Wednesday, March 10

hmm.. i am back again.. wed.. 1.59 pm.. hehe.. later going for the UK talk at 225.. provided that weiyang allows me to go tt is.. coz have O2 logistics meeting.. haiz.. u noe, i really hope tt i can have the chance to study overseas.. aniwhere.. but i dun think i will ever have the chance.. i think i must get used to be called naive.. even the closest person to me scolded me yesterday for being naive.. but having a dream is better den having no dream at all isnt it? i think i gtg.. continue this blog later.. logistics meeting now.. chioz~ back liaoz.. sianz.. chio went for the uk tok.. hehe.. (for all who do not know who chio is, ask around council.. :P) juz now we managed to find out all the logistics for O2 games.. for a budget of 50 bucks, i think we are doing well.. thanx to those who did the games proposal! they din include much logistics tt we need to buy.. :) great job, yeah! lolx.. ok.. back to studying overseas.. i want to, i dream to, i wish to.. but my family financial background dun allow me to.. and my mother has something against borrowing from the bank.. so i guess, not much hope there.. getting a scholarship is another alternative, but looking at my results now.. plus the fact that my chinese is onli a B3.. i dun have much chance.. but nvm.. i am trying? at least i think i am.. at the very very least, i am doing my tutorials.. and.. give me a clap! i actualli listened in to all lectures.. and i concentrated without falling asleep for ani lectures at all! :) the last alternative is not to go overseas at all.. i think most probably i will be stuck with that.. *sad sad* nvm.. i must look for the bright side of life! this sat going for the NUS open house.. dunno if it will be fun? at nite have council chalet! hurray! hehe.. it will be the funnest time of my life~ hehe.. den sunday have council outing with the OGFs.. den mon tues and sat have OGF workshop.. tues nite i am going K BOX with shumin.. hehe.. should be fun.. we are donning there.. most prob.. den wed meilan say she wanna go sentosa.. coz this sat is her birthday.. den she shifting house on sunday.. and she say long time nv chu yuen men le! hehe.. yeah! goody.. it must be fun.. but must double confirm whether we are going or not.. for both sentosa and K BOX.. just now during my chem pract, i suddenly had the craving for seoul garden.. dunno y also.. it's like so long since i ate that.. :P i asked khimwee.. he said anithing.. so maybe next week we can go makan seoul? and burn another hole in my pocket.. *blah* :( den tan zhi hao say i keep thinking of eating, confirm grow fat.. hahaz.. den i replied.. this world have too many girls being too engrossed by their figure already.. i will not be one of them.. BUT.. to everyone who know me out there, i have always been complaining about my spare tyre when i go out you guys.. so that statement must had been a spur of a moment thing i guess.. hahaz.. please dun take me seriously bahx.. hmm.. u noe, i have a major bio test on transport in plants and in human (HEART) and the nervous control system (node of ranvy - to those who take my joke :P) hehe.. this sat.. and i am here.. wasting my perfectly suitable day for studying afternoon on my blog! haha.. nvm.. let me finish this blog first.. lets c.. wat do i have to say? i am in the free access room with bren and candy right now and its 335 already.. i think its raining outside.. and i need to hand in the logistics proposal for food and arrangement for belongings by tml.. and i hear my stomach growling.. ok.. let me tok bout my goals for this yr now.. in the beginning of the yr, i wrote in my goals for 2004 that for term one of school, i want to get all Bs for my common test.. but.. hahaz.. the v first test tt i got back.. bio.. i failed.. lolx.. tok about disappointment.. den i was super happy that i got quite well in maths and chem.. but 2nd chem test i passed, but it was a super duper low pass.. and well, life goes on.. i guess i must be happy.. last yr i failed almost all my test.. (wonders that i got promoted.. but thank goodness..) now waiting for my maths test.. i dun think i will pass.. coz.. well.. hmm.. well.. ya lar.. those who took the test should noe.. all qns i onli did half.. nvm.. lets get away from results for now.. continue with my goals for the second term for 2004.. i wanna get all Bs for common test.. i hope.. dun think i can.. but.. i hope.. okie.. now.. i dunno wat to say.. throughout this whole blog i had jumped from topic to topic.. one of these days i will type one blog entirely entitled to friendship.. i had alot of conflict with that.. especially in my secondary school life.. :P so goodbye for now, i need to be my mummy and daddy's good ger and study for bio test this sat.. and at the same time, try to fulfil my goal for the first term of 2004.. it will be the last test i need to fulfill for this term.. see u guys around.. for my jc friends, we will see each other tml.. to my sec school frens, we will meet on wed at sentosa hopefully.. and to everyone out there, bren is here beside me.. she says she is tired.. hehe.. lolx.. :P bye bye!!!

Posted by jiawen at 13:59