but he... the supposedly doctor.... said.... jux take this 'medicine' and u will ok in one weeks time.. meanwhile.. dun take pe.. haiz.. like taking the 'medicine aka painkiller' will help much... yesterday.. v ball lost.. i tried my best and cheered my loudest.. but.. i admit.. i watched the match too.. it's just human nature i guess.. at least i cheered and looked at the crowd now and then.. come back later..

Posted by jiawen at 08:24

Monday, April 26

today is the start of the brand new week.. :) using 8310 now.. courtesy of khimwee.. hehe.. but as soon as i get the cash, i will get the phone i have been eyeing for lately.. panasonic x66.. hehe.. now sitting in the library using the computer.. [duh.. as if i can update my blog using my psychic mind] just came across an email which i believe is very true.. will paste it here right now!

Think about them one at a time BEFORE going on to the next one...
IT DOES MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD, especially the thought at the end.

1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No lines at the supermarket
5. A special glance.
6. Getting mail
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Chocolate milkshake. (or vanilla or strawberry!)
12. A bubble bath.
13. Giggling.
14. A good conversation.
15. The beach
16. Finding a 20-dollar bill in your coat from last winter.
17. Laughing at yourself.
19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
20. Running through sprinklers.
21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
23. Laughing at an inside joke.
24. Friends.
25. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
27. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).
28. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
29. Playing with a new puppy.
30. Having someone play with your hair.
31. Sweet dreams.
32. Hot chocolate.
33. Road trips with friends.
34. Swinging on swings.
35. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
36. Making chocolate chip cookies.
37. Having your friends send you home-made cookies.
38. Holding hands with someone you care about
39. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change.
40. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.
41. Watching the sunrise.
42. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.
43. Knowing that somebody misses you.
44. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply.
45. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think.

as i read thru it just now, i realised.. i felt happy.. after thinking bout me actually being in that situation.. :) i hope last week will never repeat itself.. coz i will end up the most si bai person in the whole world if it ever occurs again.. well, tt's all for now! cheer support for soccer later.. will be having fun.. :P skipping bio pract.. bye!

Posted by jiawen at 08:46

Sunday, April 25

-wat��s wrong with me this week?-

this past week had been the most undisciplined week of the year 2004! dunno wat came over me.. slept everynite when I had the chance to�� and ignored my bio test when i had set goals for term 2.. even today is supposed to be spent in the library.. but ended up seeing venus and going down to orchard.. dunno wat is wrong with me.. now v full.. guess I ate too much? haha.. dunno larx.. life is so full of question marks for me at the moment.. but at least I had fun today? venus allows me to carry her for awhile without crying! now.. tt��s an accomplishment.. hehe.. den me and khimwee went orchard.. bought some tee shirts.. i also bought a pair of flower earrings.. thinks it looks very nice.. :) den went hereen and we took neoprints.. it��s super fun!

-crossing my fingers tt next week will not be the same as this week-

finally all the tests are all not coming up soon.. maths for council will be next next next mon.. so.. have some time to loosen the time spent on school work.. and will be focusing on screaming for cheer support soon.. hehe.. apart from that, wed is my sis bdae.. will be heading to seoul garden @ woodlands.. and confirm will take the neoprints as a whole family! *grins* looking forward to tt.. i hope tt i would not repeat wat I had done this whole week.. sleeping too much is not good for health anyway.. shall focus on completing tutorials as well! :P

-hope to safe enough money for whatever I want-
+[my wishlist]+

1.Panasonic X66
2.Pass all term 2 tests.. [E and above] but hopefully will be quality grades
3.New shoes
4.New clothes
5.Digital camera
6.Safe up to 50 bucks per month (to pay for wat I want.. hehe..)
7.Good health for people around me
8.Terrorist attacks will not hit Singapore
9.Take more neoprints! Until I have digi cam to take pics.. :P
10.Get rid of my dark eye circles.. so ugly.. :(
11.Slim down! Get rid of the unseen fats..
12.Feel happy always
13.Not to appear greedy to everyone.. haha.. so will end here..

Posted by jiawen at 21:51

Saturday, April 24

now at home.. relaxing after the long long day in school.. hehe.. today was quite alrite.. i reached school earlier than expected.. den took the bio test, which i felt tt was not good.. coz i believe everyone studied hard for excretion and a v simple question came out, tt's all.. wat's worse was at the end of it, den we all realised tt we cant write beyond the line! tt's super unfair coz my handwriting is fat and big so as to facilitate the teachers reading! nvm.. den i had maths trial.. it was v fun! except for the fact tt one of my grp member was super irritating.. kept insisting tt his own answer was right.. arrgghh.. super pek chek.. if like tt he can join a solo maths trial! den i met khimwee for lunch.. walked around checked the price for the hp we want.. hehe.. X66 is now 298! i want it!! but no $$.. sianx.. haha.. after tt went back school for elects camp training.. was not as long as expected.. and..... i learnt mortal combat!!!!!!!! hahax.. not bad for a dancing nerd like me.. :P went with bren and vineson to my house here the mac for ice cream.. hehe.. fun.. took photos as well! will get vineson to send me.. den i can post it here.. :) den now i am at home! oh yah.. chun chi shifted house to my house here! hehe.. so fun.. now got pple go school with me.. :P i am jumping to conclusions.. haha.. later he say dun wan den i super ma lu.. okie.. tt's all for today! next week will be a busy week...

Posted by jiawen at 20:08

Friday, April 23

i am in the library now.. third break of the day.. shuxin seems sad.. [cheer up, k?] aniway i think i zhen mei yong.. she's just steps away from me but i dunno how to walk over to ask her wats wrong.. coz she's toking to yanting and shuqi.. and i feel like i would be intruding.. haiz.. it's just the psychological barrier i think.. so.. shuxin, sorry i din asked.. today.... i got to noe my chem results.... pretty disappointing.. i can't say tt i din study... and i cant say tt i studied hard either... i read thru many many times and the facts are already in my mind.. at least.. most of it.. turn out? well.. i dunno.. hahax.. get over it.. and face... the gigantic bio test tml i guess.. typing out the answers of the learning outcome to study for biology.. dunno if i can pass this coming test.. my bio grades are dropping... and dropping... and dropping... [cross my fingers] :P seems like i am getting more and more pessimistic these days huh? lets see wat i have lined up for the weekend..tml morning bio test... following tt.. maths trial.. den.. elect's camp training... den.. maybe dinner with bren? maybe no.. sunday.. it's a free day! feel like going to see venus... but.. not a very condusive place to study.. so may have to forgo this sunday and go to the library.. woodlands library is more packed on sunday than ever before.. [still cant figure out the reason sia..] completely no sofas, no tables and not even corners left for pple reaching after 1 p.m.. lolx.. singaporeans are simply too ks.. but i usually study in the cafe.. [pple wanna look for me? hehe.. :P] den tutorials haven even done halfway i will bug khimwee to the movies.. hehe.. always end up this way.. causeway point to close already.. :P thinking of that, i haven been to bowling for super long!!! in the past, i go almost every weekend.. (almost = once a week, 2 to 3 rounds) now.......... note arhx.. dun look at the number.... *0 times in the past one year) i believe u guys bring me to bowling alley, i can collect salary already.. headlines.. [ger goes bowling and helps mop up the longkang using bowling balls] :P haha.. i am getting back to the learning outcomes! bye pple.. :P

Posted by jiawen at 13:56

Thursday, April 22

haha.. i am in british council now.. and have bout 10 minutes more to tuition.. so using the computer available.. :P last nite i went home, slept again.. haix.. i went to support lishi in the speech contest.. and she got third, congrats! ganesh got champion.. congrats too! hehe.. today went cheer support again.. and both gers and bois volleyball won! 3-nil.. :) so proud and happy! bren, sorry i could not join u for the soccer cheer support.. coz the journey home and to my tuition takes very long.. real sorry, k? tonite, i cannot slack again.. jux reading thru and finishing excretion will not get me aniwhere for my test.. still have alot of things more to go.. must pia today.. really.. must concentrate.. haix.. i have not done my tuition homework.. hopefully its just a class discussion.. coz jus an essay plan.. today at chem lecture, its getting better.. at least not so many empty seats.. but still can see the difference.. oh well, who am i to say anithing? *zip* :P today go school is mostly slack.. helped yanting change blogskin.. den read abit excretion.. den.. today is the first q and a for the nominees... nothing much bahx.. will blog again soon.. today was an ordinary day.. nothing too exciting except for cheer support.. :) take care everyone!

Posted by jiawen at 17:40

Wednesday, April 21

i can't concentrate!!!!! help me!!!!! maybe the library is not the best place for me to study in afterall... the computers are distracting me!!!!! tt's why i am writing here now.. haiz.. the bio test coming up has 3 chapters.. endocrine, excretion and growth.. and i am scared of it... for one, excretion is one big topic which i do not understand... all topics requires ALOT of memory... and.. well, i dunno.. i got the feeling tt if i dun conentrate now, i will fail my test.. and my results ain tt great.. being the last few in my class last year doesn't help.. and i know tt my chem test would not be good... and chem pract test i have quite a number of mistakes as well.. :( ok.. i will bear this in mind and tell myself tt i shall not allow this bio test to be the same.. CONCENTRATE! bye..

Posted by jiawen at 16:07

yesterday was the cheer support for volleyball gers and bois.. hehe.. the guys match were super exciting.. i was like... screaming like mad? and felt like vomiting after tt.. lolx.. but i did not of course.. hehe.. the first match we lost, i was like.. oh no.. den 2nd match was tie till the very last moment~ and.... we barely made it.. but we won! :) den after tt the 3rd match was also quite close.. but we managed to win.. yeah~~~ the gers match was ok.. they won quite easily.. so not tt jin zhang.. den i went home with sue anne and wuiern.. we walked to bp to buy stuff and i ate the small ice cream.. haha.. took 171 change mrt.. and.... i slept thru out the journey home.. realised my mom cooked chicken rice, super happy! :) ate.. den slept.. :P till..... morning... (uh oh.. i am a pig again) den today.. nothing much.. woke up, eyes dun feel gd, so din wear contacts.. nothing much actually happened today.. just tt mani classes went over to audi for chem lecture.. and lt4 was very empty.. i feel sad for ms chua, and angry to those who went to audi.. ms chua is a new teacher.. and she is trying.. i do feel frustrated during the lectures sometimes as well.. but... she IS trying, isn't she? well.. i dunno.. i will try my best to follow wat i learnt.. [do not try to control the things around you which do not want to be changed.. instead, try to think of ways to control yourself, because you can control your own actions] it is futile to be angry at something already done, and to be angry when other pple's action does not concern u.. the quote was read from somewhere but i changed it into my own words.. people have their reasons for doing things.. i do not have the position to comment.. tt's the issue i want to get off my chest.. studying bio now.. bye~

Posted by jiawen at 14:48

Sunday, April 18

just came back from cutting my hair... haha.. look quite different.. i feel... well.. look from the front look nice.. from the side i abit fat.. so doesnt look nice sia.. :( but nvm.. i like my fringe.. hehe.. the back hair can grow back one.. today spent all my time typing testimonials for all my frenx.. took a few hrs sia.. fri nite studied for chem at mac with kianwei.. hehe.. he like finish everything already and i was like.. er.. oh no.. haven finish everything.. :P yesterday took the test.. dunno wats wrong with me.. i went in very scared.. came out.. no fan yin at all.. dunno y.. just went to council room.. hahax.. den me sueanne sihan and lihui went out for lunch at kfc.. crap alot.. sihan eat dun tok at all one.. scary leh.. but of course.. she ate the fastest.. hahax.. den we all buy food back for the rest of the councillors down for morning duty.. can imagine their hunger sia.. after tt we went for the council interview.. not tt bad actualli.. but we maybe a little harsh on some of them? hehe.. following tt den i went home.. den fell asleep while reading seventeen.. den woke up late.. quickly bathed.. went out meet sl and ml.. we ate dinner.. hehe.. den tok crap.. until we went home.. and sl came my hse stayover.. i helped her set up a blog too! hehe.. super cute.. winnie the pooh one.. this morning wake up den we went for hair cut.. haha.. now she look like a model kind of hair style.. my sis one is like jap type of hairstyle.. hehe.. :) oh yah.. and my pw grades i got a 1! yeah! :) its was kind of unexpected considering last yr at this time i am always going like.. my group cmI! but my group results was 1122.. so its considered quite good i guess.. hehe.. :) i gtg le! i think i kinda started to neglect my blog recently.. will try to update faster!

Posted by jiawen at 16:12

Thursday, April 15

now is break in school again.. hmm.. just spent the entire maths lesson playing the kiam pa games tt i learnt when we waited for the neoprint machines e last outing with 09.. hehe.. tan zhihao is so blur.. hahax.. we played the johny johny woosh game.. and he took one whole lesson to find out how! lolx.. sotong!:P i think mrs soon must not be very please with us.. coz.. well.. we were super duper noisy.. hmm.. well.. but its over~ council garage sale.. hehe.. we earned quite alot! and it all goes to charity.. hehe.. the 2001 prelim paper was the best seller~ :P these few days i went home, slept immediately.. and woke up everynite at 11 for dinner.. wow.. i am such a pig rite? hehe.. yah.. my stead said i have grown fat le.. hehe.. [credits actually goes to him.. fed me so well.. :P] well, okie lor.. i try to cut my fats by 'excercising' more.. lolx.. try doesnt mean can make it.. :P i hear the *groans* of those who noes me well.. hehe.. okok.. i noe.. i will stop about the excess adipose tissue topic.. lolx.. the business plan tt i submitted, well.. i did not get in.. :( BUT.. my stead succeeded and he is presenting today! hehe.. soon.. i think bout 10 minutes later.. :) laogong.. jiayou wohx! wo hui yong yuen zhi chi ni de! :P dun feel so stressed, k? its a great opportunity to have gone on to the next round of judging.. :) if you get the grant, maybe the air conditioner idea could be approved! hehe.. jux now watched e gp documentary on hilter.. everyone after watching it look like dying.. hahax.. guess everyone's tired.. chem test is coming up on sat afterall.. tonight have tuition.. i am poning chem enabler later.. its on chem equilibrium.. and i haven done it.. slept too much already.. [slap myself] its time to be serious! hahax.. so i promise tt i will go for enabler next week.. coz my ionic equilibrium is cannot make it one.. tonite go home must complete gp aq homework.. yesterday nite only done my tuition one.. sianx.. dunno wat to write.. actually.. nothing much happened the past week bah.. the only thing i remember vividly is tt i played with venus on sat.. [venus is my stead's bro's daughter] and she is so cute! :) getting prettier as she grows up.. and when she smile, its like.. wow.. hehe.. den the next thing i remember is my sis getting sick.. she had fever from sat till mon den she go c doctor.. think she is feeling better now.. [dear sis, get well soon, kk?] :) i am going home to study chemistry later.. den go for tuition tonight.. feel like changing my blogskin again.. dunno y.. jux saw one tt said 'school sucks' but.. i dun feel tt way now.. hehe.. but it looks pretty cool.. will dl it at home later to store for further usage.. jux in case on of these days i dislike school again.. :P okie.. gtg! bye.. hehe.. get back again soon.. :)

Posted by jiawen at 12:33

Thursday, April 8

now waiting for time to pass before chem enabler.. so sian.. yanting shuxin they all went out for lunch le.. hahax.. aniway, just now we celebrated tan zhihao's birthday.. it was fun.. before gp, me shuxin yanting and shuqi went out to buy his cake.. at first we went to nyp.. but it did not sell cake.. den we got left with only 15 mins and time became quite crucial.. so.. da dang.. we took cab down to central and chose a choco cake for him.. :) den we reach school with jux a little more time before lessons.. yeah~ hehe.. we go thru gp.. den went to the block 10 one of the classroom.. we sang bdae song.. den ate cake.. den the guys started ragging tan.. tied his legs and put gel all over him.. den he got loose.. hahax.. so bernard rubbed chilli against his face and tried to put it into his mouth.. super violent sia.. but it was fun all the same... :) us gers jux watch.. too violent to join in.. hehe.. den when we left the room, he looks red on his nose and around his mouth.. lolx.. he said his face felt hot.. guess it was the chilli? hmm.. den they left for lunch le.. i am in the library again.. lets continue my blog for sat outing.. actually wanted to buy the sunglass with shuxin one.. only 10 bucks.. hahax.. the guys say i look like those da xiao jie go out shopping den got the arrogant look when i wear the specs.. hmm.. after tt we went to the neoprint machine there and waited for our turn.. so we played many kiam pa games.. hahax.. the photo was nice.. first time i took neoprint with pple from 09.. so i was actually quite happy when we took the photo.. except tt chee hong was abit too tall yar.. so our deco kept covering him up.. hahax.. :) hope can have another class outing soon.. its fun.. now i still have 12 mins to go for the enabler.. sian.. time pass too slowly le.. tml is good fri.. so good.. can go out play.. den at nite got squash and den will be swimming again.. i will definitely make tt my routine every week man.. but jux afraid of the fact tt i will have test on the sat after swimming.. if cannot study finish den die.. better still, i super scared will oversleep man.. hahax.. okie.. i now go do my things before the lesson.. will write again! i still have about 8 mins to go to chem enabler~ chiox..

Posted by jiawen at 14:55

Wednesday, April 7

i feel sad suddenly.. I dun like the way pple are acting around me lately.. have I been over critical or something? I dunno.. maybe I am jux too sensitive.. maybe I have known it for a long time already, but it doesn��t seem to register in my brain tt it is true.. let��s give the person a name, say A.. we are very close.. but nowadays, I can sense tt the closeness.. is not really there anymore.. is it because we have known each other for too long? I dunno.. the last few days we had not talked much.. I had slept once I reached home.. before tt when we talked, we always sounds like we are in an argument.. I cannot take it anymore.. its like.. things are not the same.. and I dun think it will change for the better anytime soon�� i believe if A is reading this, A should know tt I am referring to A.. I discover tt I am beginning to find a lot of faults with another person, C, too.. C always tells pple to do things, but never ever does it.. I dun like this type of pple.. I mean, if u wan to command pple, the least u could do is to do it urself, isn��t it? Haix.. and another person, M.. always so loud and always complaining.. cannot stand it anymore too.. I dunno wats coming over me.. I hope this critical stage of me could end soon.. this fri cannot go boonkiat��s house play mahjong anymore.. his mother dun allow.. ;( sad.. haiz.. dunno wat else to do.. sat may be going out with bren and sihan to buy clothes.. see first bahx.. feel too sad to write anymore.. will write again.. bye..

Posted by jiawen at 21:59

Tuesday, April 6

hey.. i am back.. hehe.. fri nite after i got home, i discovered tt my dad still needs to go back to work.. jux right after he got home.. i was like.. y u?? haix.. coz my dad is a driver for those huge vehicles.. and he said he was leaving home after dinner to go there and wait in his car.. i was like, for wat? like tt u need to sit in ur car and wait 4 hours lehx.. so i told him i would wake him at 3.. den let him have a peaceful sleep.. and.......... lolx.. i was super tired after squash and swimming tt i practically stone at my table, struggling to do my homework.. :P 3 am in the morning, i woke him up, and once he left the house, i was already fast asleep.. hahax.. and i slept till the next day 2 pm.. such a lazy pig i am right? hehe.. den i woke up, eat porridge, and went to bath and get ready for my so called 'class outing'.. discovered tt a skirt which i bought for cny really makes me looks fat.. sianx.. so i switched....... to another skirt... hehe.. den i met my stead, who said he will company to orchard to wait for my frenz.. hee.. thanx laogong! when i reached there, i realised tt our so called 'class outing' ended up with only me shuxin boonkiat cheehong wenxian and yong zhi hao.. lolx.. boonkiat wenxian and yong went to watch passion of christ before that.. and both shuxin and chee hong was late.. diao.. me shuxin and hong went to arcade at lucky plaza.. there the rest joined us bout 15 to 30 mins later.. they super clever, jux bring a shirt or jacket and wear over their uniform only.. diao diao.. hahax.. den all of us except hong played the daytona.. super fun.. i was actually first one.. den my car overturned.. den boonkiat caught up.. v last lap! haix.. so i got... 2ND!!! hahax.. still not tt bad.. :P den watched the guys play jurissic park.. the shooting game.. they were like so accurate.. hahax.. after tt we went for dinner at mac.. den coz shuxin cannot finish her fries, we played zhong ji mi ma.. :P the one who 'loses' get to eat the fries.. hahax.. den after tt we decided to go to hereen to take neoprint.. but boonkiat left coz he needs to eat dinner at home.. den we reach there.. we tried out sunglasses outside a specs shop.. :P i will come back another time~ librian chasing me out~ bye~!

Posted by jiawen at 17:33

Friday, April 2

hehe.. jux finished squash training and swimming and now all fresh after bathing.. :P i think i still can make it in squash bah.. today is my 2nd day of training.. but onli trained for 15 mins.. hahax.. most of the energy is directed at someone else.. :P it was fun.. at least i can connect with the ball.. but the coach said tt i play squash no grace.. hahax.. looks v rigid when hitting the ball.. and... well.. my ball has no energy at all one.. but i think it was fun all the same.. :) just now drink water.. hand also trembling.. dunno y.. now my eyes super pain.. coz i swam without goggles for a while.. hmm.. should rest it bah.. i am very happy now~! tml we may have a class outing! so fun.. go have dinner den watch movie.. hehe.. :) don think can watch passion of christ though.. i not 18 yet.. sianx man.. i gtg le.. coming back soon~ hehe.. :p last words.. just realli glad tt i have the opportunity to learn squash.. and finally able to swim after so long! :)