Wednesday, April 7

i feel sad suddenly.. I dun like the way pple are acting around me lately.. have I been over critical or something? I dunno.. maybe I am jux too sensitive.. maybe I have known it for a long time already, but it doesn���t seem to register in my brain tt it is true.. let���s give the person a name, say A.. we are very close.. but nowadays, I can sense tt the closeness.. is not really there anymore.. is it because we have known each other for too long? I dunno.. the last few days we had not talked much.. I had slept once I reached home.. before tt when we talked, we always sounds like we are in an argument.. I cannot take it anymore.. its like.. things are not the same.. and I dun think it will change for the better anytime soon��� i believe if A is reading this, A should know tt I am referring to A.. I discover tt I am beginning to find a lot of faults with another person, C, too.. C always tells pple to do things, but never ever does it.. I dun like this type of pple.. I mean, if u wan to command pple, the least u could do is to do it urself, isn���t it? Haix.. and another person, M.. always so loud and always complaining.. cannot stand it anymore too.. I dunno wats coming over me.. I hope this critical stage of me could end soon.. this fri cannot go boonkiat���s house play mahjong anymore.. his mother dun allow.. ;( sad.. haiz.. dunno wat else to do.. sat may be going out with bren and sihan to buy clothes.. see first bahx.. feel too sad to write anymore.. will write again.. bye..

Posted by jiawen at 21:59