Tuesday, March 1

anticipation

dunno wat to expect for 'A's..
suddenli there's onli a few days left..
either to dooms day..
or to happily for tt few mths..
not happily ever after..
note the diff..
there will be greater challenges ahead..
other den getting 'A's result..
today's tues..
dunno result coming out this fri? or next mon?
wat if i score badly?
wat if this wat if that..
when i have the free time to think,
these horrible tots come to my mind..
nervous..
sheena is making herself a nervous wreck as well..
duh..
there are pple who dun have to worry,
except how mani As they can get..
maybe my prelim results shocked mani..
well.. it shocked me too..
it's the first time in my entire life tt i actualli believed tt hard work pays off..
coz in sec sch, i nv realli experienced hard work?
kinda..
but wat i am afraid now is....
it leads to false hopes..
and i detest disappointment..
well.. dunno...
just feeling scared now..
tatax`

Posted by jiawen at 10:41