Friday, March 19

hey, I am back.. ��� I din sleep last nite.. was chionging my chemistry tutorials.. one subject down.. 2 more to go.. I am supposed to be disciplined now and do my bio.. but I dun have the heart to go and sit down to study now.. this morning went to school is quite slack.. actually last nite dun sleep is scared today cannot wake up.. lolx.. its been a long time since I had dinner with my whole family.. and I went home for dinner today.. glad I did tt.. long time nv see my dad for so long le.. den whole family watched tv together.. but.. I fell asleep coz I was super tired? Lolx.. I din get to go for seoul garden with khimwee.. din have the time.. he���s super bz training for his squash nationals right now.. I feel like a spoilt brat, always asking him to meet me.. ��� dunno if he went to his fren���s house.. coz he nv pick up phone and I think he most prob is sleeping le bahx.. dear, I am sorry k? dunno y.. but I jux have the feeling tt since its hol and we have the time, y not meet.. coz sch daes we seldom get to meet except on weekends.. but nxt week we will meet on one more day! Hehe.. thurs.. coz have gp tuition together.. I so happi.. hehe.. anyway, ur squash seems to be v good.. so continue jiayou k? lose 9 love to national players is alright one.. coz they representing Singapore one.. u can be them if u wan to train.. lolx.. but I dun think u love squash tt much? :P and dun bother too much about ur squash teachers le.. let Bernard pacify them.. hehe.. today was super chiao.. on bus on the way home.. I was toking to kianwei.. den��� I met my sis on the bus, back from camp! Lolx.. den I helped her carry her extra ���luggage���.. ��� our hols is coming to an end.. soon, studies will dominate my world again.. breaks will be spent on tutorials and after school will be spent on revision.. (tt���s ideally) jux hope tt I will have the self discipline.. amongst my closest fren, my results was once the best, dropped to the last.. siling was always scolding me I never study.. tt���s y.. but.. the thing is.. sometimes, I seriously studied.. but.. the grades come out still like tt.. dunno to cry and pity myself, or smile and get over with it.. I guess I chose the latter.. hehe.. but the strangest thing is, in my sec sch yrs, I never ever cry for my failed test.. I would jux go.. nvm larx.. in the exams can make it can already.. but I remembered I was so disappointed in my maths test last yr tt I nearly cried.. nearly.. but I did not.. ��� I did cry coz of my cl results though.. but khimwee was going like.. be realistic.. if he gets my grades he will be damn happy.. i really really hope I would not need to cry in disappoint ever again.. gtg.. enjoy the last day of the hol! Soon.. lectures and tutorials will dominate our world again..

Posted by jiawen at 21:42