Thursday, September 30

i should really learnt to shut up.. i feel v bad now.. sorry for wat happened during maths today.. for those who minded.. i din mean to do wat i did.. guess i am still so tactless...

happy bout my results.. :) haven been getting good grades since i stepped into AJ.. glad tt my efforts have paid off.. hope i will maintain or do even better for A levels! whoopee!

went bk's house play mahjong with kianwei on tues.. hahax.. actualli was going to ask mani mani pple one.. but no one wanted to go.. den coz it was raining, no act it was pouring, i wanted to take mrt on a ride to nowhere.. asked kianwei company me.. hahax.. but in the end, we went bk hse.. coz sembawang haven rained yet.. we played 3 person mahjong.. fuN! hahax.. coz kianwei dunno how to play.. e last round i got 8 tai.. is it? ya something like tt.. and its zhi muo somemore.. i was v surprised tt bk said if we played money, they have to pay me 30+ bucks each.. wow.... wat if i lose this amt of money in one round? i will cry.. hahax..

later either going wildwildwet or jurong east swimming complex.. still cannot decide.. just hope tt the sky dun decide for us to go home.. so please dun rain.. our trip to play is postponed for v long already! :P

dunno y lately i get tired so easily.... so tired...... needs so much sleep nowadays.. i wonder if somethings wrong with me.. must be sick or something.. hope not.. have e feeling of a headache now...

Posted by jiawen at 13:29

Tuesday, September 28

the new policestory..

nice show! haha.. guess wat? thruout the show i tot the bad guy was edison.. it was not! it was daniel wu! oh man.. shows tt i have not watched enuf chinese movies.. hehe.. but too bad cannot watch more.. din manage to catch residents evil.. sian.. no $$ liaox aniway.. should start saving up soon! to cheong after As.. :) the show is so funny at some parts my stomach almost got stitches.. den got some part so touching i cried.. yup.. i cried.. nono.. dun luff at me.. i am sentimental u noe? hahax.. like real.. and it was action packed as well! cool show! but if its not action packed, its not jackie chan liaox rite? :P definitely worth watching.. i recommend!

background on my childhood..

my dad loves watching fighting shows.. so generalli this means jackie chans movies.. hehe.. so since as young as i remember i think is primary one, i have been watching his shows.. love all the fighting scenes! on tv of course.. not movies.. just in case pple mistaken.. haha..oh yah.. since say till fighting shows, i also like to play all the rpg games tt the guys play, chinese chess etc.. coz in my family i am somewhere in the middle with onli alex, my cousin same age as me.. but seldom meet.. the rest all bigger den me, or act big, dun wan to be with me.. so i am stuck with my younger cousins! my sis eileen michelle and alvin.. haha.. so is actualli coz i hang out with alvin in the past and my uncle, i learnt all this things.. so pple dun believe i like rpg games.. all those red alert type.. i like to play them! heros also.. haha.. addicted to them once i start.. so now must control cannot play! hehe..

damn it i am pissed

please be sensitive to pple gan shou can or not. u noe wats going on den dun make things blow up. watever. if i ignore u in school, i am not going to think its my fault. arrgghh... watever.. spoil my good mood. not updating my blog animore

Posted by jiawen at 14:16

Sunday, September 26

sigh... school reopens tomorrow... :( hopefully no results yet.. or if give back, at least give the good results one.. for the sake of the birthday pple.. haha.. okok.. gonna go do abit of chem homework le.. is chem nov 2001 rite? i hope i dun do wrongly! tataz~

Posted by jiawen at 23:59

ouch!
my muscles are super sore now! esp my legs! woof.. just seems to show how unfit i realli am.. dunno how to survive next tuesday's pe.. oh ya.. must go write excuse letter for tt.. else later must do make up pe den siao liao..
the reason i am so sore!
thursday went chinese garden walk walk.. den climbed the 7 storey pagoda.. haha.. den fri.. morning went play badminton.. but i onli played like 15 mins or a bit more? den met khimwee for lunch and went gai gai at orchard road with siling and meilan.. sad coz i cun watch the new police story with the rest.. coz they watch the 2 p.m show.. there's no way i can catch them coz i finished lunch at 1.45 and i need to go home bath! so we gai one whole evening and nite! den sl came my house stayover.. my leg was already so sore.. read her cleo mag.. learnt quite a few things.. first being, my metabolism rate must be so slow last nite.. haha.. coz i din have a proper meal since after the exams.. so my body most prob thinks i am famish! must conserve my fats.. lolx.. den.. i learnt tt.. skip for 10 continuous mins = jog for half an hour at a spd of 9.2km/hr! omg! so today went gai gai again with siling and meilan wanted to buy skipping rope.. lolx.. oh.. and i went swimming just now! wow! finalli! so refreshed.. just jump into the water den feel happy liaox.. ok.. maybe not jump.. i walked down the side stairs.. hehe.. :P my stomach was growling as i was swimming.. i completed 20 laps in 50 mins! yeah! :) normalli will tuo dao 2 hrs den finish 20 laps one.. haha..
had a happy time gai ga iing..
i bought a von dutch sling bag, a top jersey like shirt from ming, and a jeans material top from simply red.. haha.. and all 3 are below 20 bucks per piece! :P and i bought my kor's birthday present.. speaking of which, i feel broke now.. haha..
siling bought a brown skirt from samual and keneth.. is it? i am not too sure.. i onli noe we tot F4 was advertising for it.. but suddenly change to S.H.E le.. haha.. no wonder keep playing S.H.E song.. makes me realli aching to sing karaoke! hrmp!
meilan bought a top at ming as well.. hehe.. v nice slant off the shoulder type with onli one strap.. v good figure! haha..
tml wanna go chiong movies!
khimwee said he wants a movie marathon.. but onli watch 2 movie lar.. the new policeman story and resident evil 2! :) hope can go.. coz... i suddenly recall.. next week get back results.. er hem.. need to study le.. sigh.. so i will definitely finish all the nice movie before the results make it back into my hands!

Posted by jiawen at 01:22

Friday, September 24

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Thursday, September 23

... :( typed a blog offline.. but now its gone.. dun wan to repeat typing it again.. wasted my time!

Posted by jiawen at 15:15

Wednesday, September 22

its over its over its over its over!

feel hungry rite now.. read meimei's blog.. hehe.. realised tt i din have a proper meal today.. maths 2 larx.. kill my appetite but still make my stomach growl.. jux had a packet of jack and jill potato chips.. 'lunch' supposedly.. den went suntec with khimwee.. ur noe the carrefour got the place sell food one? bought 4 nuggets and 4 chicken bits.. den ate those.. nv finish actualli.. den a bit later on went bk ate 3 nuggets and a little fries.. tts all for my consumption today.. lolx.. actualli.. is quite alot liao.. considering all i ate are unhealthy food.. adipose tissue accumulating.. :P

i agree with weini liaox..

ajc maths dept is out to kill us.. sigh.. today walk into the exam hall.. was hoping tt i can still make it.. den? stats.. its a damn it freaking irritating paper.. pardon the language.. the pure maths i can still make it.. but stats? stats? stats? i was furiously taping my calculator thruout the 3 hours.. hoping by miracle i can prove the answer somehow.. but how? how? how? couldn't get majority of the answer larx... wat the hack! as i was doing the paper... i was thinking... am i e only one who dunno how to do... if so i can blame no one but myself.. coz.. yest i said i am going to study.. in the end, guess wat i did? reached home, told myself i will take a 'short nap'... and i snored like a pig from 2 to 7.. wake up... tv tv tv.... before studying.. repetition of monday actualli.. so when i was doing the paper, i din dare look up to ani other pple.. coz i scared c them doing so happily.... den i will panick.. so i stare at the impossibly hard qn paper... and try to do.. to no avail.. so now i can conclude, maths is a no hope case.. duh.. after all the practising.. hope i wun cry when i receive my results.. it will be so xiasuay..

escaping the clutched of prelims!

met khimwee for a movie today.. we went suntec... watched anaconda.. yaya.. i know.. tts like screened such a long time ago.. but.. prelims.. so now den watch.. was so xiasuay just now.. half way thru the show, the ger just killed e anaconda den the guy was so happy and cursing the dead anaconda... i was laughing.. den suddenly... he was caught by another anaconda at the back.. i was shocked.. i screamed.. duh.. so malu.. i screamed w/o noeing i did until i heard my own voice.. (thankfully the person who invented the cinema thing wanted to keep the place dark.. so no one can see me.. lolx..) oh yah.. managed to play some games in the arcade! feel so carefree today.. hahax.. but i think i am a bit study till stressed liao.. i still wanna study coz i noe i will score v badly for prelims.. er.. i hope someone can scold me ask me to slack for awhile.. haha.. but i think most prob i will do it.. :P

today is kianwei's birthday..

happy birthday.. hehe.. older den me liaox.. haha.. can do alot more things le! enjoy the period of break after prelims!

oh ya.. i am using amy's blogskin.. cute rite? hahax.. :)

speaking of birthday..

hint hint.. lolx.. no larx.. read yanting's blog sometime back.. my ideal birthday... is to have a happy day with no worries and know tt pple close to me actualli remembers my birthday.. :) coz my birthday forever falls on the exam period... no one got time to celebrate with me.. :( sad hor? but nvm... khimwee w/o fail will celebrate with me one.. so i should be happy liaox.. hahax.. still remember sec 4 nearing prelims.. or is it during prelims? he actually brought me to sentosa coz he knew i wanted to see dolphins.. :) can still remember..

everyone enjoy this slack weekend! before long, our engine needs to start up again for the final lap to success!

Posted by jiawen at 23:13

Tuesday, September 21

yeah! 2 subjects down.. 1 more to go.. scared for maths.. haix.. please please please dun let me fail again.. i dun wish to flunk all my maths exam in AJ.. going home today... hope my sis lock up the game boy somewhere.. was so tired this morning tt i dunno if i realli concentrated during the chem paper.. played gameboy thru out last afternoon.. hehe.. so much for swimming.. duh.. end up lazing on my bed spoiling my eyesight.. lolx.. started revision at 8.. ended at 1.. could not concentrate at all on the notes.. sigh.. tt's y took so long for the revision.. sms, pokemon, parents toking, tv etc etc.. distractions distractions.. (oh.. i allow myself to be distracted one.. so i am not blaming ani of the things stated above!) lets hope today will not end up this way later! haven touched stats for a long long time.. got to study liao.. bye!

Posted by jiawen at 10:48

Monday, September 20

hmm.. bio option structured sux.. thats all i can say.. most prob will flunk it.. today's paper is one when i walked in, i noe shit.. i have not been realli prepared.. sigh.. aftermath of slacking too much... dunno how to survive tml and maths stats... haven touched stats for so long... is this it? is this how i am going to end my studying career? by flunking prelims, and eventually As?

TaKe NoTe: ThIs ApPlieS tO mE and Me aLoNe
i have absolutely nothing to be proud of even if i passed prelim gloriously.. coz i am onli taking 3 As.. how can my workload be compared to the rest? feel so empty in my head when i hear pple discussing physics.. they have all the info i have in my head.. and more.. me? empty... nothing is understood by my puny brain when i hear the formulas of physics.. sigh..

and wat is worse is... i have everything to fear of if i fail my prelim miserably.. coz... i am already onli taking 3 As.. and those who are scoring are those who are taking 4 As.. and i feel bad... coz i noe i brought this upon myself.. by slacking.. and slacking.. and slacking... last yr.. arrgghh.. y did i do tt? i have the capability to take on the challange of 4 As.. but i turned down the choice w/o a 2nd tot.. stupid reason: wat for stress myself up? looking back.. i am so naive..

mom.. dad.. please dun blame me if i fail my prelims, k? i will strive hard for As.. sigh..

on a brighter note: i have a date with my sis to the yishun swimming complex in an hour and a half time.. finally can relax abit by exercising off my stress.. hopefully can return with a purified head to absorb the chemistry information like a sponge.. esp ionic eqm..

Posted by jiawen at 16:23

Sunday, September 19

the irritating flu..

hey yonghao.. i got it too.. was sneezing all the way from afternoon thru dinner until i slept last nite.. its super irritating! my head was so heavy and i still have to force myself to study thru bio.. sigh.. at dinner shu min and limin tot i looked super stress out with my eye bag (it's there with or without the exam!) and the way i kept sneezing.. haha.. but i realli never stress myself up too much! and i slept early (read: by 12) most of the time except fri nite.. (guilty.. i slept at 3 coz i was playing pokemon on my gameboy).. i think tt's y the flu got to me.. sigh.. i read somewhere tt when one is stressed, one is more susceptible to illness.. from wat i observed, so far, me, amy, yonghao, khimwee have gotten it.. 09, please drink more water and take care of ur health!

p/s: i know of an effective flu killer other den panadol.. it's more expensive but alot more effective den panadol.. coz i feel much better today! hurray! its clarinase.. i think got to buy at a pharmacy.. cost more den 10 bucks for 14 pills.. but its worth it definitely.. careful of overdose though! :)

today is my ah ma birthday celebration.. also venus birthday.. (khimwee bro daughter) so later i am going down to khimwees house to celebrate den rush down to my ah gong house.. and...... so unluckily.......... its pouring! haix.. just a few minutes b4 i wanna leave home... den... the rain came down.. :( so now i am stuck at home hoping tt the rain would stop soon.. please.....

Posted by jiawen at 16:42

Saturday, September 18

i feel bad.. maybe a blog ain't meant to put down one's real feeling afterall.. well... dun care... everything sucks lar.. esp prelims.. i am going mad..........

Posted by jiawen at 01:26

weekend!

to be spent on mugging? or more likely, slacking.. but i have not touched bio option at all.. okay.. maybe a little.. but the cmi kind of touch.. got to study again..

results for prelims..

E(X) = D for all subjects
Var (X) = can range from F to AO to E from my E(X) or hopefully, a C or B

can conclude something..

ain't gonna get ani great grades for prelims.. and this is already prelims.. duh.. haix.. wat to do? mug more lor.. came out feeling numb for all my papers.. got those feelings b4 when i stepped out of test venues.. it onli means one thing.. do not get my hopes up high.. at least i am not scared? tt will signify something much worse.. duh...

Posted by jiawen at 01:26

Thursday, September 16

update on prelims..

actually.. from the start of prelims till now.. i feel that the papers are managable.. was really scared the nite before for maths and chem.. slept till 12 or 1 on tues.. den mugged chem.. till 6.. 8 start maths... till 1030.. den uncle and kor told me they are sleeping le.. i was like.. uh oh.. alot haven finish.. was so stressed out and panicking.. my god.. 2 3 hours paper can realli kill me u noe? well.. sigh.. watever.. but i slept 15 mins after them.. they are clever.. must have mi jue one.. haha.. so i decided to follow them.. coz in the past, the nite b4 exams i normally mug till san gen ban ye.. not now though.. :P

surprise surprise..

when i started the maths paper, i was really hoping tt its not so tough.. as i continued... i realised.. i could do the paper.. but i completely gave up the 3D trigo to check my work.. lucky i did that.. else i would have missed out alot of careless mistakes.. but still.. actually my hopes for maths is quite high... but so many pple around are saying the paper is difficult.. i am beginning to doubt my ability.. din dare to ask about too much.. from past experience, i still failed maths when i tot i could past.. well.. dunno lar.. just dun put my hopes too high first..

chemistry..... i finished it within 2 hours.. and..... i was thinking... did i miss out ani qns? how could it be.. so i checked and checked and checked.. and i did not miss out ani.. maybe my answers are all wrong.. tt's y.. dunno lar.. i had confidence in it too... and i think quite a number of people said its managable.. still... same as maths.. i shall not put my hopes too high.. we will see when the results come out.. maybe i will still flop.. who noes?

bio pract.. never study for it.. yesterday went home... wanted to study.. lie on the bed.. fell asleep... haha.. i think khimwee yi ding bei wo qi si le.. so i started my revision at bout 10.. watched tv when i woke up from 9 to 10.. signifies something.. i am getting complacent.. finished revision by 1.. coz was reminded by kor tt today need to look at microscope.. dun wan to take the chance of eyes being too small to see.. though tts highly unlikely.. lol.. this morning uncle called me ask me for the online IVLE ms mani's notes.. was due to wake up in another 20 mins time.. he called bout 810? i think.. haha.. but still din see him till 10 when i went to the holding room.. the paper.... was....... not realli a flop.... but.... not realli a success either.. the chromosome qn was realli creative.. but.. i found out my mistake on that qn in the very last minute.. and.. well tt qn was a total flop lar.. watever.. bio pract is always like tt.. just glad tt animal histo din appear today.. thank you so much..

bio paper 1 and 2.. got tong gan with amy bout paper 1.. haha.. i finished before time too.. den uncle was like saying.. why u keep checking? answer to the qn.. coz i scared mr ong will say we got time sleep, dun check.. so i checked and checked and checked lor.. and eventualli... i think... i still got alot of wrong.. lol.. paper 2.. idiotic paper.. din have time to finish the essay.. haix.. and my points all cmi.. was choosing the essay qn.. den wanted to do the one on transport.. copied down the question number, realised i dunno how to do.. my god.. this is prelims liao.. so i went back to the protein qn.. den the difference b/w pri, sec, ter and quat structure, realised i have no points at all.. wat to do? continue lar.. no time to change qn again... den did the kreb cycle thing.. coz tt is just regurgitate all the points.. den realise part b and c i dun have points.. wat to do again? haha.. continue.. coz realli realli no time liao.. just managed to finish it and go back to fill in the blank for structured... den.... times up... shit.. well... again.... my bio grades has always been just there..

so overall...

i have decided....... not to think so much........ and................... though my expectation for myself has always been very high.......................... i shall continue to keep it high.. lol... but my results always, forever, fall short of my expectation in AJ.. so u guys know wat to expect.. *grins*

Posted by jiawen at 14:56

Friday, September 10

haven been blogging for quite long..

hmm.. just an update.. will be dying for gp most properbly.. haix.. been muggin like mad recently.. dun think it will pay off but at least i tried? hmm.. most afraid for everything.. everyone must jiayou! 09 can do it! :)

Posted by jiawen at 01:50

Friday, September 3

got to tell u guys something..

hehe.. dun be bent on me posting more blogs.. coz.. i have no time left.. :) so i can predict that my blog will get stagnent gradually.. until after prelims.. noticed the last update date? well maybe its not tt long ago.. but.. it will get longer.. :P oh yah.. i am not discouraging u guys from reading my blog though.. just pop by now and den? maybe... SURPRISE, there will be a new entry.. hehe..

Posted by jiawen at 13:33

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