Monday, September 20

hmm.. bio option structured sux.. thats all i can say.. most prob will flunk it.. today's paper is one when i walked in, i noe shit.. i have not been realli prepared.. sigh.. aftermath of slacking too much... dunno how to survive tml and maths stats... haven touched stats for so long... is this it? is this how i am going to end my studying career? by flunking prelims, and eventually As?

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i have absolutely nothing to be proud of even if i passed prelim gloriously.. coz i am onli taking 3 As.. how can my workload be compared to the rest? feel so empty in my head when i hear pple discussing physics.. they have all the info i have in my head.. and more.. me? empty... nothing is understood by my puny brain when i hear the formulas of physics.. sigh..

and wat is worse is... i have everything to fear of if i fail my prelim miserably.. coz... i am already onli taking 3 As.. and those who are scoring are those who are taking 4 As.. and i feel bad... coz i noe i brought this upon myself.. by slacking.. and slacking.. and slacking... last yr.. arrgghh.. y did i do tt? i have the capability to take on the challange of 4 As.. but i turned down the choice w/o a 2nd tot.. stupid reason: wat for stress myself up? looking back.. i am so naive..

mom.. dad.. please dun blame me if i fail my prelims, k? i will strive hard for As.. sigh..

on a brighter note: i have a date with my sis to the yishun swimming complex in an hour and a half time.. finally can relax abit by exercising off my stress.. hopefully can return with a purified head to absorb the chemistry information like a sponge.. esp ionic eqm..

Posted by jiawen at 16:23