Thursday, September 16

update on prelims..

actually.. from the start of prelims till now.. i feel that the papers are managable.. was really scared the nite before for maths and chem.. slept till 12 or 1 on tues.. den mugged chem.. till 6.. 8 start maths... till 1030.. den uncle and kor told me they are sleeping le.. i was like.. uh oh.. alot haven finish.. was so stressed out and panicking.. my god.. 2 3 hours paper can realli kill me u noe? well.. sigh.. watever.. but i slept 15 mins after them.. they are clever.. must have mi jue one.. haha.. so i decided to follow them.. coz in the past, the nite b4 exams i normally mug till san gen ban ye.. not now though.. :P

surprise surprise..

when i started the maths paper, i was really hoping tt its not so tough.. as i continued... i realised.. i could do the paper.. but i completely gave up the 3D trigo to check my work.. lucky i did that.. else i would have missed out alot of careless mistakes.. but still.. actually my hopes for maths is quite high... but so many pple around are saying the paper is difficult.. i am beginning to doubt my ability.. din dare to ask about too much.. from past experience, i still failed maths when i tot i could past.. well.. dunno lar.. just dun put my hopes too high first..

chemistry..... i finished it within 2 hours.. and..... i was thinking... did i miss out ani qns? how could it be.. so i checked and checked and checked.. and i did not miss out ani.. maybe my answers are all wrong.. tt's y.. dunno lar.. i had confidence in it too... and i think quite a number of people said its managable.. still... same as maths.. i shall not put my hopes too high.. we will see when the results come out.. maybe i will still flop.. who noes?

bio pract.. never study for it.. yesterday went home... wanted to study.. lie on the bed.. fell asleep... haha.. i think khimwee yi ding bei wo qi si le.. so i started my revision at bout 10.. watched tv when i woke up from 9 to 10.. signifies something.. i am getting complacent.. finished revision by 1.. coz was reminded by kor tt today need to look at microscope.. dun wan to take the chance of eyes being too small to see.. though tts highly unlikely.. lol.. this morning uncle called me ask me for the online IVLE ms mani's notes.. was due to wake up in another 20 mins time.. he called bout 810? i think.. haha.. but still din see him till 10 when i went to the holding room.. the paper.... was....... not realli a flop.... but.... not realli a success either.. the chromosome qn was realli creative.. but.. i found out my mistake on that qn in the very last minute.. and.. well tt qn was a total flop lar.. watever.. bio pract is always like tt.. just glad tt animal histo din appear today.. thank you so much..

bio paper 1 and 2.. got tong gan with amy bout paper 1.. haha.. i finished before time too.. den uncle was like saying.. why u keep checking? answer to the qn.. coz i scared mr ong will say we got time sleep, dun check.. so i checked and checked and checked lor.. and eventualli... i think... i still got alot of wrong.. lol.. paper 2.. idiotic paper.. din have time to finish the essay.. haix.. and my points all cmi.. was choosing the essay qn.. den wanted to do the one on transport.. copied down the question number, realised i dunno how to do.. my god.. this is prelims liao.. so i went back to the protein qn.. den the difference b/w pri, sec, ter and quat structure, realised i have no points at all.. wat to do? continue lar.. no time to change qn again... den did the kreb cycle thing.. coz tt is just regurgitate all the points.. den realise part b and c i dun have points.. wat to do again? haha.. continue.. coz realli realli no time liao.. just managed to finish it and go back to fill in the blank for structured... den.... times up... shit.. well... again.... my bio grades has always been just there..

so overall...

i have decided....... not to think so much........ and................... though my expectation for myself has always been very high.......................... i shall continue to keep it high.. lol... but my results always, forever, fall short of my expectation in AJ.. so u guys know wat to expect.. *grins*

Posted by jiawen at 14:56