Thursday, July 15

to a certain someone..

well, u read my blog once in a decade.. so i am not sure if u would be reading this.. i am very confuse with all the signals u are sending me.. confused with both the good and bad.. have i changed alot since the time i noe u? or have u changed alot? or have we both changeD? for the better or for the worst? am i more emotional, more irritating, more wu li qu nao? or is it just because at the beginning, we are not tt close to one another? so u do not noe me too well? hahax.. i am not sure of ani of the answers.. quite lost in the sea of qns.. i need someone, something, anithing to tell me why has this happened.. why.. a day supposed to be full of joy turns out to be sadness.. at least for now.. i do not understand.. believe i will never understand.. but i want to understand.. some qns i asked are often left unanswered.. or not answered to the point.. or maybe those are not the answers i want to hear, not wat i am expecting.. well.. i dunno.. confused confused confused..

who can provide me with the answers? maybe... just maybe... i need a guiding light in my life too..

Posted by jiawen at 12:31